Drake POV

I was at Ciara and Nicki's house spending time with them and Zahir. Future made me the godfather and Tylas the godmother,I'm bout to spoil Zahir so much. Me and future dropped a mixtape too about 2 weeks ago,the first week numbers were insane,legendary shit. Zahir starts to toss and turn in his sleep,he wakes up and starts crying. I go in the kitchen and get his bottle and heat it up,I give it to him and he calms down instantly. I go back in the living room and take a picture of us,when he's done I burp him and he stays up for a few minutes.

"You pretty good Drake" Nicki smirks

"I know" I smile

"He got some good ass hair" I say

It really is nice hair,curly as hell.

"Right,it's so soft" Nicki smiles

"Ci when you gon start modeling again?" I ask

"Whenever I start training again" She says

She has to wait 6 weeks to start training,knowing her she gon have a ball eating whatever she want when she want. Just thinking right now,I find it weird how all the school kids are sick of books and learning,they don't read anymore. They just wanna be like all the rappers that I can't stand,all the cops are still hanging out at the donut shops talking bout how the weather changing and ice melting as if the world is ending. My ex from a few years ago asked me when this is over who am I gonna be,riding clean with her on my mind and I've been thinking dirty things,some were about our relationship too. I don't know how it went left but that's another story. Lord knows I've seen some things and wish we met when I was in my teens,it probably would've been better. These days I only know conditional love,I'm not use to settling down,I'm too use to switching it up. She said I don't know how good it is to be me cause I'm me. I now ask myself who am I gonna be when it's all over,but then at times I don't wanna think about it still,can't think straight in the heat of the moment. Life switches up so fast though,one minute you're with someone important,the next they're gone. People need to never take anything for granted. You'll regret it.

A/N: Zahir seems like a innocent child :) Next update soon!