*TW- contains suicide* please do not read if not comfortable..

                Today was another day, another day living this miserable life. My parents didn't care about me, my teachers didn't care about me, they only cared about my grades my friends stopped talking to me.

I mean who am I kidding, who would even be friends with me in the first place. I'm just a boy, who's scared of the world, I'm a coward, I'm not like any other boys, who go out and hang out with their friends, or the boy who asks a girl out.

That was until I saw her...

She had blonde hair, and dark brown eyes, she always wore a white dress, that was way too big for her fragile body. She lived next door next to me, her window was see-through and I could see her, perfectly. Not like a stalker tho...

She would always play with the neighborhood kids, she would always have a big smile splattered across her face.

But she couldn't fool me, it was not a genuine smile, it was a fake smile.

She was the definition of perfection, she had money, friends, a home, that's what I thought. But I was far from that, until one day I saw her through her window. She had left her curtains opened and I could see her whole room so clearly.

She just walked in, but this time she didn't have that happy look she always had, she looked sad. As if she was tired of pretending, tired of pretending of being okay with having a big smile plastered all over her face when she left her room.

The way she cried herself to sleep every night, the way her parents treated and abused her when no one was around. I wanted to hold her tight and tell her it was gonna be okay, but I never had the guts to.

That's when it hit me, all the death threats she was getting from the girls from our town. They envied her, I mean who wouldn't she was beautiful, had cute chubby cheeks, had an amazing personality, and played with the coolest boys in our village.

I never came out of my room, I was too scared. My parents never cared if I never came out, they thought it would be better if I stayed away. I just kept staring at her from afar just like in the old times.

But soon everything must come to the end, right? Even when she grabbed a chair and a rope and tied it around her neck, swinging the chair right off from her feet as she just was floating in the air. At first, she struggled, her legs swinging left and right as she twitched around. But soon enough her movements came to a end.

I just stared at her lifeless body in a white oversized dress just hanging in her room, facing my window. She had given up and I couldn't do anything about it, because i was just a coward.

I'm not so proud of this one, but I hope you still enjoy💕❣️ sorry for the late update