TIREDBIN

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CHANGBIN
TIREDBIN

17/08 • 03:25

how you holding up?
stupid question ik
but,, any better??

being completely honest channie
no
now thats its been a few days
i realise i shouldve listened to him
but
i cant
the thought of messaging him

i get it
if youre not ready
youre not ready

no need to force yourself

the thing is
what if im never ready?
i can only go through heartbreak so many times
its exhausting
and the thing is
a massive part of me just
wants nothing to do with him
like
ever again
block him on everything
delete everything of him

have you?
will you?

there have been so many times i nearly have
but i cant bring myself to
but ik that if i did
a wouldnt have such a weight on my shoulders

i just feel such a dumbass that
it had been only a couple of weeks at most
and i fell so inlove
fuckk
hes my lockscreen/homescreen still
i turn on my phone
and i see that smile of his and i just

miss him?

yeah
i do miss him
god its been like 3 days
probably not even
and i miss him

you love him changbin
if you didnt miss him id be worried

but he fucked me over!
i shouldnt miss him
not after what he put me through

changbin you should listen to him
give him a chance to explain

what he went through left him pretty scarred

what he went through...
you know?

fuck
changbin look

you fucking know
how is it
that you know and i dont
did he tell you?

no he didnt
i promise you he didnt

fucking lies
you know
and yet you let me fucking mope around
looking like a fucking idiot
when all this time
you knew
honestly fuck you chan
you and your australian bestie

wait changbin
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changbin please
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changbin!
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17/08 • 03:54

i'm so so sorry.
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