Since then everything changed. To be honest it hit us all like truck. But we were soo confused. Why did it happen? Was there something we could to change? fuck these spheres.

But as time went by

nothing happened....

We are still the same 17 year old teenagers by mind, but we act as if we are soo tough to put this fake face in front of us to fool others. But who are you to lie, we knew very well we all did the same, we knew we cried in the washrooms, we knew we blame ourselves for it. But we ignored like we always did we ignored we didnt dare to confront it. Changed our lives you know following things for the societal expectations, to build this future we don't even know exists.

Nothing can be changed, whats don is done. But why not change now? We don't have to live this way you know. I thought back on the day it happened none of us are to blame, I lost someone close to me We all did, even though moving on is different we can still live our lives you know?