The whole night I wasn't able to sleep. My eyes were eager to read the unrecognisable paragraphs that I suppose was written by me.

It felt like I was reading a fantasy story that I made up out of boredom. There were some people who I did not know but I described them as home and comfort.

Some events even gave me chills cause it seemed oddly familiar. The chopsticks... Amusement park... Jimin's cologne... All of them giving me the 'not able to believe my eyes' look when we met the first time... Jimin's yelling at me when I asked them about the past, somehow made sense.

But does that mean Hoseok is my ex?

And Inha was my enemy once upon a time?

Jimin and I were that close?

My mind was flooded with a bunch of unanswered questions.

I couldn't get a wink of sleep curious how on earth did I end up losing my memory and what else I did not know. I was feeling a mix of emotions and I did not know how to process it.

I mean how can they keep such a thing from me and the worst part is I don't even know how to ask them about this. The most ghastly thing was why did Hoseok have this.

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I got up early and had my morning routine done while both of my roommates were fast asleep. I got ready and left the room to get my mind cleared and not wanting to face them.

Author's POV

Eventually, Inha and Aera woke up and realised Y/n was nowhere to be found. They thought she had gone out for a jog. With the belief that she'd be back soon, they went on with their chores.

Y/n, on the other hand, was squatting down in front of an artificial pond with uncertain questions in her head. She could not believe that people around her did not bother to tell her about her past. They just pretended as nothing happened and went on living their life.

Later, as all of them entered the food counter, Y/n was already chugging down her food.

And as they returned with their treys Y/n had vanished again.

"Where's Y/n?" Jimin asked as everyone took their seat.

"No Idea... She left the room before we woke up." Aera answered.

"Even yesterday she passed the evening activities saying she had a headache," Inha added.

'Did something happen to her?' Jimin thought while having his food.

While Hoseok was worried if was she was very upset because of something that happened last evening. He did not know why did he do that but a part of him was saying 'It is high time and she deserves to know the truth!'

Y/N's POV

I was on my way to the auditorium, where we were asked to gather after our breakfast. That's when someone came from behind and slid his hand around my shoulder. I flinched due to the sudden action and turned around to see Jimin.

"Hey..." As he greeted and all the things that I read last night started flooding my head.

"Personal space please..." I slightly pushed him off me.

"Are you all right? I did not see you last evening..." He asked out of concern.

"Yeh... I was not feeling like it." I bluntly replied not even looking towards his direction.

"Y/n... are you really alright?" He held my wrist making me stop walking. He was looking at me with bloodshot eyes. For a minute, I thought he was really worried about me.

"Can I ask you some-"

"JIMIN-AH!" I was cut off as we heard someone screaming his name from a distance.

"Jimin I need your help..." Aera came running towards our direction stopped in front of us out of breath.

"Yeah... one minute." He told her before turning towards me.

"What were you saying?" He asked. Now both of them are looking at me expecting an answer.

I fake smiled and "Nevermind... later." I said before walking away. I thought he would follow me and ask me what's up but he did the exact opposite. He acted as if nothing happened and walked towards the opposite direction listening to Aera's problem.

I wanted to clear my mind and thought Jimin would be the more suitable person to answer my questions as it seemed like I was closest to Jimin so, I tried to approach him yet again I got a reality check. ALWAYS BEING THE LAST OPTION.

The seminar went by, same as yesterday I was lost the whole time. It felt like I was trying to connect dots and remember the events from the diary even though I have no idea how or where it happened. I was now pissed, I was not able to process it and I felt like no one will even bother to tell me the truth so... I held it in.

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The evening activities came... and today it was conducted inside the resort. It was like an open talent show... everyone was gathered in the open auditorium and people who wanted to take part can perform on the stage and entertain the others. I could not skip it as the in-charge declined my request saying I just have to sit the whole time.

I wanted to freshen up and get ridiculous thoughts off my mind.

Thinking water was the best solution I was on my way to the backstage's washroom to wash my face, that's when I saw Aera and Jimin.

They were dressed all pretty and she was telling him something with her hands on his shoulder while facing each other. He was nodding and smiling at everything she was saying.
It looked like she was cheering him up.

I yacked myself towards the washroom and tried continue with what I was doing, I rushed inside the washroom.

Entering the washroom stall I squatted down holding my head with my hands as tears were beaming out of my eyes.

Seems like a part of me was hoping his feelings for me remained the same but I guess I lost my chance... If I meant something to him he would not be with her... After reading the diary the thought of them together brought even more tears in my eyes.

I somehow picked myself up and managed to get to the seating area. I saw all of them were sitting in a row. All there except Jimin and Aera. I quietly headed to sat beside Inha as I was not in a mood to sit alone.

"Y/n! Where have you been? I was looking for you!" Inha asked as I sat with the others. I was confused about how she really is, I was not sure if she was faking it or if she changed and was genuinely concerned. I always thought she was a good friend but since today morning I really don't know whom to trust.

"I wanted to use the washroom." I fake smiled and sat down all of them looked away after I answered.

But I was feeling a pair of eyes drilling towards me. It was Hoseok looking at me with bloodshot eyes. I couldn't read his expression but I guess he wanted to ask me something but was hesitating. I just looked away as I did not want to make the situation more complicated.
Many students of our Uni took part and there were people from other Unis as well. The performances went by, the majority of them were singing and dancing.

The lights went out as the magic performance got over. In the dim light, we could see a figure in white clothing take the stage, and as soon as the lights turned on the crowd started cheering loud seeing him.

It was a guy wearing a white shirt and a well fitted black pant with hair parted properly making his forehead visible. I never saw him dress that way, It was my first time seeing his forehead as he used to always let his bangs cover them.

"Finally Jimin's turn!" I heard Aera's voice from behind. I turned around to see her sitting just behind me, she gave me a soft smile and looked back to the stage.

He looked like an angel who directly jumped out of the sky.

The music began to play as he stood there holding a mic looking at the crowd.

Softly humming to the beats Jimin started singing...
(It's the English cover of serendipity by Jimin)

It's just what I could feel in my soul
Nothing's the same as it had been
It's just how you could
make me feel whole
Whenever you call my name

Now he slowly started to sound like an angle as well which made him look unreal...

I just wanna let you know
that you can never do me wrong
No matter how far you go
Everything happened so suddenly
Baby, you're my other half
You know I know
You're mine, and I'm yours
I worry every time
our hearts get closer

He slowly looked towards my direction. I could not tell who he was looking at, cause Aera was just sitting behind me.

Destiny conspires to break
our love apart
Just like you, I'm scared,
my heart beats faster
When you see me
when you touch me
Fate has moved to bring us both together
Everything is how it should be
I suppose
We were made to be there for each other
'Cause you love me
And I love you
You're my cure and I all need

I guess the lyrics kind of fits his relationship with Aera so I assumed he was looking at her. I slowly turned around to see Aera watching him perform with the brightest smile on her face.

Girl, you're my angel
That I've found
You surround me
Like the sunset, count on me
To give my all
Love me now
Touch me now
Just let me love you

(Let me, love, let me love you)
Just let me love you

Right from the very start, there's one
sure thing I know
That you were meant for me,
no letting go
Just let me love you

My eyes suddenly started tearing up as my chest kind of started aching. I quickly got up and attempted to leave the crowd as soon as possible.

Let me love, let me love you
Let me love, let me love you

As I made past the crowd he completed the song and a very loud round of applause started. The whole place started to fill up with cheers as the honey-like performance came to an end.

But tears beaming out of my eyes did not stop as I ran to the place near the pond where I spent the whole morning.

Maybe a part of me wished he stayed the same and wait but I guess he has moved on and found someone better than me...

I layed down on the soft lawn and stared at the empty sky. Warm tears streamed down my cheeks making me drown deeper into darkness. The fantasy world felt more kinder and nicer to me so I wished it was real...

After some minutes of my second mental breakdown, I was about to get up when I heard someone walk towards me. I turned to see the person who is the reason I'm like this...

"Y/n?" Jimin called which made my heart skip a beat.

He stood at a distance I did not want him to see me like this. I slowly got up and turned my back on him.

"Y/N! I have been looking for you everywhere!" He called as he recognized me. I looked down not wanting to show my face.

"What are you doing here?" He got near me while trying to figure out what I was doing.

"Y/n? Why are you not answering? Is something wrong?" He held my arm and bend down to see my face... which was covered with a streams of dried up tears.

"Were you crying?!" He lifted my chin trying to get a better look of me.

I quickly yacked his arm and was about to walk away from there but he gripped my wrist and made me face him.

"Y/N!"

"What do you want now?" I tried to free my hand from his grip.

"What are you even doing here and why do you care?! Aren't you supposed to be with the person for whome you sang a song this soulfully?!" I yelled.

"Y/n?" He gave out a confused expression.

"What now? Did Aera reject you or something? It seemed like she was enjoying your performance with a big smile plastered on her face."

"Y/n will you listen to me?" He seemed to understand why I'm behaving like this.

"And if you are hanging out with me out of pity you don't need to do that. I don't want to-" I was cut off. Before I could complete my sentence I felt a pair of soft lips on mine.

DID HE JUST DO IT?! Did he just shut me up with a kiss?!

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