i ended up following him back to the room. "look noah you convinced me to have this child, I wanted this child so much as much as you did and yes I blame myself for all of this but as least our true feelings are coming out. you only wanted to be together because of this child, you're not actually in love with me you don't even like me I'm not In love with you either, so yea you should go back to hooking up wi to girl I won't tell out parents and I'll do me". i said. he looked at me and walked to me he just stared at me and I was getting a little nervous. "uhm okay I'm going to go now". I said about to walked out the door. he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him, he kissed me and I felt like I had to kiss him back so I did.

after the kiss I pulled off of him and he had his hands wrapped around me "Noah did you not hear me". I said taking his hands off of me. "yea I heard you and ur right I'm not in love with you I don't like you like that but I can't go see other girls, they will say something to someone and then it will get around, the only person I can hook up with is you". Noah said.

I looked at him I know this was a dick head move but I know exactly what he's trying to say so I slapped him. "so you want to use me as you're sex toy". I said
he put his hands on his face. "ow..and there is a thing called friends with benefits". Noah said. I scrunched my eyes. "I'll think about it". I said as I walked out the door.

no I will not think about I know my answer and it's a no, I'm not about to be used like that especially when he's horny every fucking day.

I'm just going to go see a friend that I've missed his name is mason he's pretty awesome I haven't seen him in a while so this would be good.

I arrived to him house and he oped it, he was shocked that it was me. "dixie!! I've missed you were have you been". mason said. I smiled and I walked in. "oh you know busy with stuff". I said sitting down as he sat beside me. "oh yea ur engaged, uhm how did that happen". Mason said, he sounded a bit weird but it's whatever.

"I fell inlove with Noah and we're now getting married and i love him". I said confidently knowing I'm lying to him and myself. "one question, was you inlove with him, messing around with him, when we were something". mason said changing his whole tone sounding upset.

"mason im sorry it was never my intention to ever hurt you, but we were never a thing the most we did was flirt that all, you never heard me say that I like you and you liked me, that never happened so". I said with a fiery tone.

mason just clutched his tongue, which reminded me of Noah because he always does that.

"dixie, I did like you, I still do, I know you engaged but cmon there's no way ur inlove with him". mason said getting closer to me.
"this was a bad decision coming here, all I wanted to do was supprise an friend and you've made me feel bad, angry and uncomfortable so I'm leaving". I said and got up but he pulled me down.

"no, ur not leaving me, Dixie you owe it to me to give me a night with you you broke my heart i deserve this". mason said. "no I'm leaving I don't owe you anything from me specifically my body". what's up with men and wanting me/my body. "sit down or you'll make me do something that will only pleasant me and hurt you". mason said smirking at me. "ur a pig, what do you want".

I sat back down only for my protection. "again like I said, just tonight with me, involving kissing, and body's touching". mason smirked once again. he's absolutely discussing. "deal, I'll keep it a secret from the man I'm inlove with but first may I use the restroom ". I asked. I walked to the restroom and locked the door.

I quickly grabbed my phone in my purse and called Noah. "uhm hello??". he said. "Noah I need you're help please if you have any soul please help me, I'm being abducted and it's going to turn into one of ur nights with a girl difference is the girl doesn't want it". I said whispering. "dixie turn ur location on right now, oh I'll be there". he said and he hung up.

now I'm a-bit worried but I brushed it off and walked out. "mason let's just cut all the boring things and let get on with it". I said. He smirked at me a grabbed me and kissed me, I was very hesitant to kiss him back but I knew it was for my own good, soon it was going to be for his.

5 minutes pass and we were making out, I don't really enjoy it at all and it's haunting me but I guess we're moving on to the next step, Noah hurry up. he started taking my clothes off and I got really uncomfortable. "mason can we not please I don't feel comfortable, please stop". I said stopping him. "dixie we made a deal there is no backing down". He said removing my clothes. I started crying. then I heard a bang. I beg that was Noah. I looked over, it was Noah, he ran to mason and grabbed him off and pushed him to the floor.

I got up really quickly Noah helped me out my clothes back on and shockingly he didn't sexualize my body at all. "go to the car right now". he said so I did that I grabbed my things and ran to the car. 5 minutes later he came back. "what did you do to him". I said. He just looked at me and started the car. "buckle up". he said as he was about to drive. "Noah what did you do to him and you better answer me this time". I said stopping him. "does it really matter, all that matters is ur safe!". He said. "why do you care if I'm safe or not". I said now irritated. "dixie we have been on and off mostly off but weather you like it or not ur in my life now and we're about to get married so ur safety is my number one priority". he said the most calmest I've ever heard him be. I just nodded and buckled up.  And he drove home.

how do you like this chapter, I tried making it long as possible but yea.❤️