Y/n pov

As I mopped the kitchen, I heard the door open and footsteps coming in. Jack is here. So I move the mop water to the side with the mop and sat down at the island counter top.
"Careful, I just mopped." I say before Jack steps into the kitchen.
"You know, you deserve a day off." Jack says smiling walking into the kitchen carefully and sitting besides me.
"Well, I signed up for this." I sigh, no I didn't.
But I got up and grabbed Jack a drink from the fridge, and handed it to him.
"So that video, pretty spicy." He winks.
"Was it that bad?" I groan.
"Bad?" Jack giggles.
"I bet it's all over porn websites and crazy fan pages- your the famous lucky lady to turn Finn Wolfhard from a charming player to a charming lover." Jack jokes.
"Charming lover? Really?" I laugh.
"You get what I'm saying though right?" He asks.
"That we're officially porn stars?" I ask joking.
"No! But that would be hot- no!" He says.
I laughed,
"Ur gross." I giggle.
"You'll understand one day." He shrugs.
"Whatever." I shrug sitting down next to him again.
"Remember this conversation Y/n." He says.
I don't know why but a part of me told myself that I will remember this.

"So why'd you come here?" I ask.
"Well after that video got leaked, he told me everything. But I knew all along he liked you." Jack smirks.
"So you know we're-" He cuts me off.
"Basically together but complicated as fuck." He chuckles.
"Together? No I mean complicated yeah, we were going to take it slow." I sigh.
"Your both very unique people, with very different lives. But I'm finding it hard to understand what's going on." Jack sighs.
"Well, let me start from the beginning. To be honest Jack- before moving into this place, I had no one to talk to." I say.
"What about your family?" He asks.
"The thing is, my mom was the one who had this job- not me. She left me here alone to do the job. Then unexpectedly he showed up one night, I'll admit I got lucky- because I got to meet all of you." I smile.
"Aw I'm touched, I'm sorry about your mom." He says.
"Thanks, but to sum up- I have to work hard for myself. After this job, I'm going to use the money to get myself an apartment near this coffee shop. I'm going to work there full time, and go to UCLA- I got in with a scholarship." I say.
"Wow, you sure got your whole life planned." Jack sighs.
"Yeah-" I say.
"Meanwhile, by next month when your done with this job- Finn will be on his world tour." He says realizing the problem.
"I like Finn, I really do. I fell for him, when I told myself I wouldn't. But I saw his true self, behind the shell he covers himself with so much." I say.

Jack sighs,
"Okay, I understand now. Be honest, do you really really like him?" He asks.
"Well-" I say.
I thought about it for a second, I guess this whole time I hated him because I was trying to get rid of the fact that I was deeply attracted to him. He was a major jerk when I met him though, I knew there was more to him all along. Just took a while for me to see him, all of what makes him- him.
"I really do, more than I've felt for anyone before." I admit.
That's the first time I've said that out loud.
"I've been best friends with him for years, I've never seen him this way about a woman. I know he feels the same too Y/n, maybe even more." Jack softly smiles and puts his hand on my shoulder.
"I don't know what to do." I sigh.
"My advice, I'd say fuck it. Enjoy the time you have now together, time will eventually catch up. But you'll figure it out if you both really like each other." He says.
"What if we both just end up hurt?" I ask.
"Then be hurt, at least you'll have gotten to experience being with Finn. You don't want to live the rest of ur life wondering how it could have been, focus on right now. Not what's to come Y/n." Jack says with enthusiasm.
I kinda smiled thinking about Jack's advise, making the best out of what we have. I'll take what I can get at this point.

Hours later..

The whole day had went by, and Wolfhard still was not home yet. I felt nervous waiting for the second for him to walk through the front door. I wanted to run into his arms and tell him how negative I was being. Tell him how I want to do this with him. But it was midnight- and he still was a no show. Disappointed I stood up from the couch and went to my room. I'm exhausted from cleaning today- yet I'm still wide awake ready to wait for him to come home. I have this pit feeling like I can't sleep till I know he's okay and that we're okay.

Another long hour later..

It's now almost two in the morning, is he really avoiding me this hard? I can't take it anymore, I'm going down to his recording studio. I called an Uber to pick me up. The driver got there quickly and I gave them the address to the building in downtown LA. After paying him for the ride, I stormed inside madly. How could he leave me all day wondering where the hell he is? Why would he do that to me? As I approached the door I heard music playing and the mumbled voice of his voice singing. To get into the room there's this small middle room with a window- it's pitch black in there. So I quietly walked inside and hid in the corner of the small room to watch him. All of my anger faded away when I heard his voice. This song, it's new.

"-Tonight the music seems so loud-
I wish that we could lose this crowd-
Maybe it's better this way-
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say-
We could have been so good together-
We could have lived this dance forever-
But now, who's gonna dance with me?-
Please stay-" Finn's voice was perfect. He sounded amazing, and the lyrics- he wrote them? His eyes were closed singing into the microphone, I could see he's lost in the song. After the last lyric I saw him stop singing but the music was still going, why did he stop?
"Play it back again." Finn says opening his eyes, preparing to restart.
"That's like the tenth time I've played it back Finn, it's great." His producer says.
"No it has to be perfect!" Finn says demanding his producer restarts the music.
My anger had went away when I saw Finn had my anger doubled. I feel so stupid being here now, what was I thinking coming here? I sighed and was about to walk out but I bumped into this box and it made a loud noise.
"Who's there?" Finn asks.
A part of me wanted to run out and hide, but I knew that wasn't the right thing to do.
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Hey loves! I'm sorry that I have been lagging posting, I was going to start being consistent again but then turns out I got tested positive with covid 19 :/ I'm recovering well though, I hope you enjoy this part!!