She invited me in and leaded me to his room upstairs. I asked if I could be alone and she nodded and left me here.

I went inside his room and i could instantly...not felt him. Ofcourse.

My eyes wandered through his stuff. But my eyes only caught one thing. A diary. Which looked like a school notebook but it was an diary. It drawn me to it. I grabbed it and opened. Inside there was a pen on a perticular page.

It did not had a date. Did not had a time or title. Just written casually. What kind of diary is this?

Dear God,
                
                      I can't believe it's over. I didn't wanted my life to be like this. But i can't bear it anymore. I've asked for help, but no one heard me. Now before I take my one last breath in this cruel world please make my one wish come true. That's the only thing I want you to do for me for the last time.
   
            Let me meet the love of my life. I want to know who I was supposed to love, adore, cherish and spoil my entire life. I want to know who was tied to my soul. I want to know had the end of my red string. I want to know who will finally love and accept me as who I am. Please god, this is the last wish of a human whose soul will be lost in the world in a few days and probably reach hell instead of heaven soon.

          You never gave me anything I've asked for. But please, this and I'll be the happiest soul ever.

God i couldn't believe it's been 4 days since i wrote this and you haven't even gave me a glimpse of who is it. I am tired, you never give me anything I ask for, I am just gonna end it. Since i feel like a burden even to you.

- --- -- --- .-. .-. --- .--

My eyes widened once again. I quickly put the diary in my small backpack. I sat on his bed, i couldn't process properly. My hands were slightly shaking, I was sweating a lot. Before i looked further into the room and get more terrifying things...I get out of there.

I went down and told his mom-

"I think I'll be able to find your son. Don't worry, have faith in me"

His mother smiled, her beautiful eyes filled with tears. How could he do this to her? I mean...who knows how they behaved before his death.

My next destination was...i don't know. Probably his school.

It took me about 20 minutes to reach his school, walking.

"Look mr.yeonjun, soobin was not a student who came to school regularly. There were a lot of humours where everyone said he have deals with the devil. I hope it's not true. But people bullied him a lot but ever since the deal with the devil came forward...no one went near him. It become easy for him to catch his energy so quickly that even us were shocked. He changed a lot ever since. And during graduation he was the most happiest one amoung us...it really did worried and terrified me a lot."

The principle of the school told me about this and half of them make sense now.

Maybe when God was waiting for the right time to give him everything he ever needed, he was impatient and probably frustrated and lost faith in good.

He must have made contact with the evil one and did his work. And after he got everything he needed, in return the devil must have took his soul.

So much sense...but...so is he dead or missing?

- --- -- --- .-. .-. --- .--

I sat down on the bench after eating something. Even footpath here were cozy and comfortable. I couldn't believe he didn't find comfort here. I mean, not everyone's life is same.

I decided to go through his diary again. When I pulled the diary out the drawing I did of him fell out. I picked it up to put it back inside and noticed something on the back of the paper.

"Street 5, concrete road, a basement after 10 minutes of walk. Meet me"
     
                                   - The man of your dreams.

What the fuck is this?! Why didn't I noticed this? Wait..the man of my dreams? Soobin? Wait...so he ain't dead? He is messing around me? Should I go meet him-

Ah fuck! Why is there too many questions?! I should know better than to question it. I am well aware of what I am in and doing. I took the risk and I'll take it again and again until i get the answers. And even....meet him?

So it's fixed, my next destination is wherever this is.

I asked a bunch of people where this 5th Street was. And it lead me to a longggg, no turns just straight path road. It was getting dark, around 5:45 now. I walked and walked and there was no end. Until I saw a shutter on the wall. I pulled the shutter up with all the strength I had.

It was like a garage with no cars or vehicles in. I walked in a bit, it was cold inside. I walked further and further.

"I..I am here...soobin" I said with a bit of hope i had. I only thing heard was my footsteps which were super slow.

Around 20 seconds later I saw a...a star drawn on ground. It was some kind of ritual. I yelled and took some steps back when I saw soobin laying in the middle of the ritual. He looked pale and his forehead had a kind of symbol carved.

I stepped a bit closer and gently shook his body. He was breathing. The fuck?

I freaked out and fell on the ground when the shutter closed by it self. I crawled back.

"No no no!! Fuck! Why did I come here!?" I panicked. But i panicked even more when my back hit something.

Like two poles or something. I frozed and looked back and up...

I yelled and started crawling the opposite side. I didn't had the opportunity to get up and run.

"Sweetheart, you looks scared"
"S...soobin"

I stuttered. I didn't wait for him to say anything further and got up and started running. To where an which direction? I don't know. I just ran.

"Ohh baby, you made a fatal mistake there" Soobin smirked cracking his neck and breathing gently to start a run soon.

"How long can you escape my love"

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