Well, I recently moved schools because my depression was just too much. I got new friends. Correction, I got actual friends. My old "friends" are still following me on Wattpad, so they might see this. But honestly, I don't care. I'm glad I moved. I have no regrets. I was treated like garbage. Everyday blended together and I was upset and down all the time. I stopped talking. I blamed myself. I hated myself. Considered doing the unthinkable.

I can't tell you much about my old days back there. No joke. I actually can't remember. And I have an excellent memory. My brain just erased all memory of it. So all the bad stuff I know happened, I can't even remember. All I remember is how awful I felt. This is probably like a repression coping thing but I haven't really looked into it that deeply.

It's so much better. I hang out in a group of eight, if you include me.

One of them recently moved schools to follow her career but we still talk and she is in the group chat. She loves carpentry and wants to follow that. We called her Grug.

My other friend follows me on Wattpad. She found out my dirty secret and told everybody else in the group. There is a good chance she is reading this now. She is the weird friend everyone needs. Like she is probably on all the watch lists and I fully support her. Her art abilities are through the roof.

Then we have the short one. She is always changing her hair colour. She is pretty quiet. Her and I are the only sorta sane and rational ones. We go to 5.3 math together. We call her Grug, too. It got confusing with two Grugs.

We have the sporty soccer one. She doesn't put up with sh- I am so timid and have the least amount of confidence ever. When I am with her, she just guides (pushes) me through. Tbh, most of my friends have to help me because I can't interact or do stuff in public. She farts and burps a lot. 

Then we have Chicken. That's what we call her. She is tall and skinny and has legs like a chicken. I have known her since primary school but we went to different high schools. It is her friend group that I am in now. She invited me back in after all these years and I am forever grateful.

Then we have Gira. Her nickname is just what teachers call her out on the role as. Very few pronounce it correctly and it is a running gag. Sporty soccer girl "hates" Gira. Not actually, but they get in their fair share of love-hate fights.

Finally, we have Spidey. She had embarrassing marks on her hands when she first came over to the group. She told everyone they were spider bites and they actually believed her. It was later revealed to be a lie and now we call her Spidey. She is super future-focused and tries her best at school. We're both a couple of nerds except she tries hard and studies while I sorta study but just spend more time focusing in class. I retain info like a sponge apparently.

We all go out to the shopping centre after school occasionally and have fun girl days. It's the best. I feel so loved when around them. No drama. Just fun. Of course, we thrive off of other people's drama, just not our own.

I am a bit of a nerd. I like to get good grades. I'm a goodie-two-shoes. I occasionally snitch on kids. My rule is, if you don't want to be told on, make it less obvious and at least try to hide it from people. Because only fool-proof and well thought-out plans should deserve to succeed.

School starts early. Eight in the morning. I am not a morning person. That means it finishes early though. I usually only have 3-4 subjects a day, unlike the usual 4-6 I had at my old school. Those subjects are almost always doubles. E.g. homeroom, double math, recess, double english, lunch, history and pe.

My electives are agriculture and elective science. I love science. Especially biology. I want to follow a job in medicine. I really want to be an ER doctor but it is pretty difficult to get a job like that in my state.

I'm not sure what else to put here-