Finn's POV

After all Y/n and I have been through I can't believe she thinks I'm still some asshole trying to play her. She should know all I want is the best for her, it was a mistake asking her to come with me. I stormed back to the kitchen to grab another beer, when I got there everyone was standing around drinking. I sat down at the bar stool,
"Hey there handsome." Ellie says leaning on the counter besides me.
"What do you want Ellie?" I sigh.
"Nice goodbye party, I'm going to miss you." She says flirtatiously.
"Ellie, I'm not in the mood for your shit." I say chugging the rest of my beer.
"Finn is she bothering you?" Millie asks slurring her words coming up to us.
"No, she was just leaving." I roll my eyes.
"Let me get us tequila!" Ellie says running to the drinks.
"God that bitch can't take a hint." Millie rolls her eyes sitting down.
"You're so drunk." I chuckle smelling the alcohol off her.

"Nah I'm not that drunk, where's Y/n?" She asks.
"We had an argument." I sigh.
"Oh really? Sorry to hear, I'm not having the best night either." Millie burps.
"I think you've had too much to drink." I say.

"No you're just not on my level." She laughs.
"Ur right, want a shot?" I ask.
"That bitch said she'd bring us some." Millie shrugs.
"True I'll wait for it." I say.
I saw Ellie pouring us shots, I noticed her reach in her pocket-
"Yo where have you been?!" Jack asks with the guys behind him. They're drunk.
"Oh you know, around." I say.
"You talked to her?" Jack whispers in my ear.
I nodded my head and he sighed.
"Sorry." He says sitting down next to me.
"Let's take shots!" Gaten shouts.
"Perfect, I brought us glasses and tequila!" Ellie says coming back and placing everything down.
We all gave her a weird look, but they still grabbed a shot glass. I was reaching for one but Ellie stopped my by handing me a glass. Without thinking about it I grabbed from her hand, we all took the shots at the same time. Everything only goes downhill from here. Shot after shot I drank away, but I know my limit.

So I stopped, but something was wrong. I felt this rush. My head was spinning in a way, I could feel my body tingling as I move. I watched the guys dancing and everyone having a good time. But I couldn't keep my head on one thought only, I'm so confused. I need fresh air, so I went upstairs and went inside my room then tripped onto the floor. I just laid there watching the ceiling. The vibration of the music downstairs came through the floor. I just started laughing, I feel euphoric.

Y/n POV

I imagined what it would be like living with Finn, having a future with him. But the future seems to disappear when I think about being away from each other for a year. Then I think about how I would be living without him in a year. God I can't live without him. I need to find him and tell him I'll go with him. Maybe I'm making a mistake going but all that matters is that I am in love him. I have to tell him I love him. I checked my phone, damn it's almost three in the morning. When I got to the house I went inside to the living room, everyone is mainly gone. There's only the girls and guys left,

"Y/n! Where have you been?" Millie slurs.
"Just chilling in the garden, where's Finn?" I ask.
"The garden?!" Noah asks and burps.
They're all wasted.
"We should go there I bet it's pretty right now In the moonlight." Sadie says trying to sit up straight but wobbly.
"I think you guys should stay here for the night." I chuckle.
"Nah I'm cool to drive back home." Jack slurs pulling out his car keys from his pocket.
"Oh no your not." I say grabbing his keys from his hand.
"Yeah Y/n's right we should stay the night." Millie yawns passing out on the couch.
"I think I see drool." Caleb laughs.
We all laugh,
"Tomorrow we'll help clean up, this house is a huge mess." Sophia chuckles.
"Thanks guys, so do you know where Finn is?" I ask.
"Finn?" Jack asks.
"I haven't seen him in a minute." Noah says.
"Wait didn't he leave?" Sadie asks.
"Oh yeah he diddd!" Gaten says.
"Yeah we saw him leave." Caleb says.
"He left? Where!?" I gasp.
"He didn't say." Sophia burps.

Immediately I called his phone, straight to voicemail. I checked his location, his phone is dead- I can't see.
"I have to go looking for him." I say.
"I'm sure he's fine Y/n." Jack says standing up walking wobbly towards me.
"I'm going out to look for him, just in case. Jack can I borrow your car?" I ask.
"Of course, it's stick though." He says.
"I can drive stick." I say.
"Do you want us to come with?" Noah asks.
"No, your all pretty wasted. Go upstairs and find a guest room to stay at." I smile.
"Alright we will, come on let's carry Millie upstairs." Gaten says.
"I got it guys." Jack says picking up Millie gently. Before I walked out the house I saw them all walking upstairs. Why would Finn leave out of no where with a dead phone? Something must be wrong. I hope it's not because of our argument.
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