(Thank you for requesting a sleepy Aizawa in a yellow sleeping bag but hey. I feel like being slightly angsty and since I don't do it imma do it in dis chapter maybe... bye)

Y/n's POV

His face stained my memory. That's all I saw in my night mares. His hand outstretched as his eyes strain and widened hideously large. His hair still as scruffy as ever. He screamed out to me. But not with that usual angry adorable face of his. It was a one of pure desperation as he called out my name.

His slight scruffs and burns appeared on his flawless skin as he leaped through the air. Todoroki was closely behind and so were Izuku and the others.

They were trying so hard for me. The image keeps flashing in my mind.

I gasped as the darkness almost consumed me after my many pleads of help. Just sitting and starring at what I wished was my eye lids, my body was becoming far to weak. It was an awful feeling. A feeling of absolute defeat as I hear a door slowly creak open, letting out that eeri vibe.

"So..." Toga squealed with her usual high pitched voice as it echoed through the room. I could barely see her blood thirsty smile and the desire to kill.
"You joining the league of villains? Your really strong!" She exclaimed in pure excitement and curiosity.

I didn't flinch. Didn't move a muscle.

"Ahh your ignoring me." She started.

"But you gotta tell me! Or I'll bleed ya out." He voice wasn't wavering so she obviously meant it. I slowly rolled my Head against the wall as the dirt rubbed further in my h/c hair.

"Are you going to... Are you going to join the hero's?" I questioned as my rasping got in the way. She scoffed almost immediately.

"God no! their gross!"

I smirked, hoping I was facing her.

"There's my.. My answer"

She did a scoff as she stomped over in my direction and slowly ran her fingers up my cheek as they lingerd near my eyes. Then as confusion mixed with undeniable fear conjured in my brain, a fist came crashing down to my bruised eye.

I yelped at impact as she started marching off childishly.

But before she could leave the room. The hit slowly turned to a harsh ache. I held my breathe as I placed my hands on the ground as my legs and arms trembled.

"sit down kitten! You don't want me to bleed ya out do ya? " she asked half threateningly.

I slowly fixed my posture as my arms layed limp against my body and I tilted my head upwards. Trying to keep my balance.

I wanted to stop my shaking as I took a step forward. My body felt heavy yet weak. I felt as if I didn't know how to carry this mess.

"hey hey! She's standing! Dabi! Come look! "

"shut up... " I sputtered as I wiped me mouth. She looked at me and smiled as another figure entered. My eyes strained. I could hardly see the silhouettes of the figures.

I staggered fowards as I heard a deep chuckle emit from the Villians chest.

"poor kid. Look at her. Bet she Cant see shit since she needs the light."

My foot planted on the floor and I froze as my breath was drawn out of me. How did he know that?

"how... " I rasped as I wavered.

"Your dear loving uncle... The two months we had him. We tried to draw the most amount of information out of him. But no matter how we seemed to try he would never talk. Until we threatened to kill you. Then he only spoke about your quirk. " He paused as his footsteps grew louder and Togas laugh became more evident.

"but the only thing he didn't tell is is what would happen if we kept you in the dark. ... So... We've kept you in a room. No natural light. Nothing. And by the look of you. You can't regenerate as fast as an average human. You're almost blind. And you look incredibly weak. "

I growled as I clenched my hand. Pressing my nails deep into the palm of my hand.

But his voice was soft yet rusty. He didn't sound much older then I was.

My mind went wild. In this situation. I could possibly try to take one person down. But I ain't in a freaky ass Anime like BNHA where my will makes me stronger and makes me go above and beyond my powers. I was completely useless. (Editor: GOD DAMMIT STOP BREAKING THE POOR FOURTH WALL)

I wavered on my feet. Until a hand slowly ran down my cheek. I shivered at his touch as I smacked it away from me as the man infront of me tsked.

"I thought you were so strong. I use to Admire you. Truly. But slapping my hand just shows how unloyal you are with me." the same hand Came crashing down, smacking my cheek and bringing my already unstable state to the floor.

But I... a man of memes and culture sat up a little a chuckled as I held my cheek.

"I can't...." I paused as they looked at me confused yet with a determined look on their face.

"I can't believe you've done this..."

And like that they tsked as I laughed out.

"Brings a tear to my eye. Really." I said before the silhouette made it to the door way.

"enjoy the darkness... You'll be seeing it for a while "

The door slammed followed by some psychotic laughter.

I just wanted to curl into a ball and disappear. But hell Im hilarious.

I stared up onto the ceiling, just stretched out. As every muscle fibre in my body ached. Then suddenly a figure appeared. They stood amongst the door way. Facing away.

I squinted my eyes. What the hell...

"What now.." I whispered to myself as I looked over. A boy. My age most likely. Spikey dirty blonde hair... black t-shirt that hugged his back. And slightly slouched.

I sat up lightning fast,

"Katsuki..." I sputtered but joy tinged the strained voice.

"Oh my god..." I crawled and that turned to a slow walk towards the figure as he continued to face the other direction. I limped I reached my arm out. Extended my fingers as I went to tug on his shirt.

I smiled as tears brimmed my eyes.

Until I fell through the figure.

"No.. no no..." I rasped with a hint of begging and desperation hanging in my voice. I grabbed the air.

It was... a hallucination.

I turned around to see him there again.

No... it's not real. But It looks so damn real. So ... so real. I crawled and swiped my hand across his legs... and like that he was gone.

I couldn't hold it in. The man. He legend of memes sat against the wall and sobbed. Letting the tears hit the fall as I continuously wiped my face. Letting out cries of anger.

And through my blurred vision. More figures appeared. But...

They were dying.

Hikaru.

Katsuki.

Izuku.

Uraraka.

Todoroki.

Iida.

Zavier.

Rylin.

Tsuyu.

Sero.

Denki

Kirishima.

Mina..

They kept appearing. Hikaru fell to the ground in a horrible state with a knife and several bullet wounds denting his skin. He bled out as he looked at me with this look. His orange eyes glazing over.

"No... it's not real... y/n it's not real. It's not real! Go away! "

They all started falling one by one until three remained standing.

Mum, Dad and Katsuki.

Except my dad had his body crushed. And some skin destroyed. So this was how the man I hardly knew died... I choked as I held my chest.

When the villains said they killed him they weren't lying... it was obviously a collaborative work with a nomu and Shigaraki... god knows who else.

I went wide eyed as I saw the state of my mum. I threw up on the side. I slowly covered my mouth as I coughed violently.

She was... dismembered. I was told she killed her self... but I assume she must've... jumped of a bridge...

Her body was broken and torn and smashed. Her face was nearly unrecognisable.

As I slowly turned my hand as my cries for help grew louder. Katsuki steppes infront of the two. He seemed fine..

He looked normal..

Until a broken pole went into his stomach as he went wide eyed and his mouth slowly dropped. Blood trickled down. As he fell to his knees.

No... oh my god..oh my fucking god.

"No no...please.. please stop." They started to walk... crawl... or even pull themselves towards me.

"Stay away..." they weren't speaking at all... their blood and body parts were bing trailed behind them.

I grabbed my head and tucked it into my knees.

"Go AWAY FROM ME! PLEASE!" I choked. I could practically hear the footsteps. The scraping of nails against the concrete, the cries for help.

My anguished cries and horrific screams filled the room...

Dabi's POV

I shut the door as I place my hands on the back of head and stretched as toga skipped along.

"So Dabiii~ what is up with her quirk? I wasn't told nothin." Her whiny voice spoke up.

"Eh. All the old man said was her draw backs were bloodied eyes. But after a while he said in the dark, hallucinations can come into the play."

She oohed as she squealed with excitement.

"What's the plan with her."

" nothing. So far the trust for UA is falling the longer we have her. So we gotta keep her out of the lig-"

Suddenly screams made it through the thick wall.

Her cries for help then sudden coughing.

"Ew... I think she through up." Toga stuck her tounge out in a disgust manner. She cried out words that were becoming slurred.

I smiled as my eyes glistened.

"Probably people dying. "

Out of the cries sudden hits on the door got louder and louder.

"Let me out.... please." Her voice was so dead. I love it. But again you could tell the fear was there and alive.

This is gonna be interesting.

Katsuki's POV

I entered the door to my house and closed the door quietly.

I walked in and dropped my shoes at the door and slugged in.

I didn't say a word as I went up the stairs. The old man and hag looked at me with worried looks. I just trusted my way upstairs.

They saw everything that went down on the news. They knew what had happened to y/n. She was in tears for a day or two.

I slammed the door and sat on my bed with my hands in my hair. What a pain in the ass.

Slowly the door opened as I glanced up.

"What?" I asked harshly

"You need to talk?"

"No. Fuck off."

"Not happening lil shit. I know. You miss her, but she's going to be fine, Hikaru is going to save her, and hopefully you will to. Hell I think you're saving her right now."

I snapped my head up.

"Huhhh!?"

"You're probably her ray of hope." 

I looked down as my lip quivered... the fuck.

And then I felt a hand wrap around my head and pulled into her upper chest. I didn't realize I was nearly crying until she looked away.

"Let it out. Then go out there, and show your strong. Be strong for her and Hikaru."

I nodded as I sniffled slightly until the doorbell rung.

Then it rung.

Then it rung.

Y/ n... her stupid old habit of ringing the door bell a lot of times made me jump up and sprint down the stairs until I see Aizawa in the living room.

"Hello Bakugou. We're here to talk about the new way of UA..."

Time skipppuuu

We all stood amongst each other in a rather quiet group. With Aizawa infront of us.

"I would've expelled you all... all except for a couple of you including y/n... " he kept ranting as I wasn't necessarily listening.

I heard from the others what had happened with that little rescue mission with  the fucking shitty nerd.

When they arrived at the nomu sight they saw everything up close with All might. But when they say y/n being taken away by a man. They didn't stop them. They couldn't other wise they would've gotten in the way of All might, so they escaped with some citizen that was trapped in the area.

We stood infront of our new dorms. Aizawa gave us the details as we were all left in that group.

I tsked as I grabbed dunce face and trudged him behind a bush.

I electrified the bastard and pushed him out as he went out stupidly with his thumbs going up and down.

I slowly trudged my way to Shitty hair and dumped some money into his hand.

"What's this for?"

"You bought those goggles to look for y/n... keep it."

And like that I made my way into the room to unpack.

It was quiet.

Way to quiet.

Yeet uhm hi. Sad and angsty, love it... any way if u guys don't understand this, hallucinations come into play if in darkness for long periods of time. And this is also a draw back on your quirk like I said im the very first a/n of this book. But yeah...okay okay any way I drew this. And uhm. Tbh I need opinions cause of course it's hard to draw a reader so I just did this but uh, it's basically showing off the hero name I came up with,

I was thinking Luminescence. : the ray of hope.

So ya.. yeah here's the drawing... It's only the sketch but yeet. Any way I hoped u guys like the angst. BYEE