Your Pov:

Many years passed and your still with Killua, you don't know what will happened so you just go with the flow.

You went to Netero-san's office,

You knocked and bean opened the door,

"Ah F/n-san" he beamed,

You just smiled at him,

Then you entered and the first one you saw was Netero-san doing his paper works on his table,

"Hello F/n" Netero-san said, he didn't even bother to look,

"Netero-san?" you said while you sat in his sofa near his table,

 "Hmm?" he replied and he still not making eye contact,

"Can i talk to you alone?" you asked,

"Sure if that's what you want" he said and stood up,

You just faked a smile,

"Bean you are dismissed" Netero-san said to bean,

"Yes Sir" Bean said and exited the room,

"So what do you want to talk about?" Netero-san asked while sitting next to you,

"About my life" you replied,

"Why? What happened?" he asked,

"I don't want my life to be planned out for.. i mean i'm like almost a fully grown lady now and i don't need someone to tell what i do and what i should not, Cause seriously i'm not a little kid anymore, maybe i need some advice but not orders, This is my life.. i should be the one controlling it and i specially know what i'm gonna do to it." you said and sigh,

"Are you saying this so you can save your relationship with Killua?" he asked,

"And that's not the only reason, i'm saying this so i can start living my life and start building new goals and plans for my life" you replied,

"Before i let you go and decide for your own.. You need to marry Lance" he said and stood up,

"For the love of! I'll do anything but not that!" you argued,

"Don't you dare raise your voice at me young lady, Follow my orders and i'll let you decide for your own, If you didn't follow my orders it means your still not ready so i can let you go!" he said angrily,

"But Netero-san i love Killua! even tho your not really my father I've treated you that way because i know i can trust you more than i expected" you said and tried stopping your tears,

"I've also treated you like my own daughter so you'll follow my orders,  Killua is getting married to Chloe next week, i know i should've said it earlier.." he said while sitting back on his chair,

"He didn't said anything to me" you mumbled,

Netero-san passed you an envelope,

You opened it and saw an invitation,

It was an invitation to Killua's and Chloe's wedding,

"This can't be true" you said while crying,

"Chloe made you her bridesmaid, he already gave you the gown your going to wear.. but i know your not going right?" he asked,

"I'm going" you said,

"Your not going to ruin their wedding aren't you?" he asked surprisingly,

"No i'm not, It's a perfect week next week for a wedding, and i specially don't want to miss my boyfriend's wedding right?" you said and faked a smile,

"F/n are you alright?" he asked,

"I'm great! Terrific!" you beamed and exited the room, 

'Well i have a plan but i i'm not gonna destroy my boyfriend's wedding' you thought of yourself and laughed,

"F/n are you okay?" Kurapika asked behind you,

"Oh Kurapika.. you almost gave me a heart attack, Yea... i'm a..  Great" you smiled,

"Netrero-san called me and i was so worried about you" he replied and hugged you,

The way he hugged you was sweet and warm.. It almost reminds Killua's hug he always gives you, 

You suddenly rested your head on his chest and wished that every pain will go away,   

"F/n?" Someone mumbled from behind,

Kurapika let go off the hug and you faced that someone, 

It was Killua,

"F/n" he said once again,

You just looked at him, 

'This boy standing in front of me.. the one i loved most is already getting married.. to someone who doesn't deserve to' you thought and tears suddenly started streaming down your face,

"F/n i'm sorry" killua said and hugged you tight, 

(Is it to late now to say sorry?)

You pushed him away, 

"Good thing Kurapika is always there to comfort me, why won't you go hug Chloe instead? she'll be the one your going to marry right?" you said and walked away, 

"F/n listen" Killua said and grabbed your wrist,

You pulled your hand from him and faced him,

"What? your going to undo your wedding? it's to late.. I love you Killua for all my heart but why are you making me suffer?" you asked and walked away, 

Kurapika was about to chase you when Killua pulled his hands, 

"Take good care of my girl for me and please talk to her" he said and let go of Kurapika's hand,

Kurapika nodded and chased you,

You went to the bar and sat there and ordered a tequila,

Kurapika ran after you and pulled your hand, 

"Let's go F/n, getting drunk is not the solution" Kurapika said,

"Nooo.. Let go, I'm just want to have some fun" you replied, 

"F/n if Killua founds out your drunk he'll-" you cut him off,

"Forget about him.. " you mumbled, 

He just sat next to you and looked at you, 

the waiter came with your tequila, 

"Here" you said and passed him a tequila,

"No thank you" he replied,

"We're not leaving here until you drink that" you said while smirking,

Kurapika sip a little of his drink,

"Lets go now" he said while standing up,

You pulled him down to sit again,

You rested your head on his shoulder while drinking your tequila, 

"F/n" he mumbled,

"Hmm?" you asked,

"You don't have to force yourself to do this" he replied,

"I'm just having fun" you replied while tears ran down your cheeks, 

Kurapika wiped them off, 

"Come on, let's go home" he said, 

Then you suddenly saw Killua and Chloe entered the bar, 

Killua's hand was wrap to Chloe's waist, 

You suddenly wrap your hand to Kurapika's shoulder and you pulled his hand to your waist,

Killua and Chloe approached you and Kurapika and yet Killua's hands are still on Chloe's waist, 

"What are you doing here F/n?" Killua asked,

"Well.. Me and Kurapika are having fun, Right Kurapika?" you said and faced Kurapika,

"What wait no-" you cut him off by stepping on his foot,

Kurapika just nodded, 

"F/n are you drinking?" Killua asked angrily, 

"Yes, so?" you asked,

"This is bad for your health!" he said and pulled you away from Kurapika, 

"No! Why do you even care? You're not even my boyfriend anymore!" you said and pulled your hand away from Killua, 

You stumbled a bit cause you can't handle your balance anymore, 

Kurapika caught you and stood you up so you can gain your balance back, 

"If drinking is bad for my health then what are you doing here?" you asked angrily, 

"We're dating" Chloe interrupted and she kissed Killua's cheek,

Killua didn't even made eye contact, 

"Okay fine" you replied,  

She just smirked and pulled Killua away from you,

"Kurapika take me home now" you commanded,

Kurapika assisted you out the bar, he pulled out he's coat and wrapped it around you and you both walked home, 

When you were a bit far from the bar you stopped walking making Kurapika stop too,

"F/n what's wrong?" Kurapika asked,  

"Now i truly believe Killua's not mine anymore" you cried silently,

"Shhh.. stop crying.. don't stress yourself out" he said while drying your tears,

You just nodded,

"But what you did back there was wrong.. he just cared about you that's all.. and you shouldn't have shouted at him or freaked out back there" Kurapika said while patting your head, 

You nodded and just rested your head on his shoulder and Kurapika wrapped his hand on your waist  and both of you started walking again,

When you reached your home you entered and you saw Gon and Leorio playing something, 

"Hi F/n and Kurapika!" Gon beamed, 

You just smiled and went to the bathroom and took a shower,

"She's just tired" Kurapika said while entering his room,  

 After you took a shower you wore your pajamas and went out the bathroom, you went to each and everyone's room, Gon and Leorio are already fast asleep, then you entered Killua's old room, he still didn't removed your pictures on the wall and he hasn't removed the picture beside his bed, and lastly you went to Kurapika's room, 

You knocked,

"Come in" Kurapika beamed,

"Kurapika?" you asked while entering his room,

"Yes?" he replied while approaching you, 

"Can i sleep beside you?" you asked,

"Why? what's wrong with your bed?" he asked,

"I'm not comfortable without someone by my side when i'm asleep.. i always woke up every midnight saying Killua's name.." you said while looking down,

"Sure" he said while giving you a warm hug,

You just hugged back, 

"Come on, Let's go to sleep" he beamed,

You lay down the bed, but when Kurapika lay down next to you he already fallen asleep,

But your still there full of questions in your head and you couldn't fall asleep, and after hours of thinking your mind got tired and you slowly fallen asleep.

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Sorry if i didn't updated when i have the chance hehe Gomen, btw hope you guys enjoy your Christmas break :D 

I'm working on part 2 haha,

Happy New year guys ;) 

Ja Ne~