I can't believe I'm doing this, what am I thinking.

I was at the front door of his house dressed in a white dress with a low collar and long sleeves. My hair was half down half pulled back with a bow. I wanted to look nice, not that I cared what he thought. I knocked on the door once. Then twice. No answer. I looked into the window and there was no one inside.

I walked through a metal gate to the back of the house which had a beautiful lush garden. I saw smoke coming from a window upstairs. "Oh you're here. One second" in near seconds the door flung open to reveal Descamps wearing pajama pants and a t shirt a little too small for him. He obviously didn't put nearly as much thought into his appearance as I did into mine. "Are you just going to stand there staring or are you going to come inside" he chuckled. "Shut up I'm only here because I have to be." I snapped

"Whatever you say princess" "what did you just call me" I have no interest in him I could never. He's so flirtatious I bet he's like this to every girl. "Nothing. Here follow me to my room." We walked upstairs to a green room with a big white bed that almost took up the whole space. There was a small brown desk that I sat my supplies on.

I sat down on the chair and he sat on the bed. "Why are you so far away?" he joked  "That isn't what this is. Is there anyone else home?" "Nope just us"

"Whatever, have you decided on a god." We studied for about two hours before I decided to go out and smoke. "I'll come with you" he said "You don't have too" I explained quietly But next thing I know we're standing in the backyard, just us. "I only have one left" "What, are you scared to share with me? I don't have anything I swear"

I lit the cigarette and took a couple puffs before spitting out the question thats been ringing in my ear for the past couple hours. "Why are you so mean to me at school. I don't even know you" He looked surprised that I mentioned it. His eyes narrow "I don't know I just think it's kind of cute when you get upset." "What are you talking about" I said turning to face him completely.

We were so close. Whats going on with me I would never be this close to a guy who genuinely bullied and embarrassed me at school. "You obviously don't know what your talking about" I say after a few moments of silence "we should head back upstairs" Before I knew what to do he grabs my face to look at him. He exhaled smoke into my mouth. Somehow, I completely melted. My stomach flipped. WHAT WAS THAT.

"I know exactly what Im saying. How was that?" he asked looking down at me. I was too stunned to speak. I couldn't help myself. I leaned in to kiss him. "Slow down Y/n what are you doing" he chuckled. "I thought- never mind. I need to get home. Pretend this never happened" "I dont know if I can" he smirked as I walked back to his room to gather my stuff.

He's so confusing what is going on, what is he doing. I feel so embarrassed. "See you next time Y/n. Im looking forward too it" He closed the door behind me.