Please Use Me β™‘οΈŽ Park Jimin

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Y/n POV

I opened the double doors and entered the BigHit company building from the back entrance and not from the front, not to be recognized by people.

In my right hand, I held two big bags full of food and some delicious snacks that I some made and some bought for both Jimin and the other members.I made my way through the building, waving and saying hello to the stuff that already recognizes me.

"Hey, have you seen the boys?" I asked one of the stuff there that I recognized.

"Yeah, I think they're practicing right now at the dance room." She said.

I quickly thanked her and went over to where the dance room was held. I heard music being played in full volume. No reason for knocking the door then.. I thought and opened the door.

"Y/n!" some of the members who noticed me coming in shouted. I waved enthusiastically to them and went over to their direction. They all sat at the corner of the room. Well, six of them sat there, except from my boyfriend, who was dancing to himself in the middle of the room, while the other took a rest.

"How are you all? I've missed you so much." I said as I hugged each one of them.

"Ooh, what's in the bag Y/n? I smell something yummy." Jungkook said as he took the bags from my hand and dig his hands in.

"Yah!" I said as I slapped his hand playfully. "Never heard of the word patience before? How come you're always so hungry Kookie?" I asked and chuckled.

"What? I'm still growing." He answered with a hurtful tone in his voice.

"Aish!!" I suddenly heard someone yelling from behind. I turned around to look at a very much looking frustrated Jimin, gripping his hair in both hands and tugging it. "I can't get this move right!" He shouted again, more to himself then to us.

This was the first time I've seen him this red and sweaty. From my guess, he looked like he's been dancing for a good couple of hours and didn't take time to rest.
I got up from my seat next to the members and went to Jimin who stood in the middle of the room.

I lightly touched his shoulder, careful not to scare him. "Hey Jiminie, I've brought some food, your favorite actually. Why won't you come to eat and then you can go back to practicing?" I asked softly.

Jimin shook his head. "No, I can't. I need to practice more." He said and then kept dancing in place.

I sighed. "Jimin, you look like shit. You need to take a rest." I said concerned and crossed my hands in my chest.

Jimin just glared at me. "Y/n. I don't think you understand that our comeback is getting close, and I still can't nail the choreography. So it's a no for rest."

"Jimin. You're practicing for so long, maybe considering taking a rest will make it easier for you." I said slightly raising my tone of speaking.

Jimin by now moved to a new method, ignoring me. He kept practicing the dance, completely deleting my existence.

"Jimin." I said for the 10th time today. Jimin just was at his own world, like I don't even exist.

"Jimin" I called him again and again, got nothing.

"Jimin!" This time, I raised my voice. Jimin just looked at me with a death stare. "I'm worried about you! You don't eat, you don't drink, you aren't taking any rest-"

"Well then quit worrying! You've been running around me and keep annoying me. I'm a freaking grown up, so stop being so clingy and leave!" He shouted at the end. This scream I'm pretty sure the whole building could've heard.

Tears were now pooled in my eyes, threatening to leave. Jimin's harsh stare softened immediately once he realized what he has done. "Y/n I-" Jimin's hand came to touch mine but I backed up.

"No" I said and put my hand before me, stoping him. "you were right, I should've never asked or even cared. At the end of the day I'm just the clingy and annoying girlfriend." I said with tears that now were definitely seen. I didn't even care about the things I've brought that I left behind, I needed to get out of here as fast as I can.

"No, wait Y/n come ba-"

Door slammed.

But it was too late for him to try, I've already left.

Jimin's POV

She slammed the door hard, even might broke it as well.
After the incident, nothing could've been heard inside the studio, but quiet. The members stared at me like I was crazy, and at this moment, I'm pretty sure I'm convinced either. they've never seen me acting this way before.

Tears were now formed in my eyes, the thought of that I just could lost the love of my life sending shivers down my spine. I put my hands on my face, rubbing them up and down roughly. "I'm so stupid." I said to myself.

Taehyung then stood up from where he sat and came to me. "Jimin" he said as I felt him cupping my face. "What has gotten into you? You're not acting like yourself." He asked concerned.

I deeply sighed. "I.. I don't know. It's just the comeback that is getting close, the... the pressure. The pressure to do well and to satisfy our fans really gets into me. I need to do well, I- I need to show good results." I said shamefully and looked down.

Taehyung shook his head and ruffled my hair. "Listen, Army would much rather a healthy and a happy Jimin then this Jimin. Taking a rest sometimes it's okay, it's not a shame. You need to stop putting this amount of pressure on you, it's getting the worse out of you, ok? Now, go the hell out of here and get your woman back you heard me?" He asked and lifted my head up, encouraging me.

I listened carefully to what he said and nodded. When he finished, I took off for her house.

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"Y/n?" I called her the second I opened her front door.

Silence.

I sighed for the who knows what time today. I quickly jogged up the stairs, making my way to her bedroom. As I walked down the corridor, I swear I could've heard little sniffles. My heart broke at what I was hearing, cursing myself for being the one that made this sounds come out of her.

I carefully opened the door, watching how she was hugging her pillow and crying her heart out. I slowly made my way to sit next to her and softly stroked her hair. She looked up from her pillow, cheeks stained with tears and red and puffy eyes.

"Don't you have better things to do then spending your time with your clingy and annoying girlfriend?" She whispered, voice breaking in the middle of the sentence.

I smiled and shook my head. "No. I love spending my time with you."

"It doesn't seemed like that one hour ago. I thought you wanted me to leave." She said and looked down.

"No, and don't you dare leaving me ok?" I said, tears started to pool in my eyes. "I'm so, so stressed this days, and I know this isn't making up to all the horrible things I said to you. I just feel like I have so much pressure on me to do well, to make everyone happy and satisfied that it takes everything in my abilities to do it, and without even noticing, I'm hurting the most important people that I love in my life. I was so stupid for saying this words to the one person that has been standing next to me for all of this time. Please don't leave me, I need you Y/n. I love you." I whispered, voice breaking at the end.

Silence could be heard, my sniffles filling it. "Please Jimin, don't cry." She whispered and wiped with her thumb my tears that now fell.
"I know you're stressed, but overworking yourself isn't the right solution. Why am I in your life if not for you to come to me and let me help you, let me be there for you. I'm here for you, please use me." She smiled sadly.

I smiled back and. nodded. I cupped her right cheek after. "So... that means that you aren't leaving me?" I asked hopefully.

She chuckled and shook her head. "Never" and then smashed her lips to mine. The familiar taste of her lips had me craving for more and makes me think that I'll never want to feel another ones but hers. God, I love her.

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