CHAPTER NINE:

REFLECTING ON THE PAST

[ Y/n ]'s POV:

I was walking around the mall with Nia and Bri. Along the way we past an old ice cream shop, I smirked. That was the place Finn and I used to go to, he would always complain about them almost never having cookies and cream, which was our favorite flavors.

FLASHBACK:

Finn grabbed me by my hand and ran to the ice cream shop. "Finn! Slow down! We just lost Wyatt." I pouted. "So? Lets get some ice cream!" Finn smiled, I giggled and we ordered our ice cream. "So! Your turning 12 soon! What do you wanna do for your birthday?" I asked, "Hang out with you and all our other friends!" Finn chuckled as he gave me a quick hug. "Besides that Dumbo!" I laughed.

"OHHH! Well then I don't know." Finn laughed. I playfully rolled my eyes and giggled. "Come on our ice cream is almost finished!" Finn smiled, he grabbed my hand and we got our ice cream. Sadly Finn dropped his right after we left the shop. "NOT AGAIN!" Finn shouted, I giggled and he frowned. "Don't cry, we can share mine!" I smiled, "I wasn't gonna cry." Finn spoke sadly.

"Yeah sure." I giggled. He bit a part of my ice cream and my eyes widened. "What? I don't have sensitive teeth." Finn smirked. I smiled and gave him a little kiss on the cheek. "Happy early birthday Finnlard." I shouted, "SHH! And thank you." He blushed. I grabbed his hand, "Now lets go find Wyatt!" I said as we started running away.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I smirked to myself, and started giggling lightly. "What are you giggling about?" Nia asked as she poked me. "Yeah [ Y/n ]! Who you thinking about?" Bri teased. I rolled my eyes and scoffed, "Nothing. I just remembered something." I smirked, "Well, what did you remember?" Nia asked, I stayed silent for a bit, just remembering how I felt when I was with Finn. I sighed.

"Remember that old ice cream shop over there?" I asked as I pointed to the shop. They nodded and looked back at me. "What about?" Bri asked. "I used to go there Finn, when we were younger.." I chuckled, they nodded. "Yeah, we know. We were all so close.." I chuckled. I nodded, "Yeah, we'd rarely fight.." Bri smirked. "Ugh, I miss the old times-" "I lowkey miss Jenna." I mumbled. "Don't we all?" Nia and Bri said in unison.

"True.." I chuckled. "She was like our mom, and remember! Chosen was like our dad!" Bri shouted, "Yeah I remember I'd always get in trouble for what Tenzing would do." Nia laughed. "And I remember all the fun times I had with Marcel. He was really sweet, unlike Johnny.." Nia mumbled. Bri and I rolled our eyes, then we patted Nia on the back.

"Why don't you break up with John?" I asked, "Honestly, he treats me like shit. I'm always cleaning up after him. Even when he's fucking drunk I have to take care of him. But he doesn't do shit for me. Even when I just try to fucking hug him to pushes me away, and when I fell down the stairs and passed out, he saw me but didn't help me. Tenzing had to help me.." Nia sighed. I rolled my eyes. 

"But at least hes loyal and gives me attention. SOMETIMES!" Nia grunted, Bri and I scoffed, "Eric treats me the same way! They treat us like shit, then they expect things from us!" Bri shouted, I crossed my arms and we continued to walk. "Look, this is we're you break up with their asses! PERIODT!" I shouted, I paused for a second. "And let me beat their asses. Y'all don't deserve this, you two deserve someone who loves you." I continued.

I gave them a quick hug and we continued walking. "Look y'all just have bad taste-" "Bad taste? Says the girl who liked Finn." Nia and Bri teased. I rolled my eyes and scoffed, "Fine, maybe I did like him in the past-" "How do we know your not over him, you we're staring at him today at the cafeteria." Bri chuckled.

I rolled my eyes, then I sat down on a nearby bench Nia and Bri sat next to me. "I was staring because he was looking at me.." I explained, "Besides, at least I don't already stare at him like y'all do with Marcel and Kalden!" I shouted, "SHUT UP!" They shouted. I slouched down rested my head on my arm. 

"Honestly, If I could go back in time and stop Wyatt and Finn from ever splitting up, I would.." I sighed. "We all would." Nia mumbled, Bri nodded in agreement.

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Jenna's POV:

Lizzy had left about 10 minutes ago, so it was just Kalden, Chosen, Marcel, Finn and I sitting in the park. Finn started strumming his guitar out of complete boredom, while the rest of us just kinda sat there, waiting for him to say something. I took out my phone and started scrolling through my gallery when I came across and old photo of [ Y/n ] and I. I sighed heavily as all the memories of past times we had came rushing back.

"Whats wrong?" Chosen asked, I blackout for a second. "Nothing, its just." I paused, "Its just, that I miss [ Y/n ], Nia and Bri. They we're like my sisters.." I mumbled, Finn rolled his eyes. "Your telling me." Finn scoffed irritatedly, "Nia was my own, but now shes with that prick Johnny, honestly. Why can't she just see through his lies. Last week I saw him with Veronica. Lets just say it was a mistake walking into the bathroom." Marcel paused.

I gagged. "Shut, the, fuck. Up." I shouted. "He's only with her just so he can get in her pants." Marcel rolled his eyes. "Eric's with Bri for the same reason, like she doesn't deserve this.." Kalden mumbled, "Yeah, [ Y/n ] too. She doesn't deserve Wyatt bossing her around and telling her what to do." I hissed, Finn stayed silent as he continued to strum him guitar.

Finn's POV:

"Look, [ Y/n ] is nice. But in reality its Wyatt." Chosen spat. "He's an asshole, he's a control freak, and he can't keep his head out of other peoples business, especially  [ Y/n ]'s..." Chosen groaned. "He's a manipulator." Kalden hissed,

Every word that came out of their mouths we're blurred, I then remembered what happened on that day Wyatt and I split up.

FLASHBACK:

"SHES MY FUCKING SISTER IDIOT!" Wyatt shouted, "I'M SORRY! IT WAS JUST IN THE MOMENT!" I explained, he pushed me back. "Get the fuck out of my house." Wyatt hissed. "Wyatt I'm sorry I didn't mean to-" "SHUT UP! I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT FINN!" Wyatt scoffed, I stepped back and stood in shock. Wyatt had never snapped at me like this before.

'What is his problem?'

'Its not like I did anything bad to [ Y/n ]..'

Wyatt rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. "Get the fuck out." Wyatt spoke angrily. "Can I at least talk to [ Y/-" "NO!" Wyatt yelled. "Look! I just wanna talk to her!" I calmly said. "SHUT UP! I KNOW YOU ONLY LIKE HER JUST BECAUSE YOU WANNA FUCK HER!" Wyatt yelled. 

My blood started boiling and I balled up my fists. I grinned my teeth and took a deep breath. "No! I don't! You should tell that to Jaeden!" I shouted, "GET THE FUCK OUT!" Wyatt shouted, I grabbed my jacket and walked out. [ Y/n ] saw me and ran after me. "Finn!" She shouted, I didn't turn around, I was too angry. 

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I sighed heavily and picked up my things. "Were are you going?" Kalden asked. "HOME!" I yelled. "Damn! Someones in a bad mood." Chosen shouted, I rolled my eyes and walked back to my car, I got in and started to drive off.

"FUCK MY LIFE." 

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Once

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