Karin pov

"You guys got so big" I put my hand over my mouth. "Thanks India can you please explain how you're alive?" Nasir crossed his arms.

"Are you on drugs or like are you an alcoholic?" Alana said.

"You guys think I left for drugs? Why would I put drugs over my family?" "I don't know you left without even saying why or saying bye so why should we believe anything you say?" Alana clapped back.

"Bec-" "Do you know what i've had to deal with since you left? I hate you. Now I really do hope you die. I had nobody by my side! Nobody! I have anger issues and no friends and..." Royalty took a deep breath and I tried my best to awallow back my tears.

She took off her sweater and everyone gasped except for Nasir.

"And I cut myself. I cut myself so that I don't have to think about you. You're a sad excuse of a mother. I don't care what happens to you once you get out of here. I don't care if your boyfriend beats you to death! It won't really be a difference anyway. My mother died years ago" She put her sweater on and stomped out with Nasir following her.

I stared at the wall in shock. "Bye...India" Maylin shook her head and left as well.

"You had everything Ma. Everything. And you let that go" Alana said with tears streaming down her face.

"I had to protect you guys" I said lowly. "Bullshit. We're not a family and its all your fault. You"

"Just leave please. I feel bad enough" I pointed to the door and she walked out.

"Wow" Trinity looked shocked.

"They hate me" "No they're just mad. They don't hate you"

"I-I I don't even know..Can you give me a second?" "Yeah sure I'll check on Chris for you"

"Thanks.." She left and the only thing you could hear in the room is the beeping machines that were connected to me.

If they don't want me here..then what am I living for?

I pulled out the iv that was in my arm and kicked the machine down.

"FUCK!" I knocked down all the doctors materials that was on the counter , screaming my lungs out.

"Karin! What the fuck!?" Khream busted into the room and pulled me into his chest.

"They hate me Khream. I did everything for them and now they want me gone. " I was sobbing in my brother's shirt.

"Shhh" He rocked me as I kept crying in his shirt.

"I love them so fucking much"

"I know you do just shh. Relax" "I did it for them. I sacrificed myself for them..I just wanted to keep them safe. They don't want shit to do with me now"

"They don't hate you. If they did, they wouldn't be sitting out there waiting for the doctors to tell us wassup with you. I love you. I always will. Always. You're my big sister. Ima love you no matter what stupid shit you do. Ima always be by your side defending you even when I think you're wrong. I love you. Always remember that" He kissed my forehead and I stayed silent sniffling in his chest.

"Ma'am?" The nurse walked into the room shocked.

"Shes fine she don't needa go to a pysch ward" Khream said.

"Someone would need to stay overnight with her and she'll have to be moved to a different room" "Aight I'll stay with her"

"Okay" She bit her lip and left.

"Karin Chris said- woahh" Trinity's eyes widen as she looked around the room.

"What happened?" "She freaked out" Khream said.

"Oh..Well Chris said that he loves you and that everything is gonna be okay"

I just nodded and laid back down in my bed. "Ima stay here with Karin okay babe?" Khream grabbed Trinity by her waist and lightly kissed her lips.

"Get a fuckin room" I mumbled. "Okay. Take care of her" She kissed him back and he slapped her ass.

"This is highly uncomfortable" I shook my head.

"Girl stop actin like Chris wasn't all up in that punani yesterday" Trinity smirked. "Shutup" I blushed.

"Mhmmmm" Trinity laughed.

"You wanna facetime Chris? Cause I know this dummy isn't gonna let you" "Yo she can't she could get-"

"Its my name on the contact and 'yo' me again and see how long you stay with a dick" "Sorry" He mumbled.

"Niggas" Trinity shook her head and I laughed. "Here" She handed me her phone and left the room with Khream.

I clicked on facetime and searched up Chris's name since he wasn't on her recents list.

After a few rings it said connecting and then he popped up on the screen.

His face lit up when he saw it was me. "Hey" He cheesed.

"Hey how are you?" I smiled. "Better now that I know you're safe. I keep asking about you and they don't give me an answer"

"Yeah. I kinda destroyed my room.." "Why?" "The kids came over and basically said they don't care about me and it hurt me"

"They lyin. If they didn't care, they wouldn't have been sad all these years. They're just mad that you left. They want you to think they hate you. They love you" "I guess" I shrugged.

"Anyways, lets talk about yesterday" He licked his lips. "I thought your dick is suppose to shrink as you get older" I frowned.

"Not me baby" He laughed and winked.

"It was amazing" I smirked. "I know. I haven't fucked anyone since you left" "Stop lying Chris"

"I'm deadass! I felt like I was disrespecting you or you were gonna haunt me forever" "You stupid" I laughed.

"Yeah I definitely learned my lesson" "...Yeah. Hows the baby?"

"It wasn't mines and I don't think it was Mijo's either" "Oh..."

"Ima kill that bitch when I go back to LA" "you coming back?"

"I don't know Chris. I don't wanna feel like I have to constantly look over my shoulders" "I'll deal with her. Just please come back"

"I'll think about it" "Okay. I love you okay?"

"I love you too" "Ima hang up now im about to eat"

"I don't wanna hang up just eat in front of me" "You sure?" "Yeah"

"Aight" I never want to let this man go again. No matter what we've been through, hes my world and nothing could ever change that.