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Capt. Viau Dustin Mercedez is a successful pilot and a photographer behind the pseudonym 'VDM'. He is known for his beautiful and intimate portraits of couples in love. But in reality, he has a reputation for being a playboy and is always on the hunt for his next conquest. One day, he meets Cassiopeia Zeran Eros, a strong-willed and independent woman who, for some reason, hates men and love. She works as a secretary for his cousin and is also a frustrated calligraphy artist.Despite their initial animosity towards each other, Viau and Peia are forced to work together on a photography exhibit. She's not thrilled about working with him, but she's determined to keep things professional. However, as they work together, Peia begins to see a different side of Viau. She starts to realize that there may be more to him than just a womanizer. However, they both struggle with their own personal demons and emotional baggage, making it difficult for them to fully open up and trust each other. It was draining.Through the course of their project together, it was undeniably a roller coaster journey. But of course, they both wished that certain moments of them passionately doing something beautiful froze into a photograph that they could look back to.That for once, Peia wanted to try. That for once, Viau wanted to give it his all.Unfortunately, they might just keep their love in a photograph. A photograph that will be just etched in their memory forever. Leave it preserved there with the assurance of not being ruined. That... it is probably safer to keep it that way.Started: January 18, 2024Finished: Published: Status: ONGOING Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Samantha Claire Yao, a prodigious spy with a shadowy past, entwines her fate with the enigmatic Societas Custodes. Trained from a young age by a criminal syndicate and skilled in the art of subterfuge, Claire infiltrates the Brotherhood with a singular objective - to dismantle its structure from within. As she navigates the treacherous landscape of espionage and subversion, Claire finds herself drawn to Nieves Arquillano Vista, a vengeful military veteran who is also a pillar of Societas Custodes. As their paths converge and secrets unravel, Claire and Kill must confront their conflicting loyalties and undeniable attraction. Bound by duty and embroiled in a web of treachery, they must navigate a perilous dance of trust and betrayal in a world where alliances are fragile, and danger lurks in every shadow. Two things are what keeps them on track though: the unyielding pursuit of justice in a realm where nothing is as it seems is; and, the supposed successfully avenged past... despite the blurred lines between duty and desire.Started: July 1, 2024Finished: Published: Status: COMING SOON (A VIP story under Lunar Press) Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Sibika Aisha Torralba, a passionate and dedicated nurse at Rivera Hospital, remains grounded by her humble origins despite her exceptional academic achievements-she graduated Summa Cum Laude at the prestigious University of Santo Tomas in General Santos City. Conflict-averse, Sibika diligently maintains a sense of harmony in order to preserve the one thing she treasures the most: her stable job.Everything changes when she unexpectedly reunites with Gold Antillon Villarin, the charming island boy who stole her heart five years ago during a memorable field trip to Olanivan Islet in Davao Occidental. Sibika has carried a secret crush for him ever since, but as she realizes her deeper feelings, she discovers that Gold's true identity surpasses her wildest imaginings.Gold turns out to be a butler in service to the Prince, far from the ordinary life she has always known. Suddenly faced with the prospect of their divergent social statuses, Sibika's insecurities blew salt into her wound. Will she dare to pursue her feelings for Gold as their connection deepens? Or will she resign herself to the belief that someone more fitting of his opulent world awaits him and forget about the promised golden sunsets?Started: June 1, 2024Finished: Published: Status: ONGOING Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Haliya Wedden Mercedez who is the CEO of a record production and artist management company that she brought to existence by herself at a very young age, is always labeled as strong, independent and carefree. Likely, Hadzri Atlas Arculli is already an established name in the business world being the heir to the largest shipping line in the country. They both rule like a king and a queen in the wild. No one tries to mess with them. But... they clash for a lone reason: commitment. They met in the wild, both willing to play with fire. But in games, someone has to win and the other has to lose. Unfortunately, both became losers in their own game despite it rolling in their palms. Started: January 25, 2023Finished: May 31, 2024Published: Status: COMPLETEDFollow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Losing Macy to death is an experience that can only be described as an excruciating and soul-shattering agony. It's the kind of pain that seeps into my very being, infecting every part of my existence with a numbing emptiness. Every breath feels like a struggle, every thought a battle against the memories that haunt me. I find myself replaying every moment I shared with her, wondering what I could have done differently, and wishing I could turn back time. I try to cling to the hope that maybe, just maybe, there was something more I could have done to save her, but deep down I know that there was nothing that could have been done. It's a pain that never truly goes away, a wound that never fully heals. Instead, it lingers, a constant reminder of what was lost, and what could have been.I will never love again. I will forever stay where Macy left me broken... Rest here with her... But as soon as I pledged an oath... I heard her whisper, "Love again, Ivan."That's impossible, Astrid... I will never. Started: December 20, 2023Finished: January 3, 2024Published: SOON UNDER HBPStatus: COMPLETED Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi Email: [email protected] cover by nefeli.…

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A brokenhearted Gucci Zarene Luche who is the sole heiress of the largest airline in the country, got cheated on by her long-time boyfriend with her most trusted bestfriend. That one unfateful night, druken by the blinding lights, she found herself a temporary cure to mend her pain. She met Architect Roche Morrow Dela Vega who was ditched by his childhood sweetheart-turned-fiancée on their wedding day. Just one night...One night to forget the betrayal they didn't deserve. One freedom... One freedom from being leashed by their shitty relationships. One mistake...One mistake of not asking his name. One mistake of not knowing where to find her. One mistake of not knowing they were already chained to one another in a very ridiculous way possible. In just one night of blinding lights, little did they know that that mistake would bare chains of commitments of a lifetime. Started: November 26, 2021Finished: July 15, 2023Published: Status: COMPLETED Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Ever since high school, Shaniel Eula Mercedez who is a Chemist and a Perfumer, had been so madly in love with Atty. Clifford Matthew Alegre. But things began to change when both of their parents have been pushing their marriage at an early age. They found themselves in different places and in different person's arms as if each other's scent didn't drown one another before. Started: July 21, 2021Finished: April 13, 2022 | May 27, 2022 Published: Status: COMPLETED Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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I fell for his one-of-a-kind energy and enthusiasm. His name really suits him. For years that I've watched him, I promised myself to make him my king one day. His surname, in no doubt, fits me. I know. That's why when I heard that he fell in love with his bestfriend, I became so eager to cage him.Yes, I am selfish! I am possessive! And maybe obsessed!But my prince is only for me... He was born bound to rule the kingdom with me.Ylanier is mine. And there will be no escape. He's trapped with me.Started: March 26, 2023Finished: Published: Status: ON-GOINGFollow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim RadazaViber: +639638333931E-mail: [email protected] am from BR Entertainment :)…

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How long has it been? He still hasn't changed, huh? If he did... well, he changed for the worse.I'm now an Electrical Engineer and because I was a scholar under their foundation, I had no choice but to come back here to serve their company for five years. If I were to choose, I would never go back to this place. Never.Especially that that guy... who almost ruined my life... is here. Being associated with him again is my biggest nightmare. Like his name, he left a big impact to me. A very bad one.What happened in that windmill traumatized me. The way he turned his back on me and called me his toy... of course, I should have expected that!And now that I'm back, I will never let Xenon breathe the same air as me in the same space. The wind by the mill had to stop first. Afterall, that's the only reason why I'm here. Started: March 26, 2023Finished: Published: Status: ON-GOINGFollow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim RadazaViber: +639638333931E-mail: [email protected] am from BR Entertainment :)…

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Like his name, his whole upbringing has a sense of confidence, as if he is not afraid to take risks and go against the grain.His family and my family are the biggest farm owners in this province. I have no interest with it but as the only heiress, I can't just give it to anyone of my greedy relatives after losing both of my parents in an unfortunate tragedy.With all the frustrations and hopelessness that's coating me, I became so desperate. I want to claim the pact we've made in the lighthouse when we were younger now. By hook or by crook.I need the heir of the Elordes.I need Zero to save me.Started: March 26, 2023 Finished: Published: Status: ON-GOINGFollow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim RadazaViber: +639638333931E-mail: [email protected] am from BR Entertainment :)…

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Being insecure can be a crippling experience, especially when it drives away the person you love. The agony of not giving my girlfriend enough attention while dealing with my own demons is unbearable. I can feel the distance growing between me and my once-close partner, and it hurts more than words can describe. My insecurity stems from a deep-seated belief that I am not good enough, that I am a disappointment to those around me. I have always felt like the black sheep of the family, the never-seen son. I've always wondered why I never measure up, but now I know the reason, and it's a betrayal that cuts to my core.The pain of realizing that I am a secret shame my family kept from me, is excruciating. I can't accept it, and I feel like a bastard, unworthy of anyone's love, especially Coachella's. She's everything I am not, and I can't bear the thought of tarnishing her perfect life with my tainted presence. I fear that if I stick with her, I'll only end up making her feel the way I made my mother feel, like a failure. So, I pushed her away, unable to see that I'm only hurting her more."You are such a bastard asshole, Izo!"I am though...Funny how I just learned that I am a bastard. And hearing it from her mouth... is the downfall of me.Started: March 23, 2023Finished: Published: Status: COMING SOON Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Pushing someone I love away to keep her safe is a harrowing experience. It feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest as I try to resist the urge to hold her close. Every moment with her is excruciating because I know that I am going to have to hurt her. I screamed for help, hoping that someone will hear me and take the burden off my shoulders, but no one seems to care. The girl I love heard my cries once, but I cannot let her in on the danger. I have to be strong, even if it means breaking my own heart. I would break just to protect her.I clenched my fist so tightly that my thumb tucked inside my palm, a silent cry for help that nobody sees."Miso, I'm here!"I closed my eyes as I remember her eagerness to help.I wish you were still here, Czarina. But I need to do this. I'll break ten folds just to protect you.Started: March 23, 2023Finished: Published: Status: COMING SOON Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Leaving someone I love for the sake of my own salvation is a pain that consumes me from the inside out. It's a feeling of helplessness and despair that suffocates me, leaving me gasping for air in a sea of regret and guilt. I thought I was doing the right thing, that by saving myself, I would be able to save her too. But I was wrong. She drowned. And now, all I feel is guilt. Guilt for not being able to save her, guilt for surviving when she didn't, guilt for not realizing how much she needed me until it was too late. All I want is to have her back, to tell her how sorry I am, and to make everything right again. But I know it's too late. The pain of losing her is a wound that will never fully heal, a constant reminder of what could have been, and what was lost."I want you broken like how broken I am, Kahel. I loathe you."There was so much rage in her voice that I just want to breakdown right then and there."Then I beg you to break me, Vica..."Started: March 23, 2023Finished: Published: Status: COMING SOON Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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The pain of being unable to move on from Shaniel, even after so many years, is like drowning in an endless sea of sorrow. It's a feeling of being stuck in time, unable to move forward or find peace. The memories of my first love linger like a stubborn stain, refusing to fade away no matter how much time passes. I know that I shouldn't hold onto the past, but the thought of letting go feels like a betrayal to the love that once was. It's as if I am trapped in a cycle of hopelessness and despair, unable to find a way out. I see the life my best friend and my ex-girlfriend have built together, and I know that I should be happy for them, but it's like a dagger to the heart. It's my karma for pursuing her, even though I knew my best friend had feelings for her first. I feel like the lotus from the dirty water, forever tainted by my past love and memories, and unable to rise above them.But then my window covered with a heavy curtain allowed a light to seep through that it blinded me for a second. "There's hope for us, Doc Pierce." Sasha giggled like it was ridiculous, but she sounded hopeful. And like a lotus from the dirty water...I wish to grow and find light against the murky water that I am in...Broken me can hope, right?Started: March 23, 2023Finished: Published: Status: COMING SOONFollow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Letting go of someone I love for the sake of her happiness with someone else is a pain that cuts deep into the soul. It's a constant ache that never seems to go away, a reminder of what could have been, but never was. Shaniel and her love were never mine.Watching the person I love more than anything walk away from me and into the arms of another is a pain that can only be described as a gut-wrenching agony. It's a feeling of emptiness and despair that suffocates me, leaving me feeling lost and alone in a world that suddenly seems so cold and unforgiving. Every moment feels like a struggle, every memory a painful reminder of what was lost.I tried to move on, to find happiness in other things, but nothing seems to fill the void that was left behind. In the end, all I can do is accept the reality of the situation and let go, even though it feels like tearing a piece of my heart out.I'm broken but it's okay. She can always break me all she wants. I am hers and my heart is with her anyway.But then the coldness around me was swept away by the warmth that embraced all of me. She pulled me in."Hug me back, Drex," she softly plead.No, Laya... I can't cage you with me. Started: March 23, 2023Finished: Published: Status: COMING SOON.Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Steve Emmanuel Mercedez and Michelle Antonette Alejo were the strongest couple since high school. The radio broadcasting anchor and the SSG president, aren't they a perfect pair? They were inseparable to the point that they attended the same university in Manila, leaving their comfort in Cebu behind.Steve dreamed of being an anchor while Mich dreamed of being a model. However, in their quest of reaching their dreams, they surprisingly just disappeared from each other's life. Nobody expected it to happen. They were almost there! Almost. But Mich fell out of love. She left.All the while, Steve only begged to hear that crystal voice to tell him how much she loves him still... once again. But the heavens didn't listen. As fragile as crystals, everything he built for his future with his love shattered. And now he's left with his unheard cry of a broken heart, hoping for his desperate voice to be heard.Started: Finished: Published: Status: COMING SOON. Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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Denver Zakirius Mercedez and Reign Porsche Sarmiento have known each other since childhood, but they only see each other every summer due to living in different towns. Despite the age gap, they become close friends and Denver even starts babysitting Reign when they are together. They meet every summer, but as they grow up, their lives take different paths. Denver works for a Security and Defense company, while Reign becomes rebellious and untamable.In a blink, Denver and Reign reunite after years of not seeing each other. Reign's life is in danger, and her parents have hired a bodyguard from Clover Incorporated to provide her with protection. Coincidentally, they sent Denver. Initially, Reign resents Denver's presence. Unfortunately, she had no choice but to deal with it. They spent almost every day together, withstanding each other's existence. Denver started to feel something; however, Reign is not the same person she used to be, and he soon realizes that she's in trouble. They both got tangled in a dangerous situation one summer night that could have killed both of them. It made them drift away from each other that they end up hoping against all odds to turn that nightmare into a summer night's dream instead. Never mind about it being a dream... At least, they were still together in that beautiful dream. A summer night's dream that they both allow to haunt them for the rest of their lives.Started: Finished: Published: Status: COMING SOON. Follow me on my socials for more updates.IG: smnthawsmTwitter: awsmbiFB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: [email protected]…

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This poetry book will take on my personal thoughts, voices and traumas. My past loves and life. I am writing this while I am on my CBT and mental healing. This will be a reflection of my sleepless nights, silenced voices, and anxious moments. The words I'll write here are words I have conveyed and words I wish I had conveyed.This is my personal memoir.I hope you read this with sensitivity and respect.Love,blackrose.***All of my poetry books will be penned under 'blackrose' since I have been using the penname as a poet in our campus paper way back junior high school. I hope you enjoy reading this one!…

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This is a poetic odyssey weaving together a personal journey of love, creating an evocative tapestry of words that stir my heart and mind.Love,blackrose.…

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