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Genre - Mini Angst

Main setting - Shared Apartment

Universe - Non Despair AU

Words - 1372 Words

Side note - I wanted to write angst because I was sad :,)
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The sound of the pistol hitting the ground was all that was heard in that empty room

T-This... This wasn't supposed to happen...

Souda looked down at his shaking hands in disbelief. He... really did that...

It was only an argument. An argument that led to him picking up that gun and aiming it at the other. He didn't mean to pull the trigger. He didn't even know the shit was loaded! H-His hand just slipped!

His now tear-filled pink eyes looked at the motionless body across from him

" H-Hiko... Get up. You aren't a-actually dead right?" His legs dragged while making his way closer.

He didn't kill him.

Why would he kill his own husband...?

Finally he made it to where he was right beside him. Souda places his hand on the other's shoulder and shook him a bit. Nothing. The wound was easy to spot with his white button up shirt. Right in his stomach a bit to the left. The one on his thigh was less visible, but he knew where it was. The blood soaked the fabric slowly, but didn't fall on the ground. It didn't go through his body...

His pulse. He could check his pulse to see if he was alive. His fingers went to Kuzuryu's wrist. It was there! He was worried on how faint it was, but it was undeniably there.

Instead of just sitting there, he took the other's phone from his pocket and dialed 911.

" H-Hello... I need an a-ambulance! Please come quick."

His voice was shaking. He was almost inaudible because his sobs were overlapping his own words.

His mind drifted to their conversation that night. Why did it happen... Why did it start... Why the fuck did he pick up that fucking gun:

Souda had gotten home late. The fifth time that month. It was around 1 in the morning, and he walked in the living room to see the blonde sitting on their sofa with a bottle of wine in his hand. Kuzuryu was completely against drinking, so he knew the other was pissed.

" Hey... isn't it too la—"

" Guess who came over?"

Well he definitely didn't know, so he kept quiet.

" Sonia did. In tears. You wanna know why?"

The mechanic's eyes widened a bit. Sonia was always happy about something... W-What could possibly make her sad.

Instead of saying what, the blonde picked up his phone on the end table and did something. He sent a message, which resulted in the other recived a notification. When he looked at his phone, he was completely shocked.
It was... a picture of him with Tanaka. Both nude. The Scenery seemed to be both the breeder and the princess's home. How did he get this...

His head slowly lifted up. Souda was about to say as much as he could as an apology, but he was shut down immediately.

" W-What the fuck is wrong with you?"

The blonde lifted his head up and the mechanic could tell he have been crying. His eyes were puffy and red and he still had a few tears in his eyes.

If this were a year or so ago, he would have felt bad... But he didn't feel anything at all...

Was that wrong?

" So you're just gonna keep your fucking mouth huh?"

Silence

This was a bad idea

He needed to say something...

He needed to explain himself

But he didn't want to.

For some reason, he didn't care.

" Wow... To think I gave up my fucking career just because you wanted me to say here while you go out and fuck some other guy... I-I'm so fucking stupid..." After the wedding, Souda was always worried about the other doing yakuza work and wanted him to stop. He saw it as no one liked him there anyway and the mechanic could take care of him. Surprisingly he convinced the blonde, and instead of the clan going after him, they liked him more. From there Kuzuryu just stayed home a lot while the other went out.

He couldn't even give himself a good excuse. Yes, he did cheat on Kuzuryu, and he didn't regret it. If he was being honest, he felt as if he was falling out of love with the other...

" I'm sorry, but you became boring."

He said that more blunt than he wanted, and it definitely made the other even more angry. " Boring? That doesn't give you the fucking right to sleep with someone else! Not to mention that person is engaged!" " What do you expect me to do? It's not my fault you're a one-trick pony."

Kuzuryu was back to crying. He had a right to, but this only made Souda mad.

He didn't have any right to be upset

" Don't you dare start crying like a little bitch. You probably knew this was happening for a while."

" No... I didn't know. H-How long have you been... C-Cheating on me.." It was quiet. It amazed Kuzuryu on how he actually had to think about it. That told him it's been happening for a while... " D-Do you remember when it took me a while in the dressing room before the actual wedding..."

This made the blonde cry even more. All the other did was look away and sigh in annoyance.

" W-Why the fuck did you decide t-to say with me?"
He didn't have an answer for that

Why did he stay with the other? He couldn't say because he loved him after all this time, but he also didn't hate him. Did he really still love Kuzuryu?

" Can you fucking answer me instead of looking away?! You've been cheating on me for the two years of our marriage Souda! On our fucking wedding day! What made you say 'I Do'?" His voice was more angry than sad, even though he was in complete tears

Still Souda said nothing

Guilt was clear on his face with a bit of regret and hurt.

" To think that I fell in love with such a fucking asshole... I feel so stupid..." The blonde mumbled that before wiping his face again and walking out of the room.

Souda should have followed him, but he didn't. His hands grazed a desk in the room, and he soon found himself opening a drawer. He didn't expect to find a black pistol in the drawer and took it out to inspect it more.
He didn't think it was loaded, so he wasn't as careful as he should have been.

As he should have...

The blonde came back in the room with a suitcase and a book bag. He put them in the ground and started to look around for something.

" H-Hey... What are you doing?"

" I... I need to leave. I can't stand being in the same place as you." Souda came to a realization that he was most likely looking for his car keys.

He was actually going to leave him...

" W-Wait Fuyu! We can talk about all of this!"

Kuzuryu seemed done. He looked exhausted. His eyes were puffy. He slouched, which was unlike him. You could see the tear stains on his cheeks. Couldn't really blame him.

"There is nothing to talk about..." He had finally found his keys and began to walk back to grab his bags when he realized what the other was holding.

He couldn't help but let out a small laugh. " What? Are you really going to shoot me?"

He waited a few as if he expected an answer

" We both know I wouldn't care if you did... And you don't have the balls."
The mechanic wasn't offended by that. He didn't have the balls.

Just when he was about to turn around to put it back in the drawer, his finger slipped on the trigger

Two shots were heard

He heard a cry in pain followed after a thud

Something dropping to the ground.

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Hi
I'm happy for once
okay bye for the next 17 years