"Desire becomes surrender. Surrender becomes power."

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KIM

We spent the whole weekend together and I felt like I found the person who I can actually turn to when there's something wrong.

Almost a week passed since the funeral and I try to think of the good side,there's literally no good side in that but I know for sure that she is in a good place and at least she is not suffering anymore.

I'm laying on top of him as the sun shines through the curtains.He groans opening his eyes and I smile at him like a creep.

"Were you sleeping on me?" He asked in his morning voice which was sexy as fuck and let out a chuckle.

"Yeah,you're quite comfortable." I smile at him as he travels down his hands and cups my butt.I lay my head down on his chest and he slowly tries to sit up.

"Noo,please let me stay." I groan while I'm still cuddling him and I sounded like a baby .

"Get up love,we'll go traveling today." He says as I slowly sit up on him.He called me love,again.I know he probably doesn't realize this but it has a big ass affect on me.

I rub my eyes and straighten myself while still sitting on him.

"Ow." He breaths out and I look at him confused.

"Just don't move backwards." He says and I smiled at him moving backwards.As I practically sat on his member he gritted his teeth and picked me up turning us around so he is on the of me now.

"I told you not to!But of course you being yourself did it anyways." He says grabbing my waist and his face comes closer to mine.

"Always so disobedient." He said but it was more like a whisper and now I can feel his hot breath on my neck.

I put my hands around his neck as he places soft kisses on my neck making my eyes roll back as he bites it.

"I thought I was a good girl." I say and he looks at me,his face inches away.

"No baby,you're acting the opposite right now.But we can always do something to change that." He says and a smirk appears on his beautiful face.

I look down at his tanned body and I still can't get over the fact that this man right here,on top of me is someone close to me,someone I like.

He places a kiss on my lip and I cup his face returning the kiss.He brakes away from the kiss but I pull him back earning a little moan from him.He takes a moment before looking at me with a smile.

"Get up,I'll be downstairs."

I look at him sad because I was actually thinking about something dirty but I guess I just rushed a little.

Today is a day off for everyone and we decided to visit his club because he keeps telling how unfair it is that I haven't seen it blah blah blah.

He also told me he barely goes there because of work and he also barely fucks anyone there which sounded like a big lie but I just nodded at him accepting it.I walk downstairs and it's currently 9 in the morning and we're walking out to his car .

We both get in and the journey begins.

The ride there is about 1 hour or a little more and I am already bored of this ride.He looks chill and the way he drives makes me go crazier about him.

"Stop staring." He said and turned his face towards me.I blush looking away and we stop at a red light.

"You always did this remember?Staring at me." He says bringing back those humiliating memories.

Who wouldn't stare at him for real?

"I never did !I think you just made it up every time to boost your ego." I say while looking at him.His face changes and his free hand travels down on my bare leg,of course I had to wear a skirt.

"Nah,I'm pretty sure you just couldn't resist my charm."He said and I let out a laugh.

"Don't flatter yourself.."

He grips my thigh as the lights turn green and the sudden touch made my heart beat faster.

"So you're saying you weren't actually interested in me?" He says with a sad look on his face,I almost thought he was being serious but his hand moved higher and I gulped.

"I thought you were arrogant." I tell him enjoying his touch.

"Yeah?"

"Yup"

"Tell me more."

"I thought you looked ridiculous in your white shirt." I said lying and it was hard to say this but I wanted to see his reaction.

"You didn't like it huh?"

"I didn't " I tell him with a smile.

"You would've preferred it off am I right ?" He asked and his fingers were now on my panties and I think I'm getting wet by his touch,I probably am.

I didn't answer him because I couldn't think off any good come back but he didn't give up.

"Talk." He says and pushes my panties to one side but he keeps his eyes on the road.

"I bet you were craving me as much as I did." He says and before I could respond he slipped a finger in and I gasped.

"Always wet for me." He says and pushes another finger in.

"Mm"

I help myself out by rubbing my clit and his fingers move in and out making me breath heavier.

I lean back on the seat and I look over at him and he looked at me with a smirk on his face and turned back to watch the road.

"Tell me how much you're enjoying this."

His fingers are so much faster and I can actually hear what's happening down there.

"I- I love it." I say biting my lip.

"But I want more." I tell him and before he could look at me I put my hand on his lap and start massaging his crotch.

He hisses at my touch and licks his lip.If he can play with me why can't I?

"Would you mind if I do something really inappropriate? "

"Sir." I ask looking at him and he looks over at me with his fingers still inside me.

"What are you-" He started as I walked unbuckled his belt and slowly push down his jeans and his member flung out.He is already so hard.

He looks at me while trying to concentrate but I don't care about us having an accident now I just want him.I unbuckle my seatbelt and lower my head.

"Can I do that?" I asked for permission but I know if he would say no I would do it anyway.Not waiting for his answer I grab his length and put in my mouth.

"Mm,fuck yeah,you have my permission baby." He says and let's me continue.His fingers are moving and I'm bobbing my head up and down while curse words leave his mouth.

There was another red light and he stopped and looked down at me.He put his hand on my head and pushed down my head making me almost choke.

"Holy shit." He moans out and I pull my head away taking a big breath like I was just under water.

He pushes my head down again and keeps my head there while he moans out my name.

"Choke on it."

"Fuck"

I pull away before he could come and he starts the engine.Fuck my plan is gonna be harder than I thought.

I pull my skirt down and try  to straddle him but he pushes me back.

"What are you doing?I'm driving." He says but I can hear it in his voice that he wants this as much I do.

"Please pull over." I start begging and without hesitation he does.

"Come here" He breaths out and unbuckles his seatbelt as well.I straddle him and I try sit on him comfortably.

Our faces are inches away and I lean forward and he grabs my face kissing me.I swear his kiss is so good,I have never ever experienced this,he is on another level.

"Ride me." He says breaking the kiss and I look at him,his eyes are filled with desire and he is hungry.

I adjust myself and look at him again before lowering myself.My mouth stay wide open as he enters me and he is not even fully in.

"God"

He groans as he pushes himself fully inside of me and I throw my head back.

I slowly go up and down just to get use to it and he unbuttons my shirt meanwhile.While he is done with that he cups my breasts and I start going faster.

Both of our breathing are heavy and we're both panting.He grabs my hip and starts thrusting himself fast and I can't control my moans anymore.

"Don't keep it in.Let me hear you." He whispers in my ear and I'm swooning.His hand travels to my neck gripping it and I start to bounce on him .

"Yes,just like that." The car is filled with moans and the fact that we're on the side of the road thrillers me,we are lucky that no car's passing by.

"Fuck I'm gonna -" His voice cracks and he lets out a loud moan before pulling out.His juice goes down on my stomach and I come at the same time as he.

We both pant crazily and he chuckles kissing me.

"You're crazy." He whispers in the kiss and I smile at him.