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β The rest of the world
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β But we're in
screaming colors β
β And I remember
thinking β
NAME
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RAYDER "RAY" GAINSBOURG*
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MEANING
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RAYDER - Children are like living buddhas. Their view of the world is so untouched by the noise of modern society and they have such clarity around deeper topics of spirituality and the meaning of life. They're like little counselors, which is exactly what Rayder means in English. True to life.
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NICKNAME*
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Ray // Rider // Riker
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AGE
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24
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GENDER
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Male
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SEXUALITY
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Straight
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APPEARANCE
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Laurin Krausz
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PERSONALITY
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β Deep conversations with the right people are priceless β
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Rayder is a charming person, everything about him is perfect. His smile, his eyes, his heavy built-up, those edibles abs, he truly is a face carved outta magazine, but that is something he really is not. Instead, Rayder is an airline pilot. Funny! *laughs* This attractive male has girls on his feet, but that is also something he really doesn't likes. Now, not saying that Ray is a closed off or zombie-serious kind of person. In reality instead, he is quite open and friendly. Someone, all who wants is to have some fun in life and be happy. However, he doesn't likes the unwanted attention, he also doesn't likes the interference, unless he himself is ready to open up that is. Slightly arrogant, and mildly obsessive, Rayder is a whole package of an unpredictable personality.
Sometimes Ray likes to speak so much, that he would bleed one's ears but there are times when he doesn't feels like uttering a single word. That doesn't mean that he is moody or something, but he surely has some emotional weaknesses, which he couldn't help and neither could deal with. Sometimes he makes it quite obvious that he is struggling to keep himself on check, but then there are times when he is keeping everything in and there is not even an etch drawn on his face. It's not about good acting, however, it's about how much importance that person holds for him, whom he don't want to make feel bad at any cost. Especially, with the drama of his own life and moods.
Ray is not a basic flirt though, but he has that alluring charm in him that can be really surprising sometimes. He knows how to tease and shoot playful remarks. Dirty jokes? Oh, bring it on! As said, he could be really surprising sometimes. Especially, seeing the kind of serious aura he is wearing almost every time. The guy is very understanding at that, and actually knows what he is talking about, when and to whom. Most of the times. Except, when he is drunk, because after that he is pretty much a messed up person. Doing funny things, saying stupid stuff, even cracking jokes which are so old, you can smell them. He could be really honest at that moment, and would end up saying anything there is in his heart. But because he is a heavy drinker, it's quite a possibility he wouldn't remember a thing.
Ray cannot deal with boring people, especially who are quiet and have nothing to say. Yes, yes silence is golden but Come-on, a conversion with someone who is gonna sit still and look pretty, is so not cool. The guy don't want to be that person in the conversation who is always speaking. If there's nothing to talk about, he would be more than ready to give up and leave. He doesn't likes being dragged or forced to do something that doesn't interest him. And if something like this happens, there are possible chances for him to come out as rude. Which he thinks is totally not his fault. Ray is not a bad person, however, his past had him all messed up. But something that hasn't changed in all these years, is his heart of gold. He really is caring and loving. Just doesn't know how to make that obvious, but he also has his own ways to that even.
Rayder loves going out and explore, he has liking for touring around and once in a year he dedicates his holidays for this purpose itself. The reason he is pilot, well, says a lot of this liking of his. However, work is also hectic, and the responsibility of everyone's safety is overwhelming, but he does it quite well and professionally. Maybe he doesn't likes to show sometimes, but Ray never wants to disappoint anyone. That is just plain awful for him and he feels really bad about it, in case he ends doing the same somehow. The regret is really heavy on his shoulders and he could be really helpless to think of anything that could help his case. Yes, apologising seems the like the only thing that could be done, but it should be heartfelt right? So how could a single word would be able to do that? There should be some more efforts, to show that one actually he means it. Hence, he tries to come up with different ideas to not only apologise but clear all doubts and confusion. It could be a treat, dinner, or anything that he think fits the situation.
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LIKES
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β Do something that remind yourself
that you're alive β
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- Spending time with family and friends.
- Going out, drinking and having fun.
- Exploring new places, cities and countries.
- Indulge himself in a good conversation.
- His workout regimen and time he spends for that.
- Cars, technology and video games.
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DISLIKES
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β Good things take time β
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- Smoking really kills you know?
- Boring and quiet people.
- The overly studious people.
- Spending the most of his day staying in and watching TV. It's so waste of time he could swear.
- Misunderstanding and disappointing others.
- To be the only one putting efforts in any kind of relationship.
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HOBBIES
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- Driving his car and bike.
- Swimming really helps in cooling him down.
- Going out and having at least a walk if not anything.
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STRENGTHS
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- Amazing communication skills, not only professionally but personally as well.
- A good pilot?
- Responsible and caring.
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FLAWS
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- When drunk he is brutally honest.
- Bad habit of working out too much when stressed and in bad mood.
- He could be snappy and arrogant sometimes.
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FAMILY & FRIENDS
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Parents
Pets
Friends
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BACKSTORY
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β Don't fuck with my feelings
just because
you're unsure of your own β
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His life at home has been fairly normal, however, excluding the part where his mother and father got legally separated. It's different from being divorced, but only Ray knows that it's possibly the worse thing than that. During childhood, Ray had been torn between his parents, who couldn't make up their mind about what they wanted to do with him. It was used to make him so frustrated and unfocused, it was really DΓ MN. All he wanted was peace and what he got was quite opposite of that. There was also a time when he was fed up with both of them. At that time, his friends became his only source of relief and happiness and be couldn't be more thankful. After completing his studies, Ray didn't waste a single second and left home. Both homes. And got himself his own place. Trust him, his life became so much easy and less stressed after that. He got into his civil aviation training and after that got hired as well. Meanwhile, he got his best friend shifted with him in his flat and now they live together. When he was offered a residence by the company he works in, he couldn't help but take it. Who would not, right? It wouldn't be wrong to say that Ray is pretty much a settled person, however, he still had few dreams to accomplish. Including, to be able to find a life partner. Someone would love him and he could love as well. Whom he could cuddle and pour his heart out. Hopefully, he would find one, someday!
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THOUGHTS ON THE SELECTION
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β I wish I had someone to talk to
when I can't sleep β
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Ray doesn't have much expectations, however, he still is a tad excited. To meet the royals of France isn't a small thing to begin with, adding to that a chance to fall in love? Well, who could refuse and say no. If not anything, he is sure that his time would be good and it would be an amazing experience as well. Once in a lifetime kind of opportunity, that's what he likes to think about it.
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QUOTES
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DRESS STYLE
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AESTHETIC
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OTHER
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β Lights will guide you home β
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Ray was born in the month of January, and blue is his favourite colour. However, he too leans towards sea green sometimes, but meh who cares. Even then, he is going to opt black and grey for his clothing and stuff. The guy also has a big appetite and can eat almost everything. Ray also had a girlfriend during his college, and he was really in love with her, well, his teenage mind liked to think of it that way. But things got worse after the completion of college and they ended up only to break up and went their own separate ways.
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