He wasn't at school today, and I was concerned about what he might be up to. I knew he was depressed and self-harmed, but I didn't know if he was suicidal or not, and if he was, it scared the shit out of me knowing that I wouldn't be able to him out in any and couldn't make sure if he was safe or not because for God's sake he wasn't at school.

In any case, I was terrified, and he was the only thing on my mind.

"There once was a boy
Who sat in the back