Kept reaching for love,
It was just out of reach
It's illusion tho, was within my vicinity
Wasn't as dark as the name suggests
It was a lot more than a teenager's rebel

Red and gold i adorned
In a sea full of green
I could've drowned if i didn't leave,
my brother did, not just figuritively

A traitor to my blood I chose to be ,
But A traitor to my love was i perceived
Twelve years just lost,
No sorrow for me,

Four turned to three then I had to leave
Just like dominoes ,
the four perished
Leaving nothing for the broken legacy

Would've taken revenge
If it wasn't a dishonour to your memory
Would've done justice
To the title they had for me
"The notorious mass murderer"
But I chose to flee
Wanted to be the chosen one's sanctuary
However the heaven called out for me

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