His head fell on Sunghoon's broad shoulder, leaving Sunghoon in shock, sadness, and a bit of anger.

***

They got to back the dorm. Sunghoon gently placed Jungwon on the couch. He went to get him some warm water to drink so his head wouldn't hurt later. 

Jungwon woke up, seeing it was still dark outside. Sunghoon came into the room and set the water on the table next to him. He was about to leave when a smaller hand touched his.

"Wait-" Jungwon said. "Yes?" Sunghoon said softly. "Please, stay with me." said Jungwon. "Why?" asked Sunghoon. "Because, I-I, um- I miss you." He said shyly. "Huh?" Sunghoon asked. That was the only word he could think of. 

"No." He started to get irritated. "P-please." replied Jungwon. "Jungwon, no. You cheated on me. Now you want me to sleep with you?" He said. "But, I need healing. You're the only reason I drank so much." Jungwon confessed. Sunghoon's eyes widened. "W-what?" He said in utter shock. 

"I love you, okay? Do you understand now?" Jungwon said impatiently. Sunghoon was speechless. 

Sunghoon's POV:: What do I do? What do I say? Can I love him? He can always do it again, and break me even more. But, people can change. I need more time.

"What?" Jungwon said, deeply confused and angry since he wasn't saying anything. "Y-you've already broken me, inside and out. I'm not doing that again. I can't make the same mistake I made, which was dating you." Sunghoon said. Jungwon's throat tightened. 

He felt like the whole world was collapsing over him. He wanted to cry, just cry for the rest of his life. "That's f-fine. I know, what I did was horrible, but I've changed."

"I know, change for someone else. Someone you're sure you love." Sunghoon said. But it's only you, Jungwon thought.

Sunghoon went to his bedroom, not daring to speak to anyone. He just went to sleep, trying to get over the fact that Jungwon loves him. He's loved him all along? Then why would he do that with Jay?