Type: Mostly Angst, slight fluff
Reader: Gender Neutral
Warnings: Attempted suicide and many mentions of it.
About: Similar to Dazai (From BSD), you attempt suicide quite often though, it never works out.

𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶 𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽

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Second POV

It was lunch time and you were hanging out with Kou and Yashiro. It was a pretty normal day to say the least. Earlier, you had attempted to bury yourself alive but it was too long of a process and Yashiro had to dig you out.

"Yashiro-senpai, I do greatly appreciate you digging me out earlier," You smiled at her, though you couldn't tell if it was a real one.

"Oh, of course (y/n)..!" She laughed a bit, you could tell she was a bit down. You three continued to eat your lunch, Kou being unusually quiet for once. 

Lunch was soon over and you split off with Kou to head to your class. You engaged with some casual conversation, complaining about school, talking about interests, and other things. You had made it to your homeroom finally and you and Kou went off to your own desks. A few others in the class came up to you and started chatting while waiting for class to start. It was quite normal, though you didn't like them very much. Nevertheless, you didn't want to be rude so you talked till class had started.

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It was now after school, or well, almost. There was about 15 minutes till school was over. Raising your (skin/color) arm, you spoke once you were called on.

"Sensei, may I please use the restroom?" You asked sweetly. He had nodded and continued with the lesson. You got up from the chair and started weaving your way through the maze of desks and people. You spotted Kou looking at you as you were at the door, so you gave a smile and waved. You heard him talk as you left the classroom, assuming he had been told to pay attention.

Speed walking, you headed up to the roof quickly. Your (h/c) hair blew softly as you opened the doors to the roof. You closed them and looked up at the sky, leaning on the cold, metal fence. You tapped your finger on its sharp points before standing on top of it. You looked up at the sky and held your (small, medium, large) hands to your chest. You let them fall to your side as you put a foot forward.

"(Y/N)-SAN!" You spotted Kou bursting open the roof doors and running over to you as you fell over the edge. He grabbed your (skin/color) wrist. He looked like he had been crying a bit. "P-please.. Don't do this.." He started pulling you up.

"Why did you save me, Kou-kun?" You asked as he pulled you up. He didn't respond and he grabbed you and brought you onto the roof's ground. He collapsed, crying, as he hugged you tightly. His tears stained your uniforms shirt.

"D-don't leave me, (y/n)-san.. I don't know why you do this but it hurts me.." He stuttered out, not easing up on his tight grip. You were a bit red from the hug lasting so long but you spoke up after a moment.

"No promises, maybe you'll give me something to live for though." You smiled a bit, hugging him back.

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𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑜.

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