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(Oikawa's POV)

I quickly got off the plane and headed to the gift shop. My layover lasted for 5 hours so this wasn't a big deal. It's best I write a response right after I read it to get the raw feelings. I'll find her address one way or another or if I visit Japan again. The slip of paper was only her number which I already had and links to her other social media. That's not enough.

I took a stack of paper and another stack of envelopes along with some black pens. She's always loved the little notes and maybe she'll love written letters more. I sat at the waiting area, struggling for words to write.

dearest y/n,

I started to trail off after. There were just too many words wanting to come out but nothing seemed to. It will come to me eventually. As of now, I'm trying to stay awake and try one of those korean skincare things.

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[One year later]

My graduation ceremony ended and me and the others are now having celebratory dinner. "So what's going to happen after?" Tora asks us. Kenma shrugs and grabs another piece of meat.

"Well, I'll be travelling in one week before I attend university and to continue the travel blog I've been working on." He nods while I grab another piece of meat.

"Well, I hope to see you all very soon." Fukunaga comments before placing another meat on the grill. We nod, laughing as we reminisce our memories together. Despite a terrible second year, my third year was alright. Kenma eventually opened up and became comfortable around me. I met his friend, Hinata a really bubbly and energetic person. He was trying to pursue beach volleyball but continued playing volleyball for Karasuno and placing themselves in the Nationals stage. Tora accepted that I will never be club manager and Fukunaga was accepting into my shift in their group. This was the only year I didn't have Mai with me in any part of the year. Nekoma didn't offer exchange so she tried Shinzen and she actually had a good time. Mai was going to stay in California with Iwaizumi so she rejected my offer to travel the world before going to university. A shame to be honest.

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All my paper work was finished for UTokyo so that I can easily shift when I'm done my travelling. Everything was all packed, with a large luggage, and a ton of money and plane tickets. My tour started in South America. Brazil to be exact. My next destination was Argentina. And I've tried to get to different hotels many times but they all said they were out of rooms and could only advice I stay at an Airbnb, or youth hostels. Hopefully I can access a locker at least for a day until I figure out where I can stay.

My parents, Mai and my friends were sending me off to my trip. It was going to be tough to say the least but I needed this for myself. "Now, I know you're going to Argentina but if you don't get yourself a spanish man you need to reevaluate your taste y/n. Also if you see Oikawa, talk to him. He's changed I hope." Mai hugs me one more time before handing me off to Hajime.

"I hope you find yourself out there y/n. I'll see you soon bug." He hugs me tight before settling himself next to Mai. I wave goodbye to all of them and go through the gates. My adventure begins now.

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My trip to Brazil was amazing. My Portuguese, not so much. I went kayaking with some locals at the Amazon and attended a festival at Rio de Janeiro. Asking for pictures from locals was a pain though. Overall it was an amazing experience, I have to go again soon. I went all over South America. From Bolivia to Peru to Chile and Mexico since it was already nearby Peru. I had a wonderful time and I'm glad I saw a brand new world other than just Japan.

My flight to Argentina was tonight and finally one hotel opened up. The results were all over the place but I didn't care, at least I have a room to stay for the time being at least.

The room was actually ok and the hotel staff was nice. I made sure to lock up all my belongings and placed a slipper in the room to prevent me from stepping in something gross later. I only grabbed the important things. Extra clothes, money, passports, and documents in a shoulder bag before heading out to sight see. My spanish was actually ok (yea hi i take spanish and i'm the best in my class so yea i'll use spanish here i guess lolz) so it was easier to talk to locals.

I rounded the corner to my next destination. To my ignorance because my attention was all over the art and scenery of the place, I bumped into someone, their hands distinctively wrapping around my waist and my hands on their arms. "¡Lo siento,! No estaba mirando a donde iba" (translation: i'm sorry. i wasn't looking where i was going). I looked up to see the most unexpected person. Their eyes were familiar and their hair was still the same brown wavy and fluffy type. My eyes widen at the sight of him and tried to push him away.

"Well, hello to you too y/n" My face turned red from embarrassment and hid away from him. "What are you doing in Argentina?" He lets go of my waist and gestured that I come along with him. Unable to process my thoughts, I followed him to his destination and caught up to him.

"Well I wanted to travel before I go back to university. It's my first day here so I thought I'd go sight seeing." I take a sip of my coffee while awkwardly making conversation.

"Do you have a place to stay?"

"Yea at this hotel in downtown. So you're still in volleyball, Oikawa?"

He nods and drags me to a restaurant. "Let's go have lunch y/n!" We sit down at a booth waiting for the waiter to tend to us. He ordered some asado, empanadas and some grilled corn on a cob. "Let's dig in y/n. Itadakimasu." He prays before starting on some corn. I grab an asado and place some in my mouth. "So how was Tokyo y/n?" He takes a break. I'm surprised he can continue a conversation. Like wasn't I the one you accused of cheating when I didn't?

"It was alright. I met someone but we broke up after  a few months since he placed bets on my feelings. Mai and Iwaizumi are looking into moving together there so I don't know where that leaves me since I can't just intrude on them." Taking an empanada from the plate and taking a sip of water. "What about you and Rin?" Stingily asking.

"We broke up after graduation." He responds which for some reason leaves me relieved. Wait what? "Do you want to go sight seeing with me today y/n? You know just in case you get lost I can be a pretty useful guide and not just a pretty face with amazing volleyball talents."

"Still overly confident in your ways I see." He laughs before taking a sip of his water. Today should be interesting.

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My arms were full of shopping bags, which one and half an arm was Oikawa's as we trudged along the shops. He took me to a more local place where there weren't as much tourist and some plazas in the city. Tomorrow he said he'll take me to some nature sites but we were both pretty worn out so we went back to his place to settle him in for the night. He insisted on me staying the night but I kept refusing since I already had a hotel booked.

"The hotel is one hour away from here and at this time, the gangs are roaming around so, you can stay here and I'll take you back to your hotel for your things at sunrise. I swear." I contemplated for a while and finally gave in.

"Do you have any clothes I can borrow?"

He lent me some of his clothes and pointed to the bathroom for me to change. I looked around the room to find a million of products. He never changes he still uses the same products and still owns way too many. I slipped on a new pair of underwear and slipped on his shirt. Like always it's large and covers my thighs around my knees. Almost like a dress. I exit the bathroom, leaning my small bag on the wall.

"Bueno, bueno ahí está la princesa." (translation: well, well there's the princess) he rolls off his tongue making me roll my eyes.

"Calm yourself Oikawa." I sat on the couch, far from him. "Do you have an extra room?" I ask while his attention was on the game playing on the TV.

"Nah, but I can sleep on the couch though-"

"No it's ok I'll sleep on the couch." He frowns and picks me up from my seat. "OIKAWA PUT ME DOWN!" I scream while hitting his back. It was more broad than I remembered. Did he really get that toned here in Argentina in over a year? He places me on the bed and rolls the blanket over me. He knelt down beside me and pushed a strand of my hair back.

"I'm sorry," he mumbles but his face was only inches from mine so I could hear it. "I'm such a dumbass. I thought you cheated on me but you didn't. You loved me too much and now I lost the girl who actually gave me the feeling of love and not just lust. I wish I could have done a better job to keep you but now you're gone and probably in love with someone else and I don't know what to do about that because I still love you y/n. I still want you to be the one walking down the aisle for me in a white dress. I'm sorry y/n! I broke us because I believed in some photo more than you. I let a girl walk all over me only for me to lose and now I'm finding out who was really for me and it's you. It's always been you." He started to break down in tears, covering his face with his hands. I took them away to wipe his tears off. Oh Tooru, if only you knew. He reached for the bed side table and pulled out a letter. "You still love me right? If you do please marry me. You said it yourself in this letter. You wanted to marry me as soon as possible and have a daughter. I can do that if you marry me and still love me-" Wait that was in my letter from second year. I thought they all went missing.

"Oikawa, what are you talking about? I never sent you anything-" He showed me an entire stack of letters. All the envelopes were in my writing. "Who did you get these from?"

"Iwa-chan" That bastard. "So do you still mean it y/n? All of it?" He takes my hand in his, pleading with all of him and anticipating for the answer. "Please don't think I'm still the same asshole from high school. I can show you how I've changed and I'll show you just how much I can love you. So please let me back into your heart?"

a/n: ok this went on for way longer than i thought. i originally was going to put this all in two chapters but i couldn't be assed to make the fonts and sparkles again. anyways part 4 is here and i actually thought i would get this chapter done in like a month because my writers block was intense. i actually really like this chapter because i'm a whole masochistic and go back to someone who will hurt me. also because i know what will happen next because it's my book. the process of my other book is coming along well. title reveal: highness. i'm so excited to release it and hopefully you all love it as well. i really should take longer hiatuses but i'm too attached to this book to not write for like a week. i love you all too much and the support you give me is tremendously appreciated. ok i'm going to be productive now bye bye bubbas