𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦: this chapter is based off of lizzy mcalpine's song "ceilings"! i'm literally in love with that song so here you go ;) this is also shorter than i'm used to, but idk it's definitely one of my favs🤷‍♀️

you and katsuki were laughing about random things while in his car. you two had the best night of your lives and you wanted it to last longer.

'but it's over.'

you had noticed that katsuki had been circling your block at this point. he wanting to spend more time with you. he wanted to see your radiant smile, laughing at his jokes. eventually, he decided to take you home.

then you're driving me home.

he had made it to your driveway and parked the car. he was upset to see you go. "well, this is your stop y/n."

you panicked. you wanted to tell him how you felt about him. you had liked him for so long you just wanted to put it out into the open. 'damn it y/n, just do it!'

"hey, uh, katsuki? can i tell you something?" you ask, heart hammering against your chest as you stare into the eyes you always got lost in.

"mhm," he hummed, trying to hide the fact that he was very interested in what you were going to say.

you took a deep breath. 'don't be a pussy now y/n, just tell him!'

"i...erm...I LIKE YOU!" you unintentionally yelled because of embarrassment, eyes closing to avoid his gaze.

and it kinda comes out, as i get up to go.

you wouldn't see it, but he was stunned. the girl he has liked for years just confessed to him, in his car. his heart picked up the pace and he couldn't help the tint of pink on his ears.

suddenly, you felt a calloused palm against your cheek. you opened your eyes to look up into his vermillion irises. he pulled you in closer, and closer, and closer, until your noses were brushing against each other.

"i like you too, y/n," he looked down at your lips and then back at your eyes, "may i?"

you nodded and he brought your lips to his. the kiss was short but sweet, and you couldn't believe what just happened.

you kiss me in your car.

you immediately covered your face up with your hands in embarrassment, before he removed your hands from your face, and kissed your forehead. he smiled at your expression and tilted your chin up.

you just stared into his eyes for what seemed like forever and whispered, "this feels like the start of a movie i've seen before."

he grinned and brought you in for another kiss, smiling into it. you both pulled away and rested your foreheads against one another.

all of a sudden, your eyes slowly open. the sun kisses your skin as the rays travel through your window. you sit up all of a sudden looking around. katsuki is nowhere to be seen. you begin to cry. back to your life. 'of course it was a fucking fantasy.'

"but it's not real."

"and you don't exist."