Namra walked into school that morning, her expression as unreadable as ever. The past few days had been a blurโtoo much time spent in her own head, too much silence, too many thoughts looping endlessly.
But today, she was here. And she was trying.
She spotted Sooheon at his usual spot near the back staircase, leaning against the railing, his bag lazily slung over one shoulder. A few students passed by, chatting loudly, but he didnโt pay them any mind.
Namra hesitated for only a second before making her way toward him. Back to normal. That was the goal.
As she approached, Sooheon glanced up, his sharp eyes landing on her. A beat of silence passed before he smirked.
โLook who finally decided to show up.โ
Namra exhaled through her nose. โI was here yesterday.โ
โBarely.โ Sooheon shifted, turning fully toward her. โYou were a ghost all week.โ
She didnโt deny it. Instead, she leaned against the wall beside him, her gaze fixed ahead. โIโve been busy.โ
Sooheon hummed, unconvinced. โToo busy to even talk?โ
Namra didnโt answer right away. She had never been good at explaining herself, and she wasnโt about to start now. But thisโstanding here, talking to himโwas her way of fixing it.
Sooheon sighed dramatically, shaking his head. โI was starting to think you got sick of me.โ
Namra glanced at him, her voice flat but honest. โNo.โ
A slow grin tugged at Sooheonโs lips. โThat almost sounded like you missed me.โ
She rolled her eyes. โDonโt get ahead of yourself.โ
Sooheon chuckled, nudging her arm lightly. It was briefโso quick that anyone watching might not have even noticedโbut Namra felt it.
โWell,โ he said, shifting his bag higher on his shoulder, โsince youโre back from the dead, want to grab lunch later?โ
Namra thought about it for a moment, then nodded. โOkay.โ
Sooheon smirked. โThat was easy.โ
โWould you rather I say no?โ
โNah.โ He stretched his arms behind his head. โI like it better when you just agree.โ
Namra gave him a look, but before she could say anything else, the bell rang.
Sooheon clicked his tongue. โGuess thatโs our cue.โ
She pushed off the wall, falling into step beside him as they made their way inside.
It wasnโt anything special. Just them. Just normal. And somehow, that was enough.
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The classroom was quiet except for the teacherโs voice, droning on about ancient civilizations and their influence on modern society. Most students were half-listening, some scribbling in their notebooks, others trying to hide their phones beneath the desks.
Namra sat in the front, as always, her pen moving quickly across the page as she meticulously took notes. She had always been someone who preferred structure, a mind that craved clarity and order. History was just another puzzle to piece together.
Her eyes occasionally flicked toward Sooheon. He sat a few rows ahead of her, his posture casual as ever. His notebook lay open, but the pages were blankโcompletely untouched. Instead, he was leaning back in his chair, one hand behind his head, eyes unfocused as they wandered toward the window.
Namraโs brows furrowed slightly. She couldnโt help but wonder. How does he do it?
Sooheon didnโt seem to care about anything in class, yet when it came to tests and assignments, he aced them with minimal effort. It wasnโt that he was unintelligent, quite the opposite. He understood things almost instantly, absorbing information with little effort, as if it was second nature to him.
She, on the other hand, had to work for every piece of knowledge. She studied, took notes, revisited the materialโalways trying to get everything just right. It was a habit she had honed over the years.
The teacher suddenly called out, โSooheon, can you tell us about the impact of the war we just discussed?โ
Namra watched him closely. She expected him to stumble, to be caught off guard. But instead, he simply glanced toward the front of the class and answered with ease.
โIt led to economic instability and paved the way for the next conflict.โ
The teacher nodded, seemingly satisfied with the response, while Sooheon returned to his relaxed stance, as though he hadnโt just been asked a question.
Namra couldnโt help but blink in surprise.
He just knows it.
It wasnโt arrogance. It wasnโt even laziness. It was just the way Sooheon moved through the worldโeffortless. And somehow, it made sense. He could take in everything, absorb it without the need to force it, while she constantly felt like she had to earn it.
But that was the thing, wasnโt it?
Sooheon seemed to understand her without even trying. He could finish her sentences, guess what she was thinking, or even tell her exactly what she needed without her having to say a word. He just knew.
But when it came to himโshe couldnโt quite figure him out.
Namraโs fingers paused on her notebook as she stared down at the words she had written. She understood how to study, how to analyze, how to get the right answers. But when it came to Sooheon, she was left with more questions than answers.
It felt strange, and maybe a little frustrating. She could analyze and predict everything about her life, about the subjects she cared for, but when it came to him, she couldnโt figure it out.
Namraโs gaze drifted back to Sooheon as he stretched, yawning lazily. She didnโt envy himโnot at allโbut she couldnโt help but wonder, why did he always seem to know exactly what to do?
Was it possible that she, who prided herself on understanding everything around her, had completely missed the mark when it came to the one person she thought she had the most experience with?
It was strange. Maybe even humbling. And as she returned to her notes, the question lingered in her mind.
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