”Ugh i hate myself” i said while stepping so hard to my room. At this moment, i feel like self harming.. again.

Actually, i started doing that after dad's death. I often feeling unworthy and a mess for everyone, even now. Sometimes i promise myself not to do it again and think about people who loves me. I keep on crying because i dont know what to do. Should i stay or just do as what mark say?

Suddenly someone knocked on my door. I quickly wipe all my tears and put on a smile before opening the door.

”Dad?” i said and almost drop my tears. He then sat on my bed and begin to talk to me.

”Y/n, my daughter.” just hearing that makes my heart weak and i started to cry. Dad immediately hug me and pat my back, not asking why im crying this hard.

”Y/n, you should go back to your place.. even if im not there” dad said while smiling, trying not to make me cry harder.

”H-how did you know?” i said while tearing like a waterfall.

Dad's pov.

2 days ago.

I was cleaning y/n's room when she's at school and i found a mysterious book. I really wanted to read them but my daughter would be sad if i do.

My desire just told me to read the book and i finally read them. Im really shock that i found something i think i shouldn't. I flipped the book's pages and started tearing up. What happened to her?

I finally understand what happened and i think i should talk to her personally. She's really having a hard time.

Y/n's pov.

”Im sorry, i accidently read your diary”

”And im sorry for not being there for you when you need me” said dad again. Warm tears started falling on his cheeks. That really hurts my feelings to see him cry. What does it feel knowing that they're gonna die? No one knows.

”Dad, im—”, he quickly wipe my tears and said that its okay to cry if i need to.

”Im sorry, my daughter”
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Mark's pov.

I was waiting in front of y/n's house like yesterday and its not her mom that opens the door but her dad.

”Hello uncle, i was waiting for y/n.. to go to school together” i said getting nervous.

”She's not going to school today” he said with a cold expression. What happened to him. I just nodded my head and was about to go but he then asked me to get inside of his house.

”You're mark, right?” he asked.

”Yea, im mark.. y/n's—”

”I know who you are. Her boyfriend” he said again while bringing a jug of water to me. I was extremely shook. How did he know?

”Y/n really love you, you know that?” he asked while looking at me with an eagle-like eyes. I was so nervous that i can only nodded.

”Mark, can you do me a favor” he asked suddenly looking desperate.

”Yes uncle?” i said wanting him to continue.

”Take her back and please take care of my only daughter. Please dont make her cry” he said while holding my hand showing that he's really sincere. I was shook for the second time, i should ask y/n what happened later.

”Uncle...”

”Its okay, i hope you guys find your way back. And y/n said that she'll wait for you at namsan this night” he said again. I thanked him and rush myself to a accessories shop.

I quickly pick a couple ring that i gave y/n when we first met. I hope this works well.

Y/n's pov.

I make myself quick and waited him at namsan as i promised. Within few minutes, i saw him running to me while bringing something with a paper bag. Without realizing, he made me smile.. again.

”Sorry, am i too late?” he asked worried that I'll be mad. I just giggled and that makes him relief. He then take out a small box from that paper bag.

”Kim y/n, would you like to be mine again?” he asked with a big smile on his face. I immediately nodded and he quickly put the ring he bought on my finger.

”Thank you”, he said while hugging me.

[ Last chapter is coming in a moment! ]