Your Pov:

You didn't understand what practically happened to you and Killua, at first you were both so sweet and faithful for each other FOR YEARS .. and now?  All that i love you's for nothing ..  

You stood up Kurapika's bed and you looked at him he's still sleeping so you went to the living room and sat in the couch, Leorio suddenly came out of his room, 

"Ohayou F/n" Leorio beamed while fixing his glasses,

"Ohayou" you replied while looking down,

"Need company?" he asked,

"No, Thank you" you replied faking a smile, 

"You're not the same cheerful F/n i know.. tell me what happened?" he said while sitting next to you,

"I broke up with Killua.. Their i said it" you mumbled while covering your face"

"Oh.. because of he's wedding?" he asked,

You nodded,

"What if he undo the wedding?" he asked,

"Then?" you asked,

"Then he asked you forgiveness and marriage?" he asked,

"I don't think that would happened" you replied without making eye contact,

"What if...  it happen?" he asked,

"Sometimes words are not enough" you replied and stood up, 

"Where are you going?" he asked,

"I need some time alone" you mumbled and you change your clothes, 

You went outside and it was cold,

You walked to the park alone, you sat in the grass and you felt the cold and refreshing breeze, then someone suddenly sat behind you, you didn't bother to look,

He hugged you from behind, at first you thought it was Killua, so you tried to pull his hands away from you but you just couldn't, you looked back and you realized that it's not Killua, it was Lance, His head was rested on your back,

"I'm sorry for what I've heard about you.. because of me.. you and Killua broke up" Lance mumbled,
"It's not your fault" you said carelessly,

"But i'm also a reason that you both broke up" he replied,

"Jeezz.. i already told you that it's not your fault" you replied,

He let go of the hug and sat next to you,

Your still thinking of everything that have happened,

"Do you want to go to the cafe?" He broke the silence,

"No thank you, you go ahead.. i'll catch up later" you replied,

"Come on, i’m not leaving here without you" he replied then he pulled you up to stand you up,

"I don't feel like going though crowded places" you replied,

"Please" he said with puppy eyes,

You were about to answer when he started dragging you toward the cafe,

He opened the door for you and you simply entered, he followed and closes the door,

You both went to the cashier and he ordered a vanilla ice cream and you didn't buy anything,

You scanned the room and you saw Killua and Chloe beside the window, they were eating together, that made you felt so jealous, you suddenly held Lance's hand,

Lance looked at you.. but you didn't looked back, you suddenly order a slice of chocolate cake, then you both went to a table near Killua's and Chloe's, your hands are still both locked together, you simply looked at Killua and you can see the jealousy on his face,

"F/n what are you doing with him?" Killua asked while looking pissed,

"Why do you even care?" You replied,

"Because i care" he argued,

"Do you even care for my feelings?" You asked,

He didn't respond,

Lance pulled the chair so you could sit,

He pulled another chair and he sat next to you,

"Put your hands around me" you whispered,

"What?" He asked confused,

"Just do it!" You whispered,

Then he slowly put his hands around you,

"OI WATCH YOUR HANDS!" Killua shouts at Lance while he stands up from his chair, making everyone in the cafe looked at him,

"What's wrong with you?!" You asked angrily,

"How dare he did that?" He argued,

"Why do you even care? I don't give a fvck when you put your freaking hands on that b!tch's waist! Or even when you both having a fvcking date!" you shouted angrily, [ sorry for those words D: ]

You were so mad you walked out,

Someone chase after you but you were so mad you didn't bother to look,

He pulled your hands and hugged you tight, you look up and saw it was Killua,
His head was rested on your shoulder,

"Please... F/n.. i want everything to go back as it is" he said while crying under his breath,

"Everything was perfect.. until you ruined it" you replied,

"I'm so sorry, sorry if i hurt you a million times, sorry if i made you felt jealous, and sorry for leaving you without any reason" he replied while hugging you more tighther than before,

"Sometimes words isn't enough to fix a broken trust and a broken heart" you replied,

He hugged you tighter and tighther,

"I can't breath" you said while trying to break free from his hug,

He realises some space but he still hugging you while tears streaming down his face,

You didn't know what your going to do.. Netero-san was right.. you still don't know what your going to do with your life.. if your going to forgive Killua and everything is going to be back to normal and he might do it again or just accept the truth that His not meant for you?

People come and go into our life.. sometimes they are lessons or blessings in the sky.

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