Narrator:
For centuries, Feng Xin and Mu Qing had been caught in an endless cycle of bickering. They argued over strategy, chores even the weather..anything could spark another fight. Their dynamic was predictable..fiery words exchanged, cold silences that followed and an unspoken truce before the process repeated.
But lately, Feng Xin had started to feel the weight of it all. He hated how the arguments lingered longer than they used to..how the silences grew heavier. He hated that every interaction felt like a battle. Most of all, he hated that he didnβt know how to stop it.
It wasnβt that he didnβt care about Mu Qing quite the opposite, really. Somewhere between the insults and eye rolls, Feng Xin had realized he cared too much.
And it terrified him.
So, for once..Feng Xin decided to take the first step to fix things. Whether it was out of desperation or something deeper, he wasnβt sure.
Feng Xin found Mu Qing standing by the temple courtyard, meticulously polishing his armor. The late afternoon sun reflected off the metal, casting golden patterns on the stone floor.
βMu Qingβ Feng Xin started, his voice louder than intended. Mu Qing barely glanced up. βWhat is it now? Here to complain about something else I didnβt do right?β
Feng Xin winced. βNo, I- Look.. can we just... talk?β That got Mu Qingβs attention. He paused, setting down the cloth. βTalk? About what?β
βAbout us." Feng Xin said, crossing his arms defensively. βAbout how weβre always fighting.β Mu Qing raised an eyebrow. βWe fight because youβre impossible to deal with.β
βAnd youβre so easy, right?β Feng Xin shot back, his frustration bubbling up before he caught himself. βSee? This is what I mean! We canβt even have a normal conversation without arguing.β
βMaybe because youβre the one who starts it half the time..β Mu Qing retorted, narrowing his eyes.
Feng Xin groaned and running a hand through his hair. βCan you stop blaming me for once? Iβm trying to fix this!β
βFix what?β Mu Qing demanded. βYou act like this is some big problem.β
βIt is a problem!β Feng Xin said while throwing his hands up. βDonβt you ever get tired of it? The yelling, the insults..doesnβt it bother you?β Mu Qing hesitated, his expression guarded. β...Maybe. Sometimes.β
Feng Xin exhaled sharply. βThen why do we keep doing it? I donβt want to fight with you anymore, Mu Qing.β
There was a long silence. Finally, Mu Qing crossed his arms and his tone softer but still wary. βAnd what do you suggest we do instead? Hold hands and sing songs?β
Feng Xin rolled his eyes. βIβm being serious.β
βSo am I.β Mu Qing said, his voice quieter now. βItβs not like we can just stop fighting overnight.β
βI know that.β Feng Xin admitted, stepping closer. βBut we can at least try. Youβre not-β He paused, searching for the right words. βYouβre not as bad as I make you out to be. I just... I donβt know how to deal with you sometimes..."
Mu Qingβs eyes widened slightly before he quickly masked his surprise. βWell, youβre not exactly easy to deal with either. Youβre loud, stubborn and reckless.β
Feng Xin snorted. βAnd youβre cold, nitpicky and smug.β Mu Qing gave him a flat look. βGreat start to βfixing thingsβ, Feng Xin.β
βIβm being honest!β Feng Xin said, though there was a hint of a smile tugging at his lips.
Mu Qing sighed and his shoulders relaxing slightly. βSo, whatβs your big plan? How do we βfixβ this?β
Feng Xin hesitated and scratching the back of his neck. βI donβt really have a plan. I just... thought maybe we could start by talking. Without yelling.β
Mu Qing considered this, his expression unreadable. βTalking.β he repeated.
βYeah.β Feng Xin said, his voice softer now. βI donβt hate you, you know. Sometimes it feels like you think I do..but I donβt.β Mu Qing looked away, his grip tightening on the cloth in his hand. β...Itβs hard to tell with the way you act sometimes.β
Feng Xin frowned. βThatβs not fair. You give as good as you get.β
βI knowβ Mu Qing admitted, his tone unusually quiet. βI guess... I just donβt know how else to talk to you.β
βWell, maybe we can figure it out togetherβ Feng Xin said as his voice almost gentle. βIβm tired of being at odds with you all the time. Weβre supposed to be on the same side, arenβt we?β
Mu Qing looked up at him and his guarded expression softening ever so slightly. β...Alright. We can try.β
βReally?β Feng Xin said..blinking in surprise. Mu Qing smirked faintly. βDonβt make me regret it.β A small laugh escaped Feng Xin, and for the first time in a long time..the tension between them seemed to ease.
βDonβt worry." Feng Xin said, a grin breaking across his face. βIβll make sure you regret it just a little.β
Mu Qing rolled his eyes but there was a hint of warmth in his expression as he turned back to his armor. It wasnβt much, but it was a start. And for Feng Xin..that was enough...
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