The person lying on the bed unconscious didn't even look like Harry. His face was covered in cuts and bruises and his beautiful eyes had no emotion in them whatsoever, he was just so limp and still. You looked at Zayn for reassurance but he couldn't give you any, he was thinking the exact same things as you. You could feel your eyes filling up with tears. You opened the door and wiped away an escaping tear that was falling down your cheek, you wanted to be strong and try not to show too much emotion.

You slowly walked over to Harry's still body. You couldn't tell if he knew you were there. You looked at the nurse in a questioning way.

'He has broken his collar bone and is severely bruised, we've put him in a coma for the moment. I'll give you a few minute.' with that she smiled sympathetically and walked out.

You stared at Harry for a bit trying to take it all in and then approached the bed. You took his hand in yours and started to speak, even though you knew he couldn't hear you.

'I don't really feel like I should be here, I feel like this is all my fault. I know you can't hear me but I just want to get it all off my chest. I love you Harry. I've always loved you and I was just playing 'hard to get', I didn't mean for any of this to happen.' 

By now you were too upset to hold back your tears and you just had to let all your feelings out. You didn't want to cry in front of Harry, despite the fact he didn't know, but you felt that it was him and his family who had a right to be upset, not you. You ran out of the hospital room towards the door that led outside, leaving Zayn a bit confused to say the least. You sat down on the bench that was situated to the left of the door and cried your eyes out, until you felt someone's hand on your shoulder.

You looked up to see Zayn. He sat next to you on the bench and put his arm around you.

'It's alright (y/n), he'll be fine just you wait and see.' Zayn said.

You weren't too certain yourself but you didn't tell Zayn that. You rested your head on Zayn's shoulder and murmured a few words.

'You don't understand. It's my fault he's here, it's my fault he might die.'

Zayn didn't know what to say but he was in tears as well. You'd been outside for 15 minutes when a nurse came outside and told you something you didn't want to hear...