A:n- hey! Hey! Hey! Thank you for all the reads! And votes/hearts! I hope you will continue to comment and read in future too.

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"𝘞𝘩𝘺, 𝘸𝘩𝘺?"

----𝘒𝘶𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘢 𝘙𝘢𝘯𝘻𝘦---

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?? POV

Soulmate string are often the talk wherever I go.

At the age of 10 none expect me. Neither I expect them to have expectation.

But... Unlike it I got a pink string when I was 11. None could see it.

The string was around my neck. Its colour were pink. That seems to be a taunt for me.

My eyes bored at it when I ask my parents about it.

"A second choice."

That's what I am... Suppose to be, I dislike it. I started to dislike it more.

At first I never really care about soulmate.

But this pink string was like a taunting message that even fate sees me a second option...

Walking around as people are unaware of the string around my neck that always catch my eyes.

Despite trying to ignore it.

I never mention it to anyone nor I felt it was necessary.

My eyes bored at the people talk about this string. Fate. Movie on cinema.

I could care less as it always bring a sour in my mood.

I started to hate the soulmate string.

I hate the person who think me as a second option.

I hate the fate.

So why. Why did fate brought you here? Why us together?

My eyes bored at you on the side as you fail to notice me. Your black string ring finger a distant reminder that you once belong to someone. Perhaps you will return to them so why is the fate choose him.

Just to give false hope.?

My eyes widen slight noticing the white head cling on you on second selection.

Eyes could not be taken off from the taunting pink string.

I recognise because I have the same.

But unlike his mine was lighter.

'I am not even a first choice of pink string huh?' I thought to myself as I walk past you.

I don't care. I never care.

I don't care if you choose someone.

I don't care if you never see me.

I don't care if I am second option.

I don't care if you end up with someone.

So please.

Please.

Don't look at me like this.

Don't hold me like this.

Don't say it.

Don't even utter my name.

I don't like you can't you see?

I don't want to played by you.

I don't want to be given hope.

I am only a second option

So please...

"Kurona Ranze, you really catch my attention"

You uttered my name as I could feel my breath hitch.

I could feel your fingers on my chin.

I could feel the gentleness of your touch.

I could feel my heart beating fast.

I could feel my eyes blurry.

I could feel the tears fall from my eyes.

I could not feel anything else but you.

So please

Please look at me again...

Please look at what you have done.

Please look at what you are making me feel.

Please look at the way things are.

Please look at me when we are apart.

Please look at me.

"Why?" I mutter as I hold his jersey shirt clench on my hand as he seems shock and confused.

He unsurely pat the back of my head.

I couldn't hide it anymore.

I don't hate you.

I can't bring myself to hate you.

You never knew me.

Nor I knew you.

But this familiar tug from you to me.

Your voice.

Whenever you are near me I could hear you clearly.

I could hear your words while you speak on your mind.

Is this what Pink string means.?

Sorry I couldn't reply.

No... Sorry you couldn't hear my reply

I cannot lie to myself anymore.

I cannot lie to myself...

I cannot... Lie.

You fail to recognise.

You fail to recognise me.

You fail to acknowledged me.

Right?

You can't even see the string around my neck tied with your pinky finger.

You can't even see how much you make me feel

I hate you a lot.

I hate you making me feel I am special then the others.

Because for you...

I am just an second option.

Aren't I?

Aren't I?

You don't love me.

You don't love me.

YOU DONT LOVE ME.

so please. Say it on my face.

Say it even if it hurts me.

Say it. It doesn't matter to you.

Say it.

Say it.

Say it to me I am just a second option. Of love.

You will never choose me.

So why.

Why can't I hate you.

Why can't i, hate hate you!?

Please...

Don't hate me back.

Please.

Please.

Don't hate me back.

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A:n- that's all take care good night/morning to all.

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𝘉𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦:

*y/n cannot see the pink string of Kurona as it resemble the first string of fate before he turn the age of 10. Until it got broken off

*Well Kurona can hear your thoughts when he is near you.

*he hear your minds.

*"I want to pick him"

*in a way. Like you want him

*which is why he feel conflicted.

*second string is hate you to core.

*yeah hate you.

*for never chosen him as a first option.

*either way hate is a strong word.

*by the way in U-20 shall y/n play as starter? I mean y/n is going to be selected with Rin, Nagi and all group.

*That's all.