This oneshot can be read without the smut part because it's at the end!

This story is like 3000 words just because I love Steve so much. Tysm for the wonderful request I loved writing it.

Requested by: -luxxsthetics
S-O: smut oneshot
Pronouns: she/her
Gender: female
Smut information:
- Starts of as female dom then male dom
- Steve virgin
- Spitting kink
- Degrading
- This is kinda about Steve not knowing what to do and then when he gets the hang of it he's a natural talent

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You looked at Steve. You were both wearing the outfit You needed to go and travel through time. You just went to Tony's funeral and you and Steve decided to put back the infinity stones.

You and Steve had been Avengers for years. There was always something between you two. For yours you tried to make him feel at home and make him forget about his ex but until now nothing happened yet.

You were always there for him. You stayed an Avenger for him. You risked your life saving his, you always stuck by his side. You made him happy when he was sad, you had deep conversations about his life with him. You tried to treat him the best you could.

'Ready?' He asked you.

'Yeah!' You smiled.

You looked at Banner who was behind the machine and smiled.

'After this we can finally leave all of this behind us.' You smiled.

Steve looked at the floor for a moment. You put on your helmet and walked towards him. You actually wanted to confess your love to him. You needed him to know.

'Y/N, I think that after we're done.. I'm going to return to Peggy.'

The smile you had immediately dropped. Still? After all these years.. After everything you had done for him. You took of your helmet and put it under your arm.

'What?' You asked.

'I'm going back to her.'

You looked at him. Suddenly your mind just started panicking. That would mean he would return as a 100 year old guy. That meant you would never get to spend any good moments with him anymore.

'What if I told you not to do it?' You asked him.

You felt yourself choking up. You tried to swallow to get rid of the building sadness. You didn't want to loose him.

'Y/N, even though I will return older.. we can still be friends.'

'Friends..' You grinned. 'It's not about that.'

You pushed your helmet into his arm. You didn't want to go to return the stones with him anymore.

'What is it about?' Steve asked.

You turned around to him. Tears stinging in your eyes.

'I-I'm in love with you. I've always been.' You choked. 'I've tried so hard to make you feel at home here. I've done so much for you. I had an incredible opportunity on a job somewhere else but I stayed an Avenger to be with you. To support you. I've saved your life, I've done everything..'

You wiped away the tear that ran down your cheek. You knew that he had already made up his mind and that this wasn't going to change anything.

'Y/N-'

'All I've even wanted.. all I tried to be was enough. But it's always been her. I was just stupid to think that you could ever love someone else.' You sniffed while wiping more tears away. 'So you go do that. It was fun while it lasted. It was nice knowing you. I'll never forget it.'

Steve watched you walk away. He turned around and put your helmet away before putting his own helmet on.

You decided to just head home. Today had been enough. You couldn't believe you sacrificed everything for him. You were stupid.

'I thought you were going with Steve.'

You turned around and saw Pepper. She looked at your red eyes and hugged you right away.

'What's going on?' She asked.

'He's going back to Peggy.' You just said.

You told Pepper and Natasha about your crush and they always told you stay hopeful. Especially since Steve had been in your time for a long time.

'I'm so sorry.' She said.

'It isn't about me right now.' You said. 'You go back and focus on today. I'm just going home.'

You let Pepper go and smiled at her before leaving.

~

Steve had brought away all the infinity stones and found a quiet spot to go back to his past. He grabbed his pocketwatch and looked at the picture he had of Peggy. He actually hadn't looked at it in awhile.

He checked his pockets for items that he couldn't bring into the past. He still had his flip phone on him that Tony could call. He opened it and a picture popped up.

Even though his phone was old it did have a front camera and you used it to make a very low quality selfie with Steve. But he had always loved the picture.

He looked at your face and suddenly thought back about how broken you were. His head started thinking back about everything you had done for him.

He looked at the button he had to press to travel back into time. He was going to press it. His mind was set to it but his body didn't press it.

Steve sighed and looked back at the picute of Peggy. He suddenly realised that he didn't even feel anything for her anymore. He was just afraid to get close to you. Afraid that he was going to loose you like he lost Peggy and by saying he was going back to Peggy he lost you.

He sighed in frustration. He was angry at himself. He was doing everything wrong. He threw his pocket watch and flipphone on the floor and he pressed his button.

He returned back where he started. He stepped out of the machine and threw off his helmet and he rushed inside.

'Pepper.'

She turned around.

'Steve?' She asked in confusion. 'I thought you were-'

'Ill explain it later. Where is Y/N?'

'She went home.'

Steve hurried into the bathroom and got changed into his own clothes. He then rushed outside and got onto his motorcycle. Luckily he knew where you lived.

You had arrived home awhile ago and had already changed into your pajamas. You were just sitting on the couch and watching TV under a blanket.

You tried to forget about what happened but you hadn't stopped crying since you got home. Your phone was laying besides you. You tried to deleted all the videos and foto's you had with him but it just gave you a mental breakdown and you never got to hit delete.

Suddenly your doorbell rang. You wiped your cheeks and got up to open the door. As soon as you opened the door you looked straight at Steve. You were in shock. You didn't expect this.

He looked into your red, puffy eyes. You looked away from him and wiped your eyes again but you knew you couldn't hide it.

'What are you doing here?' You asked.

'Can I come in? Please? I really need to talk to you.'

It was quiet for a moment. You really wanted to shut the door in his face but you just walked into the living room. Steve stepped inside and closed your door. You turned off the TV and your phone before turning to him.

'Do I want to know what you have to say?' You asked. 'Are you just going to run off after this to go back to your ex?'

'No listen.. I was about to go back but I found my flipphone in my pocket and it had a picture of us on it and I couldn't do it.'

You didn't say anything and just looked at him. Steve sighed and looked at you.

'Y/N.. I thought back about everything we have been through and everything you've done for me. The sacrifices you made to stay with me even thought we weren't even dating.'

He stepped a little closer to you. You didn't move. You were just frozen in place.

'I don't love Peggy anymore. I thought I did but it turns out I was just denying my feeling for you because I was afraid I was going to loose it again. Just like I lost Peggy.. but by doing that I realised I lost you.'

You posture softened as he got a little closer.

'I'm so sorry. I'm sorry that it took me so long to see this. I'm angry at myself. I hate myself for not seeing this before. I must've hurt you so badly. I know I can make this up to you but-'

You interrupted him by hugging him. Steve stopped taking and hugged you back right away. He held you tightly against him.

'I'm sorry.' He said again. 'I really am, I just-'

'Ssh.' You said while looking up at him.

You stood up on your tippy toes and pulled his head down. You pressed your lips against his. This was all you ever wanted. All you ever needed.

--For people who don't like smut stop reading here--

You pulled back and smiled at him. He smiled back at you.

'Its getting late..' You said.

'Yeah.. I should probably-'

'Stay here?'

Steve looked at you and grinned.

'Yeah. I should probably stay here.'

You grabbed his hand and pulled him upstairs. Steve walked right after you. He had a feeling of where this was going but it made him nervous.

'Y/N-'

You stopped on top of the stairs and turned to him.

'Yes?'

You looked at him and smiled. Steve joined you on top of the stairs and he looked at you.

'Don't you want to?' You asked.

'Uhm I do. I do.. I just.. I've never done this before.' He said. 'Before I became a super soldier I was kind off a loser and then during the war I was too busy fighting and then I got frozen and afterwards all I did was kiss ladies but I never actually... you know.'

You pressed your lips against him gently.

'It's alright.' You said. 'Thanks for telling me. If you feel uncomfortable just tell me.'

'I'm not. I really want to do this. I just thought you should know that.'

You bit your lip and grabbed his hand. You then took him into your bedroom. He closed the door behind him and you let him. He took of his shoes while you climbed onto the bed.

Steve walked over to you and did the same. He kissed you while you pushed him down onto the bed. He felt your hands slide down his chest as you started to take off his shirt. He pulled back and he pulled his shirt over his head. He looked back at you and smiled. He felt your hands move past his abs before you attached them to his belt.

In one smooth move you unbuckled it. He took his pants off himself and while he was busy you took off your shirt. He looked back at you. You saw his eyes shoot down to your chest before he looked back into your eyes.

'Its fine.' You smiled.

You kissed him and felt him place his hands on your boobs. You opened your mouth and felt him slip his tongue into your mouth as he gently squeezed your boobs through your bra.

You moved your hands to your back and unclapsed your bra Steve stopped kissing you and he took it off right away. You moaned as you felt his bare hands against your skin. His thumb running past your nipple.

'Youre so hot.' He smiled.

You kissed him shortly before kissing his neck and then down to his chest.. his abdomen, until you reached his underwear. You rubbed your hand over his already growing boner. He laid his head back and smirked at you as you continued.

You had to admit that you thought about this moment before. You felt a really strong connection and couldn't help but imagine it when you werent together. Of course he had advanced muscles so you were curious about what he was packing.

'Take them off.' You smiled.

Steve quickly took of his underwear and laid it down besides the bed. You grabbed his dick and watch him sink down into the bed in please as you started moving your hand up and down his shaft, feeling his erection grow in your palm.

Steve had only ever done this to himself but this felt different but in a good way. You then leaned in a teased his tips with your tongue. You felt him squirm in anticipation. You loved to feel wanted. You then took him into your mouth and tried to go as low as you could.

'Oh fuck..' You heard him moan.

You went all the way back up and looked at him before you started sucking his dick. You moved your head up and down while twirling your tongue around his shaft. You felt his hand move into your hair and he held onto it tightly.

He then thrusted himself all the way into your mouth. You felt his dick slide all the way inside your mouth. You tried your best not to gag you then moved your head back up to take a breath. You looked at Steve who grinned in amusement.

'You're having way too much fun with this.' You said.

'I want to have some fun with you.' He smiled.

He pushed you down onto the bed and started taking off your pajama bottoms and underwear. You were already soaking wet from the blow job you gave him. Steve suddenly got really nervous but he didn't want to show you that.

You watched his head disappear between your legs. He ran his tongue between your folds and you already moaned in a response. Being quiet wasn't your best talent.

He then took a moment to look before he pressed his tongue against your clit. You felt him move move against it. He was actually doing better than you expected.

He then started sucking and nibbling on your clit. Causing and intense feeling to emerge from it. You tried to hold back your moan but Steve could still hear you make a sound. He started mixing it up. Sucking, nibbling and using his tongue. He was really exploring it but he actually got the hang of it.

You then felt him enter his tongue inside of you. You grabbed onto the sheets as you felt it move in and out of you. Occasionally he took your clit with it as well.

'Steve..' You squirmed as you breaths became louder.

Steve pulled his head up and stuck a finger inside of you.

'Make it two.' You said.

He added another one and he watched you arch your back in please as he started moving his fingers in and out of you. You held onto your sheets even tighter. Steve loved to see that he could please you.

He then stuck his fingers as far back as he could. He started noticing that if he curled up his fingers that you gave quite the response. It was because he hit your gspot right there.

'Curl your fingers.' You panted.

He curled his fingers up and started moving them past your gspot. You rolled your eyes back in pleasure as you back started arching. You then let out a long moan as you came. Steve took his fingers out of you and smiled.

Steve climbed over you and kissed you passionately. You felt his dick rubbing against your inner thigh.

'I love you.' He said in the kiss.

You then couldn't wait any longer. That made you want him even more. You pushed him down besides you and he laid himself down. You climbed on top of him.

'I love you too.' You smiled before lowering yourself down on his dick.

You felt him reach all the way back into you and you held onto him for a moment. He looked into your eyes and you looked into his. You leaned down and kissed him before sitting back up.

You placed your hands down on his chest and moved yourself up and down on his dick. Steve was looking at you in awe as he watched you bounce up and down with ease. Your boobs bouncing with every move.

You love the way his dick filled you up every time. He had the perfect length for you. It was an amazing sensation. You loved letting him have this first experience with you.

Steve suddenly grabbed onto your hips and started thrusting at his own speed. You gasp in surprise and covered your mouth. You then dropped down to him and held onto him tightly.

'Come on, baby.' He said.

You cried out as you finished ones more. He then slowed down and gave you a moment to catch your breath. He kissed your neck and then pushed you down onto the bed. You had no idea what was happening but you didn't expect this to go this smoothly.

He pushed himself inside of you in the missionairy position and moved himself and in and out of you again. His forehead was against yours.

'Fuck.' You moaned.

'You like that, huh? You like being my little slut?' He asked.

You looked at him and widened your eyes but Steve was too much in the mood too notice what he just said.

'Spit in my face.' You said.

He looked at you. He saw that you were being dead serious. He grabbed your throat and spat into your face.

'You fucking whore.'

'Yes, I'm a fucking whore.' You moaned.

He then pulled himself out if you and pushed you so you'd turned around. You got into all fours and he entered himself inside of you again. As he started moving your heard your skin clap together with every thrust.

He held onto your hips tightly as you dropped down on your mattress while keeping you ass up. He picked up the pace. Your moans filled the room and you held onto your matrass.

'Steve please.' You moaned.

He squeezed your ass before picking up the speed. It didnt take long for you to finish. His thrusts then became sloppy and less powerful. Before you knew it you heard him let out a moan as he started riding out his orgasm.

He then pulled out of you and you laid yourself down on the bed panting. He did the same.

'I'm sorry I called you names.' He said. 'I don't know what happened.'

'That's fine.' You grinned. 'I'm sorry I let you spit in my face.'

He laughed.

'It was hot.'