it was the first time...

three months have already passed and yet i forgot that these letters actually existed.

i was about to throw these away since i thought i always spent my time with you and i could say everything about you as long as i want to. but i decided to continue this instead and maybe give all these letters to you some time.

but will i ever get the chance?

it was three whole months of ecstasy with you. every moment with you was euphoria, and i never liked it when i had to part ways with you.

i always want to be by your side, 24/7.

just like how we are right now.

and yes, i'm writing this letter as you lie on my bed, sound asleep.

and i can't help but smile at the words you told me before you fell asleep in my arms.

it was the f̶̶i̶̶r̶̶s̶̶t̶ last time you said you love me.