AN: This is going to be my first ever fanfic and I've wanted to write one for a while so here I am trying it out! Please leave some constructive criticism in the comments as I would definitely appreciate that. I will NOT write smut so let that be known and I do plan on keeping Neils suic!de as a part of the story, I will be sure to put a TW when we get there. (Also lets just ignore the inevitable grammar errors that are bound to appear). Okay well that being said I hope you enjoy 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓶𝓼 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓪 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓻𝓮 𝓑𝓸𝔂 <3