--this chapter kinda sad, but its wack ya know :") cringe warning because I can't write sad things--

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[» 3rd P.O.V. «]

{ Tuesday }

Kaminari was walking down the hallway, without (Y/N) this time. She had been dragged off by a certain pink haired alien, and couldn't walk with him.

'I think I should talk to Shiozaki...' Kami thought, and didn't even realize said girl was next to him. Shiozaki was probably wondering where (Y/N) was, and that's why she was next to him.

"Hey, Calamari! Do you know where (Y/N) went?"

Shiozaki asked, worriedly looking around. She liked to watch how close her friend was getting to the boy, and was quite surprised when she wasn't next to him.

"Actually, my name is 'your future boyfriend,' and she got dragged by Mina somewhere.."

Kaminari said, getting a little embarrassed by the obvious pickup lone he just used. Shiozaki sighed.

"Man, I really wanted to talk to her about something.."

"Yeah, same.."

The conversation was NOT going well at all. Kaminari thought Shiozaki would blush, and flirt back, but she didn't.

Then, Awase came over..

"Hey, Shiozaki!!"

"Oh, hey Awase."

While Awase and Shiozaki had a very nice conversation, Kaminari just sighed.

He was now third-wheeling, and he did not like it. He tried to crack a few jokes at times, but they just ignored him.

Sighing again, he walked off to his class. He arrived, and sat down next to Kirishima.

"Woah, man. Are you okay?"

"I.. I'm a bad bitch, you can't kill me-"

"This isn't the time for vines, kami-"

{ after school }

'12:57 a.m.'

Kami laid in his bed, staring at the roof of his dorm. Questions raced through his mind, and he felt pained and hurt.

Was he doing the right thing? Was he asking the right girl? Was he sure he even wanted to do this? Was he being desperate? Clingy? Should he even try to get with her? Should he even try at all? He's just gonna end up alone, anyways. What's the point? What's the point of trying if it all just ends in failure? If it all just goes to hell? If its useless in the end? He's a disappointment, and that's all he'd ever be.

'What am I even thinking..?' Kaminari thought, as he sat up from his bed. He held his head, and felt as if he was being eaten up inside. Like everything was sinking in.

'She looked so happy though..'

At that thought, Kami froze. The only reason he was doing this, was because it made her smile. It made her happy. And all he wanted was to see that smile. The beautiful smile she gave when she looked at him. Yeah, him.

He felt it. The tears building up. He got up from his bed, and his feet took him somewhere. He knocked without even realizing it.

"Denki..? Why are you crying? Oh my god, did someone hurt you??"

(Y/N) asked, grabbing him and hugging him tightly. He shook, and tried to hold in the tears.

She let him inside her room, and they both sat on her floor. She took his hands, and looked at him worriedly.

"Denki, please talk to me. I'm here for you, baby- I mean, uh.. unicorns??"

Denki laughed at that, and let a few tears escape from his eyes. He looked at (Y/N) with a sad smile, and noticed she was blushing slightly.

"I.. (Y/N), I.."

He then let everything fade. He let the walls around his heart break and shatter, along with his strength. He let the tears fall, and was enveloped in a warm hug.

He let all the pain out into her shoulder, the sadness spilling out of his mouth and eyed. He hugged her back, soaking her clothes with the pain. He kept crying and crying until he could calm down.

'1:32 a.m.'

"I.. I'm a mistake. I'm a disappointment. I always fuck things up, no matter what. The only reason I've been trying to find someone is because I'm afraid. I'm afraid of being alone. I.. I don't know why I'm even here, anymore.."

Kaminari said, as his voice shook. He stopped crying, but his body was shaking violently. He felt broken, and tired.

"Denki, you aren't a mistake. You were made to be an amazing hero! You have never once disappointed me, so you aren't one. And, I know.. Everyone is afraid of being alone. But, that's why I'm here with you. Even if things go bad for you, I'll always be around to help you. No matter what. I.. Care about you."

What (Y/N) really wanted to say, was a special 8-letter word. But she just didn't know what to say. She blanked. She couldn't understand a single thing in her mind- except for one.

"And if I'm being honest, I'm scared of being alone too. I set up my friend with someone who made me feel new things, and I've never been more hurt in my life.."

Kaminari stopped hugging her, and looked into (Y/N)'s (E/C) eyes.

"Does the hurt make you feel.. Like your being eaten alive? Like everything is falling into a void in your body?"

"Yeah.. So you feel it, too?"

Kaminari nodded, and sighed.

"Hey, at least we can get through this together. We can always back each other up, no matter what."

A smile formed on (Y/N)'s lips, and she giggled.

"Finally, you say something smart!!"

"Hey!! That's rude, (Y/N)!!"

She just laughed at him while he pouted. She was right when she said she'd never get over this boy. Wait, she did she say that-

"So, what's the feeling of that guy, huh?"

(Y/N) blinked, dumbfounded.

"Wait, you mean what makes him special??"

Kaminari excitedly nodded, getting ready to hear her spill her tea.

"Well, he makes me feel.. light? Like my insides are flipping sometimes, and my face catches on fire, too!! He makes me smile even when I don't, and his laugh and smile are just things that make my day even better. But, he's going to confess soon.. And I don't know if I'm ever going to be able to ask him if he feels the same.."

As (Y/N) spoke, she had a small sparkle in her eyes. She felt really happy all of a sudden, which was very weird since she was just on the verge of tears and helping Kami stop crying not even a minute or so ago.

Kami had an unreadable look on his face. He felt a new feeling now. It felt like he was getting mad and sad at the same time- which he never understood. Man, what's going one with him? Must be bipolar or sum-

"Well, whoever he is, is very lucky to have such a beautiful girl look at him like that. And feel that way."

(Y/N) blushed a bit, and fiddled with her fingers. She smiled softly, and met Kami's sad and off eyes.

"Well, its too late now. He's going to confess Friday.."

Kami sighed and pat her shoulder.

"After I get rejected by Shiozaki, let's go be sad together. That way you won't have to be alone!"

He smiled at her, and moved a piece of her hair out of her face.

She giggled, and swatted his hand away.

"Please, Shiozaki would be head over heels for you and your 'charming' ways."

"Hey, I take offense to that!!"