*Arias POV*

Ashton texted me this morning telling me the 3 of them would be round at about 12ish today, I checked the time and it was 11 so that leaves me an hour to make myself look a little presentable. I was sat upstairs when there was a knock on the door. I looked at the time and it was 11:30. They must be early. I opened the door and went to instantly slam it shut when I came face to face with Luke but his foot jammed it. "Move your foot" I told him. "Not until you let me in or at least speak to me" He said. "Luke I don't want to talk to you" I said "You've got to let me explain" He said "Luke I cannot be dealing with this right now, you made me believe you loved me which was obviously some kind of sick joke!" I exclaimed tears threatening to spill but I had to be strong. "I do love you! Please Aria I would never intentionally hurt you" He said. "Well you did hurt me Luke, my heart has been broken by you more than once, now you answer me this. If I weren't at that party which I wish I wasn't would you have told me about what happened last night or just ignored the fact that it happened and continued to be with me?" I asked. "Aria..." He trailed off. "No Luke! I want to know! I want to know why you make me feel like shit all the time. I cant cope. I hate this. You've made me like this! My god I hate you! I actually hate you!" I exclaimed tears streaming down my face. That was all a lie. I love him... more than words can describe. but hes hurt me, hes hurt me so fucking much!

*Lukes POV*

It broke my heart, the words she used. Broke my heart. She began beating my chest whilst crying and screaming stuff such as: 'what did I do wrong' 'why did you do this to me' 'you broke my heart' 'I hate you' I stood there and let her take her anger out on me. I let her hit me, I deserved it. It was a stupid fucking mistake that got carried away. After a few minutes of her screaming and hitting me I grabbed her wrists and pulled her into my chest and wrapped my arms around her. She fought against it at first but eventually gave in. She cried into my chest. After about 5 minutes she pushed me away. "Please go Luke, I cant deal with this" She told me. I nodded understandingly. "Aria, just promise me one thing?" I asked. "What?" "Promise me you wont hurt yourself" I said. I saw a tear trickle down her cheek again. "I-I" "Please Aria" She nodded. "I promise" I was relieved that she wasn't going to hurt herself because I fucked up. You can see it in her eyes that she's heart broken and it kills me knowing its my fault and I cant be there to help her. I looked at her one more time she had tears on her cheeks. I had to go. I just left.

*Arias POV*

I sat on the sofa and I still had tears rolling down my face. Before I knew it there was a knock at the door. I looked at the time and it was just after 12. Shit, its the guys. They cant see me like this. They kept knocking so I quickly wiped my eyes and opened the door and let the 3 in. They went into the living room and sat down. I sat down on one of the sofas and I sat next to cal and Ash and Mikey were on the other sofa. "How are you?" Ash asked. I had a sudden lump in my throat and I knew if I'm spoke I'd just break down again. I just nodded in response. "Aria speak to us" Cal said and I felt a tear trickle down my cheek. "I'm sorry" I said and ran upstairs and locked my door. I slid down the door and brought my knees up to my chest. I heard a knock on the door and I tried to ignore it. "Aria please let me in" I heard, it was Cal. I sighed and opened the door to let him in and I went and sat on my bed. "Aria I know what happened last night is hard but-" "He came round earlier" I cut him off. "What? Why?!" Cal asked. I shrugged. "To apologise I guess" I answered. "Did you forgive him?" Cal questioned. I shook my head. "I basically just told him I hated him, Cal I didn't mean that, I love him, I love him so much and now I've lost him, I cant cope anymore" I said breaking down again. Cal came and wrapped his arms round me and I cried into his chest. "Aria listen to me, none of this is your fault. It's Lukes for making a drunken mistake, I know I cant stop you from doing what you want but I don't think its a good idea for you to forgive to quickly and I really don't think you should get back together any time soon" He said. "I wasn't planning on it but I might try and forgive him to try and be friends and I don't want any of this to stop yours and the guys friendship with him" I told him. "Aria.." "No calum he doesn't deserve to lose the only people that will be there for him" I told him and he nodded in agreement and we hugged and went back downstairs to join the guys."you okay?" Ashton asked straight away. I nodded and gave him a weak smile. "How about we go to the park?" Mikey suggested. We all agreed and they stayed downstairs whilst I went upstairs to get ready.