Y/n pov

The next morning..

With my birthday in two days, I kinda felt like I was back in this hole. My life hasn't started yet but I'm stuck here in this hole. Eighteen, they say it's the best year of your life- but it just feels like a mess waiting to happen. I think last night Finn and I got back into our good place like before the night I got drunk. It felt good talking and laughing with him again- he's more than a tough bad boy, I can see there's more to him. I wish he would let his guard down around me though, I don't know why he makes me smile all the time and make me feel so tingly. Ugh I hate it so much! But I sat down taking a break from cleaning- in the room with the sculpture.

*Phone call*

"Hello?" I answer.
"Heyy girl! I heard you had a little date with Wyatt after the concert!" Millie squeals,
Shit.
"How did you find out?" I chuckle.
"I have eyes and ears everywhere babe." She giggles.
"I'll keep that in mind." I smile.
"So tell me everything! How was it?" Millie asks.
"Well- it wasn't the worst or best date I've ever been on." I sigh.
"Ouch was it boring?" She asks.
"Kinda, there was just no connection between him and I- besides I'm not really looking for anything right now." I shrug.
"Is that because you have eyes on someone different?" Millie asks.
"Uhm-"
Why is Finn the first person who came into mind!?
"Nope, nobody." I say.
"Hm, well how's living with Finn?" She asks.
"It's-"
Confusing.
"-interesting." I sigh.
"You know how many girls would murder to be in your situation?" Millie giggles.
"Yeah I'm not surprised." I scoff.
It's obvious females drool all over him, especially because he's extremely-
"What's that supposed to mean?" She says with this tone, I was about to say sexy but I stopped myself from thinking that immediately.
"It means- I mean he's famous of course they would." I chuckle brushing it off.

"So when's your birthday again?" She asks.
"You remember it was coming up?" I ask shocked.
"Of course! So are we having a party?" Millie squeals.
"Well- honestly I'm not in the birthday spirit this year, I don't want to celebrate." I sigh.
"What!? Your crazy! But honestly- I respect your decision. Well I hope you have a good birthday regardless if you have a party or not." She says.
"Thank you Millie, well I better get going I have to finish my chores." I sigh.
"Ohh right I forgot your the house sitter, I won't keep you then- bye see you!" Millie says.
"Bye!" I smile.

*End of Phone call*

So I sighed about to get back at mopping,
"Aren't you supposed to be cleaning?" Finn asks walking inside the room.
"Not that it's any of your business- I was taking a break." I say.
"Hm, are you mopping the whole house?" He asks leaning on the doorway.
"Yeah, I figured mopping twice a week is the way to keep the floors clean." I shrug.
"Doesn't that take all day?" Finn asks.
"Well I started about two hours ago, and I have the other half of the house to do- so kinda." I sigh.
Finn says nothing and just walks into the room admiring the sculpture-
"It's quite expensive." He mumbles.
"Aren't you supposed to be out, doing celebrity things?" I ask standing up.
"Like what doll?" Finn smirks.
"I don't know- recording songs, meet and greets, being an ass." I tease.
"As much as I love being an ass in public, I enjoy staying home once and a while." He says.
"How do you write your songs? What's your secret?" I ask.
"If I told you it wouldn't be a secret now would it? But I guess I should be writing a new song- well I'll leave you to your house sitting duties." Finn says walking away. I grabbed the mop and started to mop again-

Finn's pov

Y/n said I should be showing more of my soft side, love songs. Totally not something I've done before, but I guess not all singers are hard and hiding there true selfs. So I hopped onto my bed and grabbed my notebook. Ugh, how do I write about love for a girl when I've never even loved anyone!? Eventually I wrote a love song- or what I think a love song. So I ran downstairs to prove to Y/n that I can be soft and not such a hidden figure. She wasn't downstairs so I went back upstairs- there she was laying down on the couch asleep- in the middle of the day?
"Doll?" I ask sitting down next to her sleeping body. Wait she must be exhausted-
I was about to get up to leave her be but she woke up-
"God what the hell are you doing?" She asks popping up and scooting away from me.
"I came down to show you a song I wrote." I say holding the notebook in my hands.
"Oh, don't scare me like that." Y/n says.
"Whatever." I say handing her the notebook.
She sighed and looked at it.

Y/n pov

His lyrics were the same, about having meaningless sex with women.
"Finn, this song is great- but it's just like your others ones." I say handing him the notebook back.
"What do you mean I mentioned love in the song?" Finn asks pointing at a line.
I looked at the line he was pointing at-
"That says 'Tryna love me, but they never get a pulse down" that's no where near love- your practically bragging in this song about how much love from women you could get but you won't give them the same." I sigh.
"Ugh, well I know my producer would love this song. I still think it expresses love." Finn says.
I scoffed and grabbed the notebook from his hand-
"You think "I've been runnin' through the pussy, need a dog pound- Hundred models gettin' faded in the compound" is about love?" I ask.
"Well-" He says.
"And "I'm back to my ways 'cause I'm heartless- All this money and this pain got me heartless" please explain to me how that is love?" I ask cutting him off.
Finn said nothing and took the notebook from me-
"There was another line I saw too "Tryna be a better man, but I'm heartless- Never be a weddin' plan for the heartless- Low life for life 'cause I'm heartless" why would love be involved with being heartless?" I ask.
"Okay okay I get it!" Finn says.
Then it hit me- Wolfhard's never been in love. I mean I can't talk I've never been in love either, I thought I was once.

He sighed frustrated-
"Your right, this whole song is shit-" Finn says standing up, ripping the page out of the notebook and crumbling it up. What the fuck is he doing!?
"Wolfhard! Stop." I say snatching it from him and fixing it-
"The songs shit, no where near a love song." He says grabbing it back.
I stood up and snatched it back-
"This song isn't bad Wolfhard stop being so hard on yourself!" I yell.
"How do I fix it then?" Finn yells.
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Song credit
Heartless by The Weeknd

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