A/N~This was requested by zenthegreatest, I hope you and everyone else likes it.

TW~Death threats, body shaming, breakdown and swearing.

Y/N'S POV

I've been getting a lot of hate recently from my 'fans'. I'm yet to tell my brothers about it because they can't do anything about it, and it's out of their control.

Today is the worst day though.

I check my phone, and looks at the comments from my most recent post. It's a picture of me, Chris, Matt and Nick at the beach, and I'm sitting on Nick's shoulders, nearly falling off. 

Flashback

Guys! Let's take a photo. Nick shouts, setting his phone on a timer for the camera. Chris jumps on Matt back and Matt stumbles, but manages to stay standing.

"Up we go Y/N," Nick exclaims, before picking me up, and throwing me on his shoulder, as I nearly get a face full of sand. "Nick! I'm gonna fall!" I put my hands on the top of his head, trying to steady myself.

"I've got you sis," he reassures, as the camera timer ends, snapping a photo of us.

"That's one for the family album!"

Flashback Over

I smile at the photo, as it reminds me of when we were all younger, but the comments wipe the smile from my face.

Ew, she looks fucking disgusting in a bikini.

Nick should've dropped her.

Her brothers would be better off without her.

I shut my phone off and put my head into my pillow. Did they all think that? Are my brothers better off without me.

Before I can stop it, tears begin streaming down my face, soaking the pillow that my face is hiding in.

I suddenly feel my bed dip, and a hand was slowly rubbing my back.

"Hey, what's going on sis?" I hear that it's Chris, and I turn my head to face him, and he instantly sees the tears and my red, puffy eyes. "Oh Y/N, come here."

I sit up and hug Chris tight, crying more and more as he runs his fingers through my hair and continues to rub my back.

"Chris! Did you wake Y/N up ye- what's wrong?" Matt asks, as him and Nick enter my room.

Chris just shakes his head, telling them that I need a minute. Nick sits beside Nick, before taking one of my heads into his, as his thumb rubs over my knuckles. Matt then crouches in front of me, and I move my head from Chris' chest to look at him.

"Talk to us Y/N. Was it a nightmare?" The reason that Matt asks if it was a nightmare is because I get really bad nightmares. I shake my head, and try taking a deep breath.

"I-It was s-some p-p-" I can't even get a sentence out.

"Hey, it's alright, take your time," Nick says, still holding my hand, as Matt helps me take a few deep breaths.

"The fans, they w-were so m-mean." I state, hugging Chris tighter and putting my head back on his chest. I see Matt grab his phone, going to the post and then reading the comments, which tell me that I look awful and that I should just die because my brothers will be better off without me.

"Don't you dare listen to them Y/N. Look at me." Matt says, and I move my head to look at him.

"They're people who are jealous of you, alright? We would never be better off without you. Who would be there to rant with Nick at the back of the car? Who would be there to give me the best hugs when my anxiety gets bad? And who would be there to joke about with Chris? We all love you Y/N, you're our sister."

I get off of my bed, and hug Matt tight, happy tears forming in my eyes. I'm so thankful to have these guys as my brothers.

"Well since you're up now, we need to get going. We're meant to be packing for tour." Nick says. Shit, I haven't even packed.

"I need to pack." I say, getting up to grab a bag from my wardrobe. "We'll help you." Chris states, before they all get up, helping me grab clothes, my essentials and stuff like that.

I finish packing my bag, and then the boys head downstairs, leaving me to get dressed. I look at the post again, and see that my brothers have all commented on it.

So lucky to have this girl as our sister 💙

Can't wait to have Y/N join the tour 🧡

Love you Y/N 💜

I smile at the comments, and then grab my bag and heading downstairs. "Thanks guys," I whisper, as Nick hugs me, Chris and Matt joining the hug as well.

"We're always here for you Y/N." Chris says, before we get told that out tour bus has arrived. We all get in, and place bets on who will win. Me and Nick bet Matt will, Chris thinks he will (typical), and Matt thinks that I will. The winner gets some gummy worms.

I can't believe that I won the Versus Tour and some gummy worms!