Y/n sat in class, staring at the empty seat next to her. She wasnβt sure what to expect today but she wasnβt ready to face Johnny yet.
Daniel walked in and saw the seat next to her so he sat down without a word.
As usual.
Just as she thought she could relax for a moment, Johnny came into the room. He looked at Daniel and then at Y/n.
βHey, give me the seat.β Johnny said.
"Fuck..." She muttered.
Daniel didnβt argue. He stood up and moved to another seat, giving Johnny the spot next to Y/n.
Johnny sat down, his eyes immediately on her.
βY/n, can we talk about last night?β He asked quietly amd his voice was a little desperate.
But Y/n didnβt look at him. She stared straight ahead with her hands clenched in her lap.
She didnβt want to face him, didnβt want to deal with everything that had happened.
She stayed silent, hoping heβd get the message.
Johnny tried again, a little softer this time.
βPlease, just hear me out.β
But Y/n didnβt respond. She couldnβt. Everything was too much and the last thing she needed right now was to confront what had happened. She couldnβt bear to look at him.
Johnny sat there, feeling the distance between them grow. He knew she was ignoring him but he didnβt know how to fix it.
In Y/nβs mind, she knew she had to avoid Johnny. If she talked to him, there would be no going back and everything would be even harder.
It was better to stay silent and ignore him. She couldnβt deal with what was happening and talking about it would just make everything worse.
Johnny, however, wasnβt giving up. He kept looking at her, trying to get her attention.
βY/n, please, I need to talk to you.β He said quietly.
βIβll talk to your dad. We can figure this out together.β
But Y/n didnβt say anything. She kept her eyes forward. Her heart was racing, but she kept her silence. She couldnβt let herself fall into the conversation.
She had to keep away from him, even if it hurt.
He knew she was shutting him out but he wasnβt going to give up on them that easily. He wanted to make things right but he didnβt know how to reach her.
Suddenly, Johnny knew he had to take a risk.
βYouβre just being weak, Y/n. Always running away from everything.β
βDonβt you dare say that to me, Johnny!β She snapped.
The Cobras in the back of the class were all shocked, looking at each other. Daniel was also surprised, not knowing what to say.
"Damn." Dutch muttered.
The teacher, hearing the commotion, turned around.
"You two, get out of my class!β He shouted.
Y/n didnβt argue. She was too frustrated and her emotions were all over the place.
She stood up quickly, heading for the door. Johnny followed right behind her, not letting her leave alone.
"Johnny definitely did that on purpose. He knew it would get a reaction." Tommy suggested
"Yeah, he wanted her to snap so she'd talk to him. He's trying to break through but itβs not the right way." Daniel agreed.
βHeβs pushing her but I donβt think itβs gonna help. She's already upset.β Bobby sighed.
βHe knows he canβt just walk up and have a normal conversation with her. Heβs trying to make her feel something.β Dutch added.
βBut thatβs risky. If she doesnβt want to talk, pushing her like that could make things worse.β Jimmy shrugged.
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As Yn walked down the hallway, Mike saw her and waved.
"Hey, Y/n!" He called but she didn't respond.
She kept walking with her mind focused on everything going on.
"Hey, what's wrong with you?" He asked but she still ignored him, not even looking back.
Just behind her, Johnny caught up and heard Mikeβs comment.
"Yeah, she's not in the mood, Mike. Try again later." Johnny smirked.
Mike looked at Johnny, unsure what was happening, but Johnny didn't give him a chance to say anything more. Johnny rushed past him and hurried after Y/n, trying to catch up with her.
Shs kept walking, ignoring Johnny as he called after her. She didnβt want to deal with it. But before she knew it, Johnny grabbed her wrist, stopping her in her tracks.
"Hey!" She snapped, trying to pull away, but Johnny held on. He turned her around to face him.
"Listen to me, Y/n..I heard you last night. You said you love me. So stop pretending like you donβt."
Y/nβs eyes filled with tears but she quickly blinked them away.
"You don't understand..Thereβs no way we can be together. Our families... they hate each other."
"I know that but canβt you just be strong for us? Canβt we fight for what we want, despite all of that?"
"I canβt, Johnny. I don't want to fight. Itβs too much." She pulled her wrist out of his grip, stepping back.
"Iβm sorry but itβs not going to happen."
Johnny stared at her, disappointed.
A/n: you are a fucking disappointment.
"So, thatβs it? Youβre just going to give up on us? Just because itβs hard?" He taunted her.
Y/n didnβt say anything. She turned away, not wanting to face him anymore.
Johnnyβs patience was wearing thin. He grabbed her arm again, this time more forcefully.
"Iβm asking you one last time, Y/n. Are you really going to give up on us like this?"
Y/n yanked her arm out of his grip.
"Yes!.Iβm giving up because itβs not worth it! Our families will never let us be together and Iβm done fighting for something thatβs never going to happen!"
Johnny clenched his fists.
"You think itβs stupid, huh? You think itβs stupid that Iβm willing to fight for us but you wonβt even try? Thatβs the stupid part! Iβm here, Iβm trying to make it work but youβre just sitting there saying βnoβ like itβs the easiest thing in the world."
"You donβt get it, Johnny! Itβs not that easy for me, either! Iβm tired of being caught in the middle of all this. I donβt want to lose everything just because we want to be together."
She was so stressed that she was making no sense. Even she knew it.
"You think I donβt know that? You think I donβt know how hard this is? But Iβm not just gonna walk away from you because itβs hard. Iβm not gonna let you push me away, just like that."
Y/n threw her hands up in exasperation.
"You donβt get to make me feel bad for trying to protect myself, Johnny! Iβm trying to keep everything from falling apart even more!"
Johnnyβs chest heaved with frustration.
"You think this is protecting yourself? Running away is protecting yourself? Youβre not even trying, Y/n. Youβre just giving up because itβs easier than fighting for what we could have!"
"Well, maybe Iβm done fighting! Maybe Iβm tired of always being the one who has to compromise. Maybe Iβm tired of this stupid game!"
"Yeah, well, maybe youβre just too scared to fight for what you really want! Maybe you donβt even know what you really want and youβre too afraid to admit it!" He scoffed.
Y/nβs breath was coming in short gasps.
"You donβt know anything about me! You donβt know what itβs like to be stuck in the middle of this mess, with everyone expecting me to pick a side!"
A/n: other students passing by: ποΈπποΈπΈ
"Iβm right here, Y/n! But youβre too busy looking for an excuse not to be with me!"
Y/n knew he was starting to make fair point and she had to make him stop.Then, something clicked. She remembered Heather.
"Maybe... maybe Heather would be better for you." She said, almost as if trying to convince herself more than him.
"She seems to like you. Maybe you should be with her."
Johnnyβs face turned red with anger.
"Are you seriously suggesting that? You think Iβd be with someone else just because youβre too scared to be with me? Thatβs the dumbest thing Iβve ever heard."
Y/n stepped back, stunned by his reaction.
"Iβm just trying to help! Iβm just saying-"
"No, youβre just trying to push me away, like you always do! Donβt make it sound like you care about what happens to me. Itβs stupid to even bring up Heather."
"Iβm not trying to hurt you, Johnny...Iβm just thinking about whatβs best for both of us." She sighed.
"You really think I need someone else? You really think Iβd be with Heather after everything weβve been through? Youβre the one whoβs being stupid, Y/n. Iβve been trying to make this work and youβre out here acting like itβs nothing." He sarcastically laughed.
"I donβt know what you want me to say! I canβt just throw everything away because of one stupid argument. I donβt want to hurt anyone, Johnny but Iβm not ready to make things worse!"
"You think this is easy for me? You think I want to fight you every time I try to talk to you? I want to be with you, Y/n. But youβre pushing me away and I donβt know how much more I can take."
Y/n could see the hurt behind his words but she wasnβt ready to give in.
"Maybe itβs better if we just stop." she whispered.
"If thatβs what you want, fine." He said bitterly.
"But donβt act like you didnβt care. Donβt act like you didnβt want this, too."
He noticed her eyes..how fucked up she looked. He almost felt sorry for being too harsh on her.
"Y/n...I donβt want to say goodbye. I donβt want to let you go. But if you really think this is the only wayβ¦"
Y/n looked down, not able to meet his gaze. She could feel her heart breaking but she knew she had to do this.
"Itβs not about what you want, Johnny. Itβs about whatβs best for us. Whatβs best for both of usβ¦ and right now, that means staying away."
"You donβt get it, do you? Iβve been trying to make you see, trying to make you understand. I donβt care about the history between our families, I care about us."
Y/nβs eyes filled with tears but she held them back.
"You donβt understand either. If we keep doing this, weβre just going to hurt each other more. Our families wonβt ever accept it. I donβt want to live like that."
"I donβt care if they accept it. I care about you, Y/n. Iβve always cared about you. Iβm not giving up but I canβt keep fighting if you wonβt fight with me."
"I donβt want to fight anymore, Johnny. I justβ¦ I just need to let go."
Johnny looked at her one last time.
"So this is it? This is the end?"
Y/n nodded slowly, tears finally spilling down her cheeks.
"Iβm sorry. But yes, Johnny. This is the end."
Johnny took a step back, a bitter laugh escaping his lips.
"Youβll regret this, Y/n. Youβll regret walking away from us."
"Maybe but I canβt keep hurting everyone. I have to do this."
With one last look, Johnny turned and walked away. Y/n stood there, watching him leave.
It was over. And even though it hurt more than anything, she knew it was the right thing to do.
A/n: y/n, bitch, you have to fight.
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