this is chapter 20 and this story is moving right along, Thank you everyone for reading and I hope you like this chapter!

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"So you're going to Hogsmeade with Sirius?" Lily asked for the hundredth time.

"Yes"

"Fine, I can accept that but what I can't accept is that horrid outfit" I looked down at my sweatpants and winter coat.

"What's wrong with it? I wore something like this last year too" I frowned.

"I know and I cringed just as hard"

"I agree with lily" Ember popped her head out of the bathroom making eye contact with lily before walking over to my closet. Ember walked over to her section, because my closet was so big Lily and Ember sorta claimed a third each I didn't care much because I never really used it.

There were a few things thrown out but I saw a consistent pattern of black.

"No we are not-"

~~time skip~~

"Why did I even try to let you do this!?" I frowned as I sat in a cream sweater running away from the skirt they were attempting to put me in.

"Because you'll be winterized and cute for once" Ember cheered as she pulled out a pair of grey tights "oh these would look cute too"

"Hey!" that one struck me pretty hard "What about you, Remus, and your date? And don't even get me started on you and James" I looked over at them and they both tensed.

"Were not dating" they said in unison both looking away awkwardly .

"I can believe lily but you can't even start with that bull" I looked at Ember and lily nodded "don't think you're out quite yet lily I saw that blush when James was talking to you" she turned to me.

"Well what about you and Sirius"she countered

"Were friends" I spoke confidently but that was beat down when they both yelled.

"LIE!" "you totally kissed him" Lily smirked as a Small blush formed on my cheeks.

"And don't forget a while ago I found you two sleeping together" Lily looked over to Ember as my face erupted.

"No way!" Lily was astonished.

"Yep, it was adorable. She cuddled into him and everything" I quickly covered Embers mouth.

"Shut up, I was in an unstable mind set" I squeaked as Ember struggles to say more "Fine! I like him is that good enough?" I begged but Lily only shook her head.

"Nope! How much do you like him?" I glared and looked away defiently.

"I wonder how long that kiss of yours lasted?" Ember asked breaking free.

"Oh did they use tongue" Lily squealed and I fell on my ass as Ember escaped.

"Fine!" I yelled and they both went silent as I avoided eye contact finding the ceiling to be a worthy opponent "I Really Really Really like Sirius, like a whole lot, god sometimes he's all I think about. They way he acts towards me compared to others and don't even get me started on how much I love to make his jealous! He gets all protective and close and it just sets my body on fire, but...those other girls, It hurts me more and more everytime I see him flirting with them, I get so pissed that I want to rip his and there heads off" I held my hand to my heart.

"You've really fallen hard?" Ember laughed and I just sighed lightly but then threw my arms up.

"And have you guys seen him in his Leather Jacket! it drives me insane " I curl up but look back up at them when they don't respond.

"Oh shit!"

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"Why did you punch me!" he cried as I nursed the bruise on his chin.

"What do you expect sneaking up on me like that?" I pouted already feeling really guilty for the whole thing but a light blush creeping up at the fact that he was wearing the very jacket that I spoke of not to long ago.

"Oh I don't know maybe a 'Oh there you are Sirius! you're the most amazing date in the world to come and escort me from my room, when are we gonna get married?'" he mocked my voice and I scoffed.

"I do not sound like that" I smacked the bruise and he yelped, i leaned down and kissed the spot before I exited the bathroom.

"I was joking! Come back!" I walked over to Lily and she handed me grey legings and a pair of boots with shorter heels considering, even if I was short I hate high heels so I usually stick to flats but Lily and Ember were my stylists today and Ember cast away all my other shoes hiding them somewhere. I throw on the boots and turn back to Sirius who stood dumbly.

"Well are we gonna go or not?" he jumped slightly but smirked and grabbed my arm in his pulling me with him completely ditching Lily and Ember but the would meet up with James and Remus later so I didn't mind to much.

"Do you know where Peter is?" I asked and he turned slightly frowning.

"He didn't get his slip signed so he's sleeping in, why?" I scratched my head.

"Well we haven't seen him around recently so I thought maybe he had a girlfriend or something that I could tease him about" he only nodded.

"Na, he's just been kinda distant" I nodded as he opened the door to the ground and I instantly shivered a little at the blast of cold that enveloped my body. Sirius just pulled me over to Filch his new favorite school worker considering how easy it is to prank him.

"Mr.black" he growled scribbling on the paper in his hand, "and Miss.Romave, Mcgonagall has already given you permission" I nodded and was about to thank him but I was pulled away once more by Sirius nearly tripping a few times while I was at it.

"Can I walk maybe" he stopped as I finally got my feet stably under me. But he kept his arm attached to mine as we continued down the road.

"Alright, this is my date with you so what do you want to do?" he asked and I thought for a second.

"I was just thinking the usual butterbeer and Joke shop but this is a date...what exactly would be date material?"

"Well we could do both those then I have something I want to do alright?" the tone of his voice set off my nerves a little but I agreed anyway.

"Alright" after about another two minutes of a comfortable silence we got to the town walking into the warmth of the three broomsticks I let out a sigh.

"Go ahead and sit down and I'll order" he sorta demanded I nodded and sat at an empty booth looking out at the snowy wonderland that was outside, maybe in the future I could buy a cute little house here. the town always struck me with a familure aura but I could never tell why

"And what is such a pretty girl like yourself doing here all alone?" I looked over to see a boy, he looked my age but I didn't recognise him.

"Who are you" he looked slightly offended.

"Wha, It's me Keith, I'm in the same year as you?" I still couldn't recognise him "all the same classes!" he glared a bit.

"Nope sorry" he tisked.

"God how could you recognise grease balls like that Slytherin boy but not me" now I knew the one he was talking about and I was totally about to wreck his ass but he leaned in a bit to close and I hesitated "why don't you come with me-" he was cut off by a cup being slammed on the table between us, I looked up instead to see Sirius's arm blocking me from the guy he turned to him.

"Kyle you said?" Sirius smiled.

"Keith" the weirdo boy growled

"Right, well Kaden, I don't like you, neither does she, so why don't you skadoodle, or we might end up with a problem" Keith glared as it were the end of the world as I just marveled at the way Sirius was acting.

"I guess you're just another one of his little sluts waiting for a fuck" Keith laughed and I glared though everything stopped when Sirius threw his fist nailing Maniack man right in the face, he's never gone that far before. It's kinda hot. I shook my head.

"Si-" he grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the bar and down the road out of the town.

"Sirius!" he stopped and turned "what was that about?" he looked away.

"Sorry, I just wanted to get away from the crowd." I looked up to him confused.

"Wh-" I really need to stop being cut off, but I guess a kiss is a good excuse. He pulled away a bit.

"Did you like the show? Or did you plan the whole thing?" I stepped back.

"You think I planned that?"

"You're smart enough to."

"Well thank you, but what the fuck gave you that idea!?" I glared a bit at the accusation.

"The fact that before in your room you said you loved the way I acted when I got jealous"

"Wh-...oh, you heard all of that?" I looked away a blush forming.

"All of it and honestly I'm getting tired of waiting, I know I only have a few more weeks but I heard what you said you like me too" I frown and go to speak but he just continues so I shut my mouth quickly "I mean fuck, it drives me crazy when you're this close and let me do this," he emphasizes by pulling me into his chest "but then when I ask for it to be official all I have ever gotten is a no, and when you finally say yes I have to wait," I continue to stare at him feeling more and more guilty for doing this to him "I can understand you don't want to be a trophy but you know you're not just some conquest for me to complete and move on, I just need you to trust me this time" I let out a small hiccup and he looked back at me as I held back tears "o-oh come on I didn't mean to make you cry, god I'm such a jerk!" I shook my head and his face contorted to confusion.

"Sirius I trust you, I...always have"

"Then-"

"Just listen"I snapped and he shut his mouth "Something someone said has been bothering me for a while now, they see my actions as odd and at first I did aswell they said my emotions may just be a coping mechanism and ever since, I've been thinking about it, I made you wait so long because I needed time to figure out what I actually feel, I hold you to dear to see you hurt " I just let it all out "Sirius I just want to take this slow, let me figure this out, so I don't get us into something we'll both regret" I finished avoiding his face, it was silent but then he started laughing, I looked back and he just held his smile.

"Alright" he backed up "I'll give you time" I was shocked to say the least at how quick he just accepted how I felt.

"Just remember though no matter what at the end of the contract you Have to accept my proposal" I sighed.

"Ya I know, what is your proposal anyway?" he smirked and leaned forward a bit.