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y/n l/n accepted your message request

y/n: fine whatever,
r.e.m: wonderful
r.e.m: first task, go to the park in 4 hours, if you don't, you'll regret it
r.e.m: i'm spending time with your precious boyfriend, how does it feel that he'd rather be with me right now?

"Mai, let's go home,"

"Are you insane?" She slaps my arm. "No, we're getting a booth-"

"Alright fine!"

She starts talking to the person at the counter and gets handed a key along with a card. "Let's sing our feelings out shall we Your Majesty y/n?"

She drags me to the booths and walks past Oikawa's very slowly. As if we were lingering there. When she was grabbing the key card for the booth, I managed to take off the fake implants, putting my figure back into these baggy clothes. My hair fell back to its original length, my scalp being relieved as I massaged it. The glass was somewhat transparent, my instincts making me look inside to see her sitting on top of Oikawa, clinging onto his neck while watching Maki and Matsu sing a duet. He laughs out loud, cheering for the boys while his arms were slung around her waist. I let out a sigh and went into the booth, grabbing a can of soda from the mini fridge inside. I look at the opposite door once more to see Oikawa place his hands on her waist, making my eyes hurt at the sight. She hands me the tablet and I press the first song I laid my eyes on. 505 by Arctic Monkeys (fun fact, the author stans. not heavily but i like their songs). The tempo starts slow and the lyrics starts. The beat slowly gets faster after a couple strums. It was soft at first, fighting for my words as some tears already managed to escape. Before the chorus even hit, I was already in a puddle of tears, holding back every sob before each verse. I take a deep breath at the break before the chorus, trying to compose myself. As the chorus hits, I pour my emotion into the song, full on sobbing at each line, singing loudly into the microphone.

"GET INTO IT Y/N!!" Mai screams at the end, while the tune was coming to an end. I take a deep breath and drop the mic onto the table before pulling my knees into my chest, letting each cry out. Mai was quick to be on my side, soothing my cries and cooing at me like a child. "Oh my gosh, y/n, he doesn't deserve you." So this is what it feels like, getting your heart broken right in front of you feeling like you can't do anything about it. Worst part, it was with a person I've loved since we were young.

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(Oikawa's POV)

I could hear the next booth's singing. Crying loudly into the mic with the beat of...505...y/n's sad anthem (actually author's sad anthem but let's pretend its yours as well. you can change it as you please). I've taken Rin off my lap several times, yet she still manages to keep herself on. "I'd appreciate it if you kept off my lap"

"Are you calling me fat-"

"No, it's just uncomfortable"

"Come on, Oikawa, we've kissed before, why are you making a big deal-"

"Because I have a girlfriend!"

All music stopped inside the booth, only feeling the vibrations of the next booth belting out their song. "You didn't seem so bothered by it?!"

"Because you never gave me any warning and you cling onto me like a koala!" I yell at her. "I've had enough tonight, I'm going to bed" I take my bag and sling it over my shoulder. I exit the booth and peak into the other. It was y/n and I think that is one of her friends, Mae, May?? Mai, that's her name. She was singing her song, screaming every line with each cry. I'm hurting her...but how do I stop with Rin around.

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(Y/N's POV)

Mai and I walked to the station, her stop was first so it was no problem her seeing me not get off at my usual stop. I stopped at the park before my stop, walking to an empty bench, waiting for Rin.

"Hello y/n-san!" I look up to see Rin, offering her a seat next to me in attempt to be nice. "Oh no need, I'll only be here for a bit"

"Ok, what do you want-"

"I need you to quit as the manager-"

"Hold the fuck up. What are you getting at"

"Oh it's simple, the more you distance myself from Oikawa, the more he won't want you. I mean you could have the alternate option of having the entire school hate you-"

"Fine whatever, I'll tell coach tomorrow. And it's not like it will change how Oikawa feels about me"

"Alright. Good bye y/n. We'll see about that."

I sighed and starts to walk away from her and to the station. "y/n??" A boy calls out to me near the play area. I turn to my side to see Oikawa swinging on the small swing. I walked over to him and sat next to the empty spot.

"How was karaoke?"

"Alright, I had to leave early though. I was expecting something. How was your day, I haven't seen you since lunch"

"It was alright. I saw Mai again so we caught up for a bit. She wants me to do this exchange at Fukurodani because she had a really nice time."

Silence over took us, making it awkward around each other. "Can I tell you something y/n?"

"Go for it"

"Rin...when you left before practice, she jumped up and kissed me. I swear I was trying to pull her off. And then she insisted on karaoke and said I couldn't bring you because it was just third years and I even fought for it. She kept sitting on my lap even if I tried to push her off-"

"No kawa' it's ok. I understand" My feet crossing each other while I fought back the tears.

"Pretty, I'm so sorry, I'll do all I can please don't leave me. Don't cry" He kneels in front of me, wiping off the falling tears. I pulled him into a hug, settling myself into the crook of his neck, feeling his comfort. "Let's get milk bread, love. I missed you a lot"

He picks me up and carries me to the station. He sets me in a booth inside the café before getting a tin of milk bread. "I'm leaving after spring tournaments" He blurts out out of no where.

"What?"

"I'll be going to Argentina after I graduate. But don't worry, we'll keep in touch and I'll even visit you and make sure-" I cut him off with short peck.

"You're talking too much. You're also spitting" I giggling in between words. "I'll keep supporting you. This is your dream any ways. I don't wanna hold you back but only encourage you. We can facetime before I go to bed. We'll work this out, we both know this was bound to happen" I pull him into a hug, soothing the boy. "Which reminds me, I have to quit being the manager-"

"Why??"

"I just can't keep up with it. Don't worry you guys will be ok, I'll even tell coach that a manager isn't needed so Rin doesn't have to stick around. Ok? mmk, let's go home."

"Can I stay over tonight?"

"No you have a match tomorrow"

a/n: ok because i was really inconsistent, i'll give you guys a chapter title, it's just that you'll never know if it's the next one or the last one. ok the chapter is called blossom. i think that's kinda obvious. also this book is literally my reason to live, thank you to everyone who reads this because like why?? i love you a ton. and ive edited a bit with like the time line things and because oikawa can't take coffee. here's the official art to prove it

like give him his extra sweet hot cocoa please!! also i put up an ao3, the username is darlingoikawa and it's just this book minus gifs and fonts and sparkles. and also do you think i should put up a tiktok that isn't my personal so i can update and get more people reading this and so i can interact with people that read this book on tiktok? ok i'm off to write the next part. i love love love you <3