I'm back after the MAMA tsunami and 2ne1's appearance sent me straight to heaven! Okay another chap I guess?

SMUT WARNING ⚠️
if you want to skip, look for another warning sign few pages ahead. it will end there, thank you!

KYUNGSOO POV

He carries me to the bed and both of us flop onto it. I immediately try to take over, twisting and turning so I can sit on him but he's way stronger. He pins me down and I continue to squirm to free myself but he refuses to let go.

He smirks, "You know, I told you that I dont mind if you want to top me but I think, not tonight"

"Why not"

"Just because...." He looks head in the space, pretending to think of an answer but I already know why.

"Well then, maybe you wanna go get that lube first— ngghh" I grunt when I feel his bulge against my hips as he moves to get off the bed.

He looks down at me from the edge of the bed, already standing, "I'm sorry hehe"

I roll my eyes and quickly sit up straight to watch him find the bottle in his luggage. The one that his own dad bought him. That's weird to think of but hey, saved our time to go buy one.

I'm not experienced at all in this so fingers crossed, I hope I'll do well and that Kai can take the lead.

Kai puts the red tube up in the air and wriggles it, "I found it!!"

"Wow thank God" I sarcastically reply, chuckling when he makes a face. He's annoyed by it.

He literally runs back to the bed, jumping right on it and the bed shakes because of him. It might break if he dont stop now.

"Hey are we here to wreck the bed?"

"Hell yeah?" Kai gives me a look that screams 'what else do you think we're gonna do?'

"I mean, yes, but not with jumping up and down" I pull his hand so he will stop jumping and kneel down, "Come here"

I push myself up to meet his lips and when it does, it feels as if there are sparks from a loose active wire. The one that can electrocute you. He smiles against the kiss and I try to deepen the kiss.

"You taste good" He mumbles, busy sucking on my lips.

"Back at you" I push him down so he will be lying fully on the bed and get on top of him.

I just hope he dont complain how heavy I am right now because if he does, I'm giving him the blue balls treatment. And technically, myself too.

"You're hard" He looks down, I think he's trying to see through my pants, "You're so damn hard, Soo"

"You can feel it?" I blush as I feel the embarrassment shooting up.

"You're literally sitting on me, what do you mean?"

I ignore his remark and start to move my hips back and forth slowly. The sensation kicks in almost instantly, nothing like what I expected. I thought of taking it easy but the feeling of few grinds already takes me off the chart.

"You okay?" He rubs my arms as I throw my head back, taking in the bliss till I cant no more.

"Oh my God this is nice"

"Here, move to the back a little baby" Kai guides my hips to the back, and I gasp when I feel another hard thing just beneath me.

"Is that a fucking rock?" I look down at his obvious bulge, it is so freaking hard you have no idea! And I'm sitting on top of it!

"Well, you wont know if you dont look at it?" He teases and I roll my eyes, placing my hands down on his chest as a support.

"Aahh this feels so fucking good" I close my eyes as Kai starts to grind first, meeting my needy side.

"J-Just stay like that" He stutters, finding difficulty to even talk now, "Dont lift your butt up"

I lift it because I am afraid to reach my orgasm fast. Just few frictions from him has me going crazy and I am too embarrassed to even let out a moan. Dont even talk about letting out my orgasm.

"Baby take your shirt off" He said as he tugs on the hem of my shirt, lifting it and I can feel the sudden coldness hit my bare skin.

I pull the shirt over my head and Kai tosses it to the side. The shirt is left alone on the floor.

"You too" I said, leaning down to kiss him, "Take it off please"

He snickers, "Why are you suddenly polite. Is that a fantasy? Wanna call me daddy?"

Ugh he is so annoying. I mean, okay what if I do have those kind of fantasies? He dont need to say it to my face tho. Now I am even more embarrassed.

"No, you bitch" I said and help him to pull his shirt off. Now my shirt has a friend on the floor.

The sight of his glowing tan body leaves me breathless. Kai is truly beautiful. He has been nothing but kind, caring and cute. His body doesnt talk the same language as his personality does. Obviously.

"Your time on top is up" He turns us around, and in no time, I am already beneath him once again, "I think I'll take it from here"

"What you wanna do—" A lot of thoughts run through my mind as I contemplate on whether or not to do what I have in mind but fuck it, "—daddy?"

Omfg I did it. I called him daddy. Kai is just few years younger than me. What the fuck but do I want to be called daddy by him? A BIG FAT NO. That's my part. I see why I am seen to the bottom now.

Kai even shoots me questioning glance but he still does that with a proud smile. So i guess, he likes it.

"Daddy is going to take this off" Kai undo my belt and pull my pants down before throwing it to the side again, "We need some preparation first"

"Wow, you do know what to do" I shudder when my bare skin touches his. It still feels surreal but I'm loving it.

"I'd like to believe I watched enough videos to know what to do"

That makes me crack the fuck up, "Yeah right, always hiding behind educational purpose"

"What? You dont expect me to get my know-how from school right?"

"True that" I nod my head, "It would be terrifying if they have a lesson specifically on how to bang"

"Liar" He mutters, "You'd love the subject"

"You think I am you, you pervert man?"

"Shut up" He cuts me off and I just realise that we're even bickering during sex, our first sex. "If it's painful, tell me to stop"

"O-okay, but I'd be thankful if you can make it painless" I start to feel the panic rising in me.

He chuckles deeply, now getting scarier than before, "I dare you to stop me"

I chew on my lips as I nod but when Kai sees that, he stops immediately. He brushes his thumb against my cheek gently, and his eyes get warmer.

"Are you okay?" He asks, "You're hesitating"

"No I am not" I quickly shake my head by the fear that he would think of calling it a night, "I'm fine! Please dont worry"

He carves back the smirk, "Okay, as you say. Who are you, Kyungsoo?"

"I am yours"

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I am sprawled across the bed, with my legs awkwardly wide open. Practically displaying myself to Kai. I was dying when he asked me to open my legs because that was when I realised, I'm in a deep shit. It was embarrassing and I cant describe in words what I felt.

I was embarrassed, insecure and many more. It was mixed and fucked up. As soon as I opened my legs, all that he could say was beautiful. He repeatedly said I'm beautiful and that I dont know how beautiful I am.

Although I think he was lying, I still appreciate it. I dont feel as bad anymore. We clean my bottom with a specific water bottle, which the boys use for hygiene. Yup we cant do it if it's dirty right? It takes a good 20 minutes to make sure that my ass is clean.

After cleaning that, he grabs the lube on the nightstand.

"Are you sure that is enough?" I try to peak at my bottom, which Kai is very busily trying to make sure it is wet enough.

I am already really wet, so why is he still pouring more lube? My hole down there is like swimming in water.

"You told me to make it as painless as possible" Kai replies, not even bothering to look at me

I lay my head back on the pillow and stare at the ceiling. Maybe he's right. I should just trust him. Kai knows what to do.

"Okay, I'm putting a finger inside. Are you ready?" He glances at me and I quietly nod my head

I dont even have the courage to speak at this time. I inhale deeply as I wait for the touch. I can feel him dragging his finger up and down the area, passing the butthole every second.

I am about to complain out of frustration but then he pushes his finger in slowly, making me shut my fucking mouth. I breathe calmly, closing my eyes and only hear Kai's soothing words.

"It's okay baby, we can take it slow" Kai said, "Are you okay? Can I push it in further?"

"Yeah, this feels like nothing"

"Wow" He chuckles as he pushes his finger in further making me lift my butt off the bed, "I thought you said it was nothing?"

"You should have counted before moving!"

"Why tf would I count, Kyungsoo?" He giggles, "You said I can push it in already!"

"Nngghh" I grunt, my forehead is forming creases when Kai pulls his finger out but not completely.

He starts to move it back and forth as slow as he possibly can while watching for my reaction. I dont even care what I look like because truthfully, I am already a mess. My stomach is hard because I am trying to hold in the tickle, the excitement, the need, the heat. Basically everything.

"Does it feel better?"

I nod slowly, "I think you can add the next finger"

"Say please"

"Please"

"Say please daddy"

"Why do I feel like I'm in the fucking school, Kai?" I groan, kicking him with my feet, "Put it in already!"

"Wow I really got myself a fierce sub" Kai giggles and I can feel my hole getting tighter as Kai adds another finger in.

I wince a little because of the stretch and instead of being worried like he always does, he lets out a moan. I look down at him and see his cute nose scrunch.

"Fuck you're so tight" He pushes his finger in further and I bite my lips, holding in the weird sensation. My bottom is on fire and tingling.

"A-aahh" I gasp when he goes faster, "Th-There, right there"

"Do you want to try 3 fingers? I think you can take it" He stops moving, "Well, my size is around that...."

"Sure" I swallow my saliva imagining how big could he be. 2 fingers and I am already stretches. Could we do 3?

"Okay I'm putting in 3" He said and immediately, I feel his finger poking in.

"Ah wait wait" I blurt out of fear and he quickly rubs my leg with his another hand

"It's okay baby, just breathe. You can do it. I'll do it slowly, we dont have to rush"

As funny as it sounds, it really makes me feel better. The reassurance is what I need. It informs me that Kai is being careful, loving and he just wants both of us to enjoy the moment. He is not selfish. It could be worse if I'm with an impatient guy.

"I'll take care you, you dont have to worry" He whispers more sweet nothings, "There, it is already inside! You okay?"

Without me noticing, he has already inserted another finger in. I look back down at him and he is smiling. Maybe he smiles because he knows he will fit right in.

My walls are clenching on his fingers and it is almost my limit but it feels so good.

"Yeah I'm alright. Wow, you'll be able to fit in"

He chuckles, "That's enough preparation I guess" and he pulls his fingers out.

I quickly gather my strength on my lower half and sit up, grabbing his shoulder and push him down so he will lie down.

"What are you doing" He giggles, wrapping his arm around my waist.

I take one of his hand and bring it closer to my mouth, taking in his index finger inside. He smirks proudly as he relaxes back against the bed frame watching me lick it up.

"I know you watched those adult vids" His hands move from my lower back to my ass, kneading the meaty bums at a slow phase.

I maintain the eye contact while sucking on his finger. I dont even know why I would do that but I just feel that it will intrigue him more. He needs preparation too right?

"Baby can you help me take off my pants?" He asks. His voice got 2 times lower now and it sounds demanding. He turns me on with every single word!

"Of course" I trail down butterfly kisses from his chest to his navel. I can hear quiet moans and feel his hard stomach trembles from the kisses.

I palm his clothed bulge softly and look up at him, wanting to see his reaction. He is just calmly watching me, letting out low mewls and grunts at times. I unbuckle his belt and pull his pants down, along with his boxers.

His member springs to life and it makes me more embarrassed of how healthy he is than me. Mine is just an average pew pew. Speechless is an understatement, i dont know what to say. Or expect.

"You think you can take it?"

I try to look at everywhere but him, "W-Well, I'll have to try"

"Hey" He pushes my chin up with his long finger so I'll look at him, "You have nothing to worry about. I promised I will take care of you and I am a man of my words, you trust me right?"

I shyly nod my head and he chuckles as he turns us around, my lying back on the bed. He hovers on top of me, grinding his lower half against mine.

"Nngghh— it feels, ah fuck, weirder without clothings" I choke out the words while attempting to suppress the moans.

"I can do the lap dance on you if you want" He giggles, leaning down for a kiss.

I lock my arms around his neck as I kiss him passionately, giving my all so he wont have anything to complain about tomorrow.

"Lets cut the chase, Kai" I whisper in his ears and he trails kisses along my jaw before pulling back to line up himself at the entrance.

"I'm putting it in" He reaches out for my hand and clasp our fingers together, holding it tight as I bite my lips tight.

Swallowing my saliva secretly, I can feel him pushing himself in and it feels okay at first. Until it comes halfway, I clench my fingers against his, gasping and breathing out of pace.

"Okay I'll stay here first" He stops moving, drawing calm circles on the back of my hand with his thumb.

I take my time adjusting to his size. He leans back down to whisper sweet nothings to me, as he pushes himself back in little by little.

"Y-You're big" My voice is shaky as hell, I hope he gets what I'm trying to say.

"I know" He giggles, kissing my lips again, "I love you, Kyungsoo. There's nobody I want more than you"

The pain feels too good to be true. He gives his last push and he's already fully inside of me. His pelvic is pressing against my thigh, the hotness shared within skins almost make me sweat profusely.

"Nngghh" I yelp, taking all of it in as he holds his position to let me adjust, "B-baby, I— omfg, you feel g—good"

"Is it painful?" He kisses my forehead as his fingers play with my hair, caressing it softly.

"A little b-but I can take it. You can move"

I can feel my own walls clenching around his shaft, adding more into the friction and that cause both of us to moan even louder. He's not even ashamed of it. He's literally enjoying himself and what else do I want in this relationship? This is perfect.

"Ah you're so good" He places both of his hands on my sides for support as he fasten his pace, practically drilling into me, "F-fuck"

Skin slapping dominates the whole room and I am really that loud annoying bitch next door. I cant let every single thrust alone. Not without a slight gasp or yelp. My muscles on my face are working harder, trying to take in all the bliss.

I lock my two legs around his waist as he pounds harder, and I cant believe I'm about to say this, "P-Please go harder"

"Arch your back for me, baby" He guides me so I'll arch my back and that's when I feel the real deal. It hits so fucking different when you lay flat on your back.

His hair is bouncing to the tempo, some are damp because of the sweat but he does not take a second to rest.

"Do not cum without my permission" He said, "Understand?"

"I-I am so close" I said, restless as I feel it coming from deep within. Kai does not even slow down to speak, he just keeps going with his pace.

I am a big mess, or a shipwreck, under him.

"Not yet, baby" He leans down to pepper kisses on my collarbone, "I'm not done with you yet"

"Nngghh—" I grunt after a tight thrust, making my jaw drops but no sound comes out of it. I am just in awe. Is this heaven on earth? What is this bliss?

"Do you want me to stop?"

"No" Without any hesitation, I shake my head as I pull him closer with my legs that are wrapped around his waist. Afraid that he will let me go at that time.

"No what, baby?"

"No daddy"

"Good" He chuckles, gripping the sheets next to me tightly as he picks up more speed. I can feel his dick growing bigger inside of me, stretching my hole even wider.

"F-fuck" I gasp, catching my breath as I am too surprised at how good this makes me feel, "Nngghh— d-dont stop, I'm almost t-there"

"I love you baby" He manages to say it loud and clear despite his body rocking back and forth, "I love you so much, you have no idea. You're mine now"

"I— ugh, deeper— I'm yours, Kai, I'm yours" I roam my fingers up and down his back, finding some place to hold, "Fuck me like you meant it"

"I'm close" He grits his teeth, closing his eyes as he throws his head back. Such a beautiful sight from my spot, fuck now I want him more. I dont want him to stop. I want this to last forever.

I hold tighter on his arms, feeling all of his biceps and triceps, "M-Me too"

"We can do it together, baby"

"Nngghh— ah Kai" I whine like a baby and I can feel my ass stretching wider and wider as he pounds way harder than before, "P-please let me have it inside"

My whole body turns into a rock as I feel this weird sensation, kind of putting myself into a state of numb. Kai's shaft inside of me is harder than a rock and I can feel him filling me up with his seeds. Me being shameless, I spurt white ropes onto his stomach and I immediately feel sorry for that.

"I-I'm sorry" I frantically reach around to find any sheet or blanket to wipe it away but he stops me.

He gently holds my hand with a gorgeous smile on that face, moving to ride out his orgasm.

"Dont worry about it" He said, "I'll clean it for you"

He pulls out and a river of cum flows out, I can feel it trickling down my ass. He shoot loads of it. Without a prior notice, he is already bending down and licking the tip of my head.

"K-Kai what are you doing" I squirm in my spot, almost crushing his head between my thighs.

"You deserve to feel good" He mutters in between small cat licks, "That was awesome for me, Kyungsoo"

I am at loss of words. He is the sweetest guy! I damn near yell when he takes me in as a whole. His warm cavern feels extraterrestrial. It is out of this fucking world and he is doing it with the softest manner.

After he is done, he sits up straight, "Wait here, I'll get a clean towel to clean you up"

"It's okay, I can do it myself"

He giggles, "If I were you, I wouldnt even try to move because... your ass is looking so red right now"

"But I dont feel that painful" I decide not to listen to him and try to sit up from lying on the bed, "Ah f-fuck!"

"I told you!" He laughs, more like enjoying how he successfully wrecked me, "Just stay there. I'll take care of you, how many times do I have to say it? I knew this would happen"

"You're so cocky" I purposely try to trigger him as I watch him moving away to the bathroom for some towels.

"Yea, what about it? I have a big