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Will's POV:

I wake up and check my watch, 2:30 pm it read. I groan and got up. After what happened yesterday, i didn't even want to face the party. Especially Mike.

As I sit up I noticed that no one was in the basement. I look at the TV box and it has a little yellow note on it.

"Went to the ice cream parlor. Had to space out from the drama, mama! - Max"

I sighed and sat on the couch. I grabbed a book from a nightstand. "IT" it read. I'm not reading that shit, that one part in the book just made my spine shiver.

I look over to the bathroom and the light was still on. Mike slept in there? God, I'm such an asshole. He couldn't even slept in his sleeping bag next to me.

I walk over to the bathroom and knocked slightly.

"Mike?" I said with a raspy voice, leaning against the door.

He wouldn't respond so I knock again, no answer. I sigh and went upstairs to the kitchen.

"Nancy!" I yell making sure she was home.

I groan and ran upstairs to see if she was in her room. I open the door and her window was open. She's sneaking out again? Will she ever learn from last time?

I knew I was home alone, Ted and Karen were at work. I went down to the basement and went to the bathroom door again.

"Miiikee, I'm bored." I groaned as I leaned against the door.

Still no response. I understand, I was awful yesterday. I hope we don't have a fight like that ever again. Have a fight again.

I knocked rapidly on the door. Still no response. Okay, this is getting weird. Mike's always a light sleeper.

I twist the door handle but it's locked. I grabbed a quarter by the door and unlocked it.

"Mike, I'm sorry-"

I looked down at Mike who had a razor in his hand and scars all around his wrist and arms. They were bloody, blood was surrounding his arms and hand.

I screamed. I screamed louder than I have in my life. I never thought I could scream that loud, but I did. I dropped to the floor and cried. I cried and cried and cried. I did this to him, this is all my fault.

I check if he still is alive by pressing down on the side of his neck. His pulse is beating slowly. My eyes widened as I felt it. I ran to the telephone and called 911.

They picked up and I sighed with relief. I was crying like a manic. The guilt I feel is horrible.

"911, what's your emergency?" The lady from the phone spoke.

"My friend is on the bathroom ground and his wrist and arms are covered with scars! There's blood everywhere!" I cried trembling over my words.

"Okay sir calm down, what's your name?" She asked.

"Will, Byers!" I said shaking.

"Okay Will, what is your friend's name?" She asked.

"His name is Mike Wheeler! Please save him, his pulse is slow!" I screamed.

"Okay, we are on it. Please stay on call while we are tracking your device." She spoke.

"Okay.." I said softly.

I put the phone on the ground and I sat there and sobbed quietly so she wouldn't hear me. I didn't want her to think I was a baby.

Next thing I knew, I heard sirens outside of the house. I hung up the phone, rushed out of the basement and opened the door.

There was two ambulances and five police cars. They rushed into the house and looked around the place.

"Where's the boy?" A policeman asked.

"Down to the basement." I said biting my nails in fear and in-patience.

They ran to the basement and got Mike in a flash. They carried him outside to one of the ambulances. I ran over to the ambulance.

"Can I come with? I have to make sure he's okay, please?!" I pleaded.

"Sure kid, hop in the front." A women said leading me to the front of the ambulance.

"Um mam. Are you sure we can take this kid along with us?" A nurse asked.

"He's been through enough, let him have it." The women said.

I got in the front carefully and the women hopped in and got on the steering wheel. I put my seatbelt on and we started to ride.

It was silent for a minute until the women broke it.

"The name's Jessica, but some people call me Jess." She said.

"Oh, okay.." I said unfocused.

I heard yelling in the back of the ambulance. I got nervous. Is Mike going to make it? Is he okay?

Jessica looked at me and sighed. She looked to the road as she started another conversation.

"I heard that's your friend, Mike. Is it?" She asked.

"Yeah.." I said quietly.

"Look kid, I know your worried about him. But none of this is your fault-"

"Yes it is! All because of the fight we had.." I said interrupting her.

"Oh, was it physical?" She asked.

"No, just verbal." I said.

"What was it about?" She asked looking at me.

"Something that happened at a stupid spring break party." I said looking out the window, trying not to make eye contact.

"So, what happened?" She questioned looking back at the road.

"None of this is your Business! All I care about is Mike, if he's going to be okay." I snapped.

"Sorry kid, just got a little invested." She chuckled.

I rolled my eyes and looked out of the window. Eyeing the hospital as we pulled in.

I got out as they carried Mike out. I tried to follow them but they stopped me saying something about taking him to an emergency room.

I panicked and went to call Max and the others. They must be back home. I called her, the phone ringed for ten seconds and someone finally answered it.

"Hello?" Lucas said.

"Hey Lucas it's me Will." I said with a raspy-ish voice.

"Have you been crying? And why is there blood all over the place in the bathroom?" Lucas asked.

"Mike's in the emergency room. I'm at the hospital with him." I said as calmly as I can.

"Oh shit! Is he okay?" Lucas asked.

"I don't know... Lucas...there was a razor in his hand and scars everywhere around his arms." I said holding back my tears.

"Will, it's okay I'm sure he'll be fine.." He said softly.

"No it's not okay! He's in there and it's all my fault!" I sobbed, failing to hold in my tears.

"Will..-"

I hung up on him. I didn't want to hear it, at all. It's my fault and I don't need people telling me it isn't cause they know damn well it is. Why am I like this, I put Mike in a fucking emergency room.

I sat down slowly in a chair and sobbed quietly to myself. I didn't care if people saw me, I just feel so sad. I have lost my best friend, I'm sure he hates me.

I grabbed the phone with my shaky hand and dialed Nancy.

The phone rang for a few seconds and no response. She must not be home yet, are you kidding me?

I waited for the others to come. I waited and waited and waited. I check my clock, it read 5:34. I didn't get any information on Mike yet.

I just put my legs up on the chair and rested my head onto it. I knew the others weren't coming, I just wanted to sleep. I closed my eyes and fell asleep in the chair.

~*~

I felt tapping on my shoulders, I looked up and it was a nurse.

"Are you Will Byers?" She said reading a sheet of paper.

"Yes, yes I am." I said sitting up.

"Okay, Mike Wheeler is ready for you to visit him." She said reading the paper again.

I quickly got up and ran. I checked every room door to see if Mike was there. I stopped and saw a familiar face. I smiled in which it felt like forever since I did last time.

I ran into the room, Mike wasn't awake. My smile faded as I saw his scars. I couldn't just look at him and think I didn't do this. But I did, Mike is hurt because of me.

I sat in the chair next to him and closed my eyes. But I see the image of Mike laying on the floor with blood surrounding him. So, I just looked down to the ground instead of closing them.

"Mike, I know you're asleep, but I'm so sorry I did this to you. I'm just so scared, ever since this morning when I saw you on the floor covered in blood.. I just couldn't do anything but scream and cry. All this is my fault, I don't ever want you to go through that again. You wouldn't be in the hospital if I just didn't exist.." I said tearing up a bit.

"Will, that's not true." I heard a familiar voice say.

I looked up and I saw Mike staring at me with a serious look on his face.

My face lit up and I went to hug him, I hugged him with all my heart. I wanted him to know that this is what I feel right now, happy.

"Will, you're squeezing the air out of me." Mike said struggling to speak.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'm just so glad your up." I said wiping away my tears, smiling as I saw Mike's face alive and well.

Mike's POV:

I wipe away the remains of Will's tears. None of this is his fault, I did this to myself. I should've worried Will like that. It was just.. What he had said, I didn't even know he knew about that... The party must've told him. They saw.

Will laughed as I wiped his tears. I felt something in my stomach, like something fluttering. Whatever it is, I'm just so happy to see Will. And I'm glad he apologized.

I look at Will and he looks at me. We make eye contact and I feel the fluttering coming back. I try to ignore the feeling.

"None of this is your fault Will. I did this to myself." I said calmly.

"I'm the one to say what I said to make you do that..." He said looking at the ground, breaking the eye contact.

"Will.." I said still looking at him.

"Do you guys need anything?" A random nurse said coming in, interrupting our conversation.

"No." I said breaking the eye contact with Will, looking at him.

"Oh okay, just let me know." He said exiting the room and closing the door.

It was silent for a minute until I finally said something.

"I'm sorry, for everything." I said softly looking at him again.

"Mike, you didn't do anything wrong-"

"Will, I did. I made you worried about me.."

"I made you hate me Mike, I'm so sorry."  Will said looking at me and making eye contact.

"I don't hate you." I said confused.

"Mike, you don't have to fake it. I know you do, after what I said you must." Will said.

"Will, I'm not lying." I chuckled.

"Prove it then, if your 'so honest' prove i-"

I kissed him and pulled back quickly. I can't pushed these butterflies in my stomach away. I think I like him, I just kissed him of course.

He looks at me in shock as I do also. I can't believe I just did that.. I still have these butterflies but I do love him.

"Mike.." he said softly in shock.

I look at him and lean closer for another one as he does also. I was shocked as he leaned in too, I thought I was not for him. Not even his type!

We kissed but this time it was more passionate. I melted into the kiss with him, I couldn't believe we're doing this!

He got on the hospital bed on top of me and continued to kiss me as I do also. I run my hands through his hair as I do.

We we're getting into it until we heard someone knocking rapidly on the door. Will quickly got off of me and sat back in his chair. I sat up as they walked through the door.

Four familiar people walk in with a worried face.

"Mike, are you okay?" Nancy asked running up to me.

"Yeah Nance, I'm fine." I said smiling at her.

"Lucas told me everything! I'm sorry I wasn't home. I'm just happy your okay!" She said hugging me.

"Nance!" I said as she hugged me tightly.

"So, what we're you two doing in here?" Max asked.

Me and Will looked at each other and laughed.

"Looks like their on good terms again." Dustin said smiling.

THATS IT I THINK I MADE IT LONG ENOUGH TO LAST YALL A WEEK IM WATCHING THE 26TH SEASON OF SOUTH PARK SO THIS IS ALL YALL GET UNTIL NEXT WEEK!

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