Nessa1O1 :

I saw him today

Fuckboy :

You saw who?

Nessa1O1 :

Him

Fuckboy :

I don't know who him is. Could you elaborate

Nessa1O1 :

Justin. The dude

Fuckboy :

Oh, the dude that you said bullied you

Fuckboy :

Well what did you say to him?

Nessa1O1 :

What, nothing. I don't even like him

Fuckboy :

Then why did you bring him up

Nessa1O1 :

Because it was weird. When I looked over he was staring at me.

Fuckboy :

And?

Nessa1O1 :

And it was weird because he was staring at me. He even started walking towards me so I ran in my classroom

Fuckboy :

Childish much

Nessa1O1 :

No. It's just I'm not ready to talk to him.

Fuckboy :

Because he bullied you?, How did he bully you

Nessa1O1 :

Ummm..

Fuckboy :

If you're not ready to talk about it we don't have to. We can always talk about something else

Nessa1O1 :

It's just I have never really talked about this to anyone. So talking to a dude I kind of just met is weird

Nessa1O1 :

But this could also be very therapeutic. So I'll tell you

Fuckboy :

Well I'm here to listening

Nessa1O1 :

This happened in middle school. I was a huge geek and was not the best looking girl. I had bad acne, thick glasses, and train track braces. My favorite hobby was reading a book.

Fuckboy :

Oh wow. I can't image you that way.

Nessa1O1 :

Yeah I really had a glo up.

Nessa1O1 :

Yeah so because of my looks I was a really easy target. Especially to Justin

Nessa1O1 :

He was so horrible to me. He would call me names, get people to snatch my glasses from my face, throw my book bag in the trash and pin people against me.

Nessa1O1 :

He even told this girl not to invite me to her birthday party. I only found out because I was the only one in my class not invited. I asked her why and she said Justin told her not to invite me

Fuckboy :

This makes my heart ache

Nessa1O1 :

I would always go home crying because people would pick on me, or because they would leave me out in stuff.

Nessa1O1 :

It was really worst because I had in all of my classes for all 3 years

Fuckboy :

😖

Fuckboy :

This makes me really upset. Childish kids just being children. I wish I could go back in time and change everything that ever happened to you

Nessa1O1 :

What could you do

Fuckboy :

😞 Nothing

Nessa1O1 :

I'm over all of it but it's still very hard to talk about. It's making me want to cry

Fuckboy :

I wish I was with you so I can hold you

Nessa1O1 :

I wish you were here because I would let you hold me

Nessa1O1 :

Which is very hard for me because I don't even know what you look like

Fuckboy :

Mmmmm

Nessa1O1 :

You're not that fuckboy I thought you were. I actually kind of like you

Fuckboy :

Awww do you have a little crush on me

Nessa1O1 :

You're annoying

Fuckboy :

It's okay, you might be my crush too

Fuckboy :

So when did you change. Looks wise I mean

Nessa1O1 :

Umm summer when I was going into freshman year. I got my braces took off and invested into some contacts. Just so happened my acne cleared up too

Nessa1O1 :

My confidence even rose and I don't have low self esteem now

Fuckboy :

Well I want you to know that I wish you had never went through that. You are beautiful inside and out and beautiful girls should never have to deal with that

Nessa1O1 :

Thanks, it means a lot for me to hear you say that

Nessa1O1 :

Well see

Fuckboy :

😌 , but maybe you should talk to him.

Fuckboy :

To get closure, so you can know why he did all of those things to you

Nessa1O1 :

Maybe before I graduate. I'm just not ready to confront him about it.

Nessa1O1 :

It even creeps me out when he looks at me

Fuckboy :

Well I'm sure he really feels bad about it

Nessa1O1 :

Maybe..