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Genre - Angst and fluff because y'all need it

Main setting - N/A

Universe - Non Despair AU
                   No Ultimates

Words - 1454 Words

Side note - TW: mention (and act) of s*icide
will be uncensored
If you're uncomfortable about that then i advise you to not read this!

this is part 2 of the previous oneshot. more of a prequel so enjoy that.
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Dear Fuyuhiko,

I have no reason of writing this

This is just incase anything happens to me, which I doubt. No offense, but with you being a yakuza and shit I'm more worried about you than myself, but I saw this in a movie and it was pretty cool so why not right-?

Right!

Okay so...

This is more of a goodbye letter, just in case. So if you find this even if nothing happened to me, just know this is j u s t i n c a s e!

I don't plan on leaving you soon. I hope i'm not leaving you soon. There's just so much that needs to happen before I go. Like our wedding in a few months... I want to be there for that. And Remember what we were talking about around new year's? If you don't, I'm talking about the adoptions. I wanna do that to!

I know we both didn't grow up in the best environment, so maybe we can give a child of our own the life we never had...

That sounds great to me...

And I know your opinion on kids but still. Doesn't it sound great to have our own family together? Oh! And we're definitely getting a parrot! They're so cool and I don't care what you say about it.

But I'm going to move from this topic. We have time to talk about it.

I'm not done tell you I love you so I can't die! Before you go run your mouth on how I say it more than once a day, I don't care. I'm not going to stop until you can learn to love yourself. And even after that I'm not stopping so you can just be annoyed. But don't worry, I'll make it up to you

Okay I winked, but you can't see that

Imagine me winking

Mwah

Anyways

We still need to grow old together. Ya know, like,,, buying a house in America in the country. Buy two rocking chairs and sit beside each other while watching the sunset while we're old and wrinkly. That sounds weird, I know but don't worry about it.

You probably get it by now. I don't plan on leaving you yet. I don't plan on leaving you at all. I plan on staying with you for the rest of my life. For the rest of our lives. I really can't wait to say 'I do'. I can't wait to see you walk down the aisle in a suit, a dress, or whatever you want. Hell, you can even come naked and I wouldn't be upset. Wait yes I will. I don't want anyone else seeing you naked! That's my gift >:((

Anyways, I can't wait to put the ring on your finger. To kiss you after we are officially married. To go to our honeymoon and do god knows what. To maybe adopt to grow our own family. To just talk to you or hear you speak. To be able to hold you for as long as we want.

I'm determined not to leave you so soon

My bucket list isn't complete

I love you so much Fuyuhiko

Love, Kazuichi

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Sorry about angst again

I'm really in my feelings and Kuzusouda is slowly becoming more of a trigger than a comfort

But it's fine because I'm not letting a small situation that I'm just too sensitive to deal with ruin my comfort ship 💕