Y/n pov

I felt this euphoria, I never felt so alive. The feeling of excitement and happiness clashed together with the alcohol. It didn't take long for me to forget why I was even crying. All I knew was Wyatt was mad that everyone was all over me. They all wanted to dance with me and get a chance to speak with me, I was the girl of the whole room. Standing out, not my usual position. There are famous people on this boat and they still chose me to be with me, the guys started to be all over me. Wanting grind on me and dance- but the thought of Finn watching that made me feel guilty. So I didn't let anyone touch me in that way, but I found myself with Ellie again at the bar.
"I think I'm starting to like drunk Y/n more than regular Y/n." Ellie giggles taking a shot.
"I think everyone likes her more." I chuckle almost losing my balance.
"So what happened? I thought Wyatt's little rumor had made you upset?" She asks.
"Ohhhhh yeahhhhh! That's why I was crying!" I laugh.
"Aw you were crying?" Ellie asks.
"Yeah but I ain't no bitch to cry over a false rumor!" I kept laughing and I could tell she was getting annoyed.
"But that must have hurt you." She sighs.
"Nope, not one bit. Besides- no one really knows who I am, I'm not famous. I don't matter to the world- and I like it that way." I smile wrapping an arm around her.
"Y/n! Come dance!" Millie cheers from the dance floor.
"Sorry Ellie, my ladies are calling me!" I giggle running away to the dance floor again.

Finn's pov

I was too busy making sure Y/n was okay that I completely zoned out about who I was actually there with.
"Finn!" Jack yells.
"W-What? Sorry." I sigh focusing on him.
"Dude you've been in and out all night, what's on ur mind?" He asks.
"Nothing." I sigh kinda looking at Y/n's direction again.
"Oh shit- your into L/n aren't you?" Jack asks.
"What? Your hilarious." I chuckle.
"It makes so much sense, that's why you were so mad about Wyatt spreading a rumor about her." He says.
"You know I always hated Wyatt anyways Jack." I scoff.
"Let's be real though, your never and I mean never care for anyone's drama. But you fed into Wyatt's when it was about her-" Jack smirks.
I sighed, then looked over at her.
Since the moment I first met her, she's been this magnet. Almost like a drug, but I haven't even had a dose of it yet- I'm already addicted. I watched her dancing with the girls, everyone has there eyes on her. She did one thing that made me impressed- make everyone forget some stupid rumor. When she sets her mind to something she'll get it done. I've seen her do it everyday working so hard to keep my uncle's house maintained. I looked at Jack who was still looking at me looking at Y/n, so I sighed and grabbed his arm pulling him outside the party to the edge of the boat.

"I feel like I'm going insane Jack, I don't know why I'm acting this way-" I groan.
Jack just kinda smiled at me.
"I've been feeling these different emotions when I'm with her, I don't know what it is or how to control it anymore." I sigh rubbing my neck looking out at the ocean.
"Trust me, I know exactly what the problem is." He kinda laughs.
"What? I'm open to ideas right now." I say.
"Finn my friend, your falling for Y/n." Jack smiles putting one hand on my shoulder.
"Ugh yeah right, you sound insane-" I scoff.
"Think about it Finn- you told me yourself you looked for love through one night stands thinking you'd get it. But you got out of it an image of picking up woman to have sex with them once- since then all women just want you for that one thing." Jack explains.
"Okay we get it I've never had luck with love. What are you getting at?" I ask.
"You didn't have a one night stand with Y/n, and she doesn't want to have sex with you-"
"Okay jeez and?" I ask.
"And you didn't meet her at a club, you didn't invite her to your place, your not romantically involved at all, you got a good start with her going- unlike your other relationships. You've never had something like this where you were friends with a girl then suddenly caught feelings." He smiles.
I thought about what he said.

This goes much deeper than just trying to find love in one night stands. My mom left me with my alcoholic fuck father, love wasn't a thing to me. My bad decisions in the past wanting to be loved by someone got me this horrible image of being a one night stand to women. Now I cannot ever get that image gone, all because I wanted love. It is my fault, I was desperate for love. But even the girl I might actually care about thinks of me that way too. Before I could answer Jack, the boat suddenly got to the docks and a man put the ramp down. Then out came Y/n and the girls drunk as fuck unbalanced everywhere. I lost sight of her when the rest of the people inside the party came out to leave.
"Shit, she's going to get herself hurt." I say leaving Jack there to go find her.

I pushed through the crowd off the boat and to the parking lot, where I saw her there being held up by Noah. When I got closer I saw Gaten and Caleb there too.
"Hey Finn, listen since you live with Y/n could you take her with you." Noah kinda chuckles seeing me.
She was half awake holding onto him-
"I can drive myself!" Y/n giggles.
"Uhm no you can't nugget." Gaten laughs.
"Why not?" She yawns.
"Because your stupid drunk!" Noah laughs holding her up so she doesn't fall.
"I'll take her." I say holding my arms out and Noah hands her to me.
She held onto me, wrapping her arms around my neck. I thought about how this would be crossing the lines to our rules but I don't care.
"You smell good." She chuckles resting her head on my chest.
"You got it Finn?" Caleb asks.
"Yeah, I got it. See you guys later." I say wrapping an arm around her waist and helping her walk to my car. Jack came up to me before I got to my car.

"Please tell me your still not denying your feelings." He says.
"Jack!" Y/n smiles.
"Y/n! Wow you are really drunk." He laughs.
"Yeah well we need to get going back home, see you later." I say continuing to walk to my car.
"Wait let me hug Jack bye!" Y/n whines as I continued to basically carry her.
When I finally got to my car I placed her on the passenger seat, then grabbed her seat belt to tie it. But as I buckled her in I felt her fingertips cresting my jawline. I looked at her- there was a small gap between our faces. She reeks alcohol but I didn't care-
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