Rosalie's Pov :

Should I have said it differently? No, I have to stay away from him, we can't have anything to do with each other. We really need distance. From now on I don't know any Joseph anymore! I at least hope so.

In school the next weeks he wouldn't look at me or even talk to me. I wanted it that way why am I so sad? I didn't even know why I thought about him all the time. When I wake up, brush my teeth, or even when I pick out my school clothes I think about him. If I wear that dress will he look at me or still ignore me?

It has been almost 2 weeks, he won't even come over to see my brother. Every time he sees me he turns around and walks in another direction. He came too late to class because of this.

I think he's childish but if I'm being honest, If I had been him, I wouldn't have dared to go to school for the next few weeks.

I don't even know why he's mad at me, it's not like he really loved me. I was just a game for him.

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It was Friday which meant another party I had to go to because of my brother. I mean I'm happy that I can take my mind off a few things but I'm not in the mood for dancing and drinking.

The morning was like always. I stood up and made myself ready for school. I decided that I was going to wear a dark blue dress with black kitten heels.

I looked at myself in the mirror and exhaled loudly. I will speak to him today.

I was walking to school. My brother is probably 15-20 steps in front of me. Almost everyone already knew that he was my brother or some people thought we were friends.

We looked similar, we both had dark brown hair and brown eyes. We also had similar birthmarks, I had 1 under my right eye and one on my left cheek. His was about where my ones were, only that he had a lot more birthmarks, there were two more on his eye and around his mouth.

Our nose was similar too but that was pretty much it.

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When I stood in front of the school I took another deep breath before I finally walked in and looked for Michele, Simone, or Annick. I needed someone to talk to.

When I saw Simone I ran to her smiling.
"Hii how are you?" I asked her smiling. She smiled too but she didn't look that happy.
"Hey yeah, I'm fine." She answered giving me a fake smile.
"Are you sure? Do you wanna talk about it?" I asked.
"Later maybe. Let's talk about how we don't want to get our test back." She replied and we both just talked about our grades until the bell Rang and we needed to get to class.

As we were walking I saw Joseph walking in the same direction but he turned around and walked away. He always does that but not today.

I walked after him and grabbed his wrist.
"Can you stop?" I asked him. He turned around and looked at me with a confused look.
"Oh, you're talking to me now?" He replied annoyed.
"You're the one walking away from me," I told him looking into his eyes and waiting for a reaction.
"Didn't you tell me that we shouldn't talk to each other anymore?" He asked.

He looked down at me with anger. I turned around and saw that we were the only people in the schoolyard, everyone was already in their class.

"Answer me. Did you or did you not, Rosalie?" He almost shouted.
"Yes I did but I didn't mean it that."
"What did you mean then? He asked. He waited for an answer but I couldn't answer. I didn't even know what I wanted.

"You know that we couldn't kiss in secret and then act like nothing happened in public!"
"We could but you didn't want to." He replied angrily. I didn't know what else to say.

"I do, I wanted to. But you are my brother's best friend. If my brother had found out he would never talk to both of us ever again. And the rumors? The whole town would talk about us. Everyone would talk about us-"
"Why do you care what other people think about your life decisions?"

"Don't you care about your friendship with my brother? Wouldn't you care when people called you 'whore' or 'slut' just because you're in a relationship?"
"No, I wouldn't if I had you." He shouted and walked away.

I stood there in place. It already had started raining. Today was match day at school but I didn't care who won or who lost. I didn't know Joseph felt that way. I thought he used me. But he thinks I used him.

I sat down on the wet, cold stone floor and just started crying. I cried and cried till my head started hurting and no more tears came out. It made me so sad that I was the bad one the whole time.

He loves me... or loved me? But I just ignored his feelings because I was scared. I'm still scared but I can't do this anymore. It wasn't until he was gone that I realized that I loved him.

I'm in love with him. I can't stop thinking about him all day.
He drives me crazy. I randomly draw him in my textbook and write 'j' all over my Textbook or my homework when I'm supposed to do Math. Every time I close my eyes I see him. His eyes. His smile. His hair. Everything about him. I look up at the sky and see clouds that look like him. Every time I see him I forget everything around me and just concentrate on him. All I think about all day and night is him. Even in my dreams, he's there. Sometimes he is a horse or sometimes he is an Apple I bite into. If I see someone smoke, I think about him. If I someone being mean, I think about him. But if I see a romance movie, I think about him too. How me and him could've been this? How me and him could've kissed or talked that way. His smile is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen and I can't stop myself from smiling and kicking my feet if I think about it. I don't know anything about love, but if this isn't love then I don't want to feel 'love'. Love is like I'm sick.

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Later that day finally after school I was lying on my bed, still crying. How I hate him but oh how I love him. I was crying my eyes out until my brother came in.
"Rosalie where is my black shirt- ... what is going on?" He asked confused but also concerned.
"Did someone do something to you? Was it a boy? Did he hit you?" He asked concerned looking like he was about to fight someone.
"Nothing it's just... I failed my test." I answered him still not looking at him.

I bet my eyes are puffy and red and my nose is also red. If he saw me like this he would know that I was lying.

"Tell me the truth." He asked now more concerned. He sat down next to me patting my back.
"I'm on my period," I replied whispering. That is the only thing that will keep him away from me.

He let out an 'oh' before he grabbed his black shirt and walked out of my room.
"You can come another day with me to the party. Stay home today." He told me and then closed the door. As soon as he closed the door I just started crying again.

Joseph's Pov :

I sat with a few older guys at a table drinking and talking about today's match. I came too late to see what happened but they told me everything. I looked around to see who was there and I saw Valentine.

I stood up and walked to him. I hope Rosalie didn't come with him or else this is going to be awkward.
"Hey Joseph," Valentine said and gave me a handshake.
"Hey, man," I said and shook his hand.

We sat down on a couch and looked at a few girls. Every girl looked the same. Weird and not my type. I looked around and saw that Valentine looked like he was thinking about something.

"What are you thinking about?" I asked him as I puffed on my cigarette.
"Just about Rosalie. She is at home and she hasn't stopped crying since she was in school." He answered me and took a sip of his drink.
"Do you know about what? I bet it's about a sad book or something." I told him but I think I know the answer.
"Nah she said it was because of a grade or something. But I don't believe her. She would never cry for hours about that. I think it's because of a boy, if I find out who he is he's not gonna live another day." He said and winked at a few girls before he stood up and walked to them flirting with them.

Now I was the concerned one. She's crying because of me. I love her and she loves me but other people will destroy our love. Shes right. 

I stood up and walked out of that party and walked straight towards Rosalie's house. It is raining. I love her and I'm not giving up on her because of someone else. On my way there I picked up some flowers and I was already there. I exhaled loudly before I finally rang the doorbell. I heard a few footsteps before the door opened.

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