Y/n pov

Finn and I started walking down the shore for a bit, nobody was here- it was so peaceful. Away from the house is actually nice, I leave here and there but not to anywhere like this. Everyday I stress out about my mom and cleaning the house. But for once I wasn't thinking about it.
"So why the beach?" I ask.
"Well- I knew no one would be here." Finn shrugs.
"Oh right." I say.
Awkwardly we walked back to his motorcycle, and I rolled my eyes when I had to wrap my arms around him- then he drove off again.
"Where to now? Home?" I ask.
"You thought that was it?" He laughs.
"Uhm- yeah." I say.
"Your birthday isn't over yet doll." Finn smirks.
"Ugh." I sigh.
We stopped at another red light and these girls in a car next door were taking pictures of us- so I kinda gave them a what the fuck look. Finn did too and they stopped- fans are insane. After a while of driving he parked in front of a dine in pizza place.
"I hope your hungry." He smiles when we took off the helmets.
"Wait Wolfhard, I don't have money to pay." I sigh.
"It's my treat." Finn says grabbing my arm and pulling me inside.
When we got to the front the woman who sat us called us Mr. and Mrs. Wolfhard. Finn and I just looked at each other and laughed about it.
We got a table and were sitting down-

"I feel guilty." I sigh.
"Why?" He asks.
"I can't afford to pay." I say.
"Doll, I already said it's my treat- for your birthday. But I thought you were getting paid good for house sitting, haven't you gotten weekly checks?" Finn asks confused.
"Well- my mom will give me all the money at the end of the month." I sigh.
"What? Why?" He asks.
I didn't say anything-
"-Oh, this is about your mother not being there at the house." Finn sighs.
I nodded my head,
"You don't got to tell me, I know I was pushy about it before- I respect your privacy." He says.
He's being nice, I don't know why but suddenly I want to tell him everything that's been going on. It's hard holding it all in to myself- maybe telling someone wouldn't be so bad. He might as well know since he does live with me, plus I think I'll have to be the first one to open up for me to get closer to him doing the same. I don't fucken know why I want to break down his wall to see the real him.

"I've been holding it in for so long- it feels weird telling someone." I chuckle.
"I'm listening doll." He says leaning in to listen better.
"Well- the best way to put it is, my mom had me tag along to the house to stay with her over the summer. Then she left me the same day ur uncle left so she can go on a long vacation with her annoying insecure boyfriend." I roll my eyes.
Finn scoffed,
"That's fucked up, she really left you at my uncle's house to do her job?" He asks like if he's heard the most unbelievable thing.
"She did." I sigh.
"Everything makes so much sense now, you better get paid every cent at the end of all this." Finn says seriously.
"Jade did promise me she would." I shrug.
"So that's why you didn't want to do anything- today?" He asks awkwardly.
"Well the past couple of years she wasn't there for my birthday's either, so I never cared to celebrate it." I shrug.
"You don't have friends or other family to celebrate it with?" Finn asks confused.
"My grandparents weren't there for my mom either, so I don't know who they are. Then my mom met a guy, they fell in love- she got pregnant but when she told my dad he left us. So I don't really have family- and as for friends. After high school I kinda just got distant with everyone." I explain.
He sighed and looked like he couldn't believe what I was saying-

"-You don't deserve that, Y/n. I never imagined that was the reason for- everything." Finn sighs.
"Well it is what it is." I shrug kinda chuckling.
"That's not right at all doll, are you at least going to get away from everything once this month is over?" He asks.
"I don't know, I have nowhere else to go. I just graduated school, there's no money for me to go to college. I'm stuck- in my own life." I say.
There was a moment of silence.
"Let's not talk about anymore deep conversations on your birthday." Finn says with a soft smile.
"Hey! No no no, I shared something personal- now it's your turn." I smirk.
He looked at me like I'm crazy,
"-What do you want to know?" He sighs.
"There's one thing that really stands out about you Wolfhard, I saw it from the moment I met you." I smirk.
"And that is?" Finn asks.
"Why are you staying at your uncles? I mean, aren't you loaded with money?" I ask.
"-Just like you, my mom left my dad once I was born. Then my dad became an alcoholic- because of the pain of losing my mom. So before I could buy a house for myself, I canceled the contract- I needed a place to crash and my uncle is the only family I got." He shrugs.
"Don't you have a brother?" I ask.
"Unfortunately he's a rich, cocky, fucker- like my uncle but he can be good sometimes." Finn says.
"My first impression of you was a rich player, oh and also cocky." I sigh.
"Has that changed?" He asks.
I nodded my head and smirked.

"My first impression of you was a liar, now I feel I see you differently. Especially when yesterday you we're helping me with my song." Finn says.
"Look at us, getting to know each other after a week of living under the same roof." I giggle.
"You'd think we'd at least know a little about each other." He laughs.
That's when the pizza came and we started eating,
"You know my first kiss, the guy's lips tasted like soda and chicken-" I laugh while eating.
Finn started to crack up,
"How old were you?" He asks.
"Twelve, he was my neighbor." I giggle.
"My first kiss was horrible too, she tried to stick her tongue down my throat when I was only trying to peck her lips." Finn laughs.
"Gross. How old were you?" I chuckle.
"Ten." He says.
"Of course, you did everything before me didn't you?" I smile.
"Looks like it, I'm just hard to resist." Finn winks.
"Oh yeah, I live with you and I think I'm managing fine." I laugh.
"Your just different- and I actually like that you are." He smiles.
My cheeks started to burn up,
"Well, you need someone in your life that's unusual don't ya?" I say brushing it off.
He nods his head and we continued eating.
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I'm hungry- Finn buy me pizza