I was walking through the city is was 11:32 am and I just came back from the Smithsonian. I spend most of my time there just reading everything over and over again, trying to remember them. Anything. 

I walk with my head down and a cap over the top so no one recognises me, my hands in my pocket and a jumper covering my arms. Sometimes I wake up as the Winter soldier but after a few minutes I come back. I some times remember small memories and I grab out a notebook and draw or write them down, most of the time there small but they help figure out who I am.

 I have many books filled with memories, I enjoy to read them from time to time. I have A a lot of memories of Steve and Nick. God I miss them. Some times I wish I would just go to Avengers tower and met her. But I would be caught and locked up.

I have been catching up on the things as well, the way things worked, I was getting quite good at it. I found out about how to work a phone, how to cook and other things as well.

I pass a TV shop and the news is being broadcasted.

"Since the Sokovia incident a 2 months ago, there has been nothing but silence in the Avengers Tower. According to out information a new Avenger has been welcomed into the Tower, Wanda Maximoff. A new ally has been spotted as well a red man in a cape. Yet there are unanswered questions, about Ultron. A photographer Harry Newmann, was taking pictures of New York when the Avengers came back. We believe Nicole Beckett, also known as Viper was being carried in Steven Rogers, Capitan America's arms, She seemed to have injury's and was unconscious. No new information has been realised."

I froze in my paths when I heard the name Nicole Beckett, I sighed hoping she was alright, I remember her and Steve. Vividly. They  were the only things I could truly remember. I bite my lip and continued walking.

After a few minutes another memory came back to me. It hit me like a brick wall. Nick Beckett.

"I told you not to go with out me Doll!" I say loud enough so the drunk men can hear me. Nick looked over my should there the men had slowed down but they were still moving closer.

"You could of gotten Lost Darling." I says pulling me closer and I see her try to calm down, but she stares at our noses. I realise there touching and I blush a little

Her face looked a little younger then. She was maybe 17 or 16. My eyes widen and I fiddle with my pocket taking out a notebook. I wrote down what  saw I then drew her her face what she way wearing. The corner of my lips twitch up. It gives me hope. She give me hope. 

I was just finishing up when I heard a familiar voice. I looked up and scanned my surrounding. The voice spoke again. It was her.

"Tony, I don't care that you want shawarma I already got you Sushi. Sam and I already brought it. Yes. Tony I swear if you don't stop complaining I will take a shit in food. Tony, do you want to eat shit? Yea that's what I thought. I don/t care if you like Steve better now." She was taking on the phone.

I tried not to laugh at what she was saying. I really would like to laugh, It would be the first time in ages but I couldn't reveal were I was.

"Tony if you don't stop talking about your life and how much richer you are. I will personally kick your ass down a flight of stairs. No... yes. Tony really what you going to do? Send me to my room? Tony shut the hell up, if you don't I will call Pepper." She hung up the phone and the girl next to her, Wanda laughed.

'You have a way with your words." Her accent took me by surprised. "I think I like your talks betters then Steve's little pep talks."

She smiles and my heart feels like it exploded. Her smile.

They begin to walk away, I decided to follow them, I keep my distance. They end up going to Avenger towers. I lay low and Follow they up the stairs I some how got past security. 

I walk past a guy and were alone in the hall way, I knock him out and pull him into a closet I take his badge and Key card. I walk out of the hall way and make my way towards them I take a turn and almost meet them face to face, but I manage to not. They walk into a room and they are alone so I slowly creak the door open Nick goes into a room, Her room.

I walk past the door and go to the window her one was the next one over all i had to do was open it and climb inside.

N I C K

I was just finishing my shower and was currently blow dying my hair when I thought I heard something. I looked up and turned off the Hair dyer. Nothing. I turned it back and and finished. I walked out of the shower and was about to get dressed when he was there. I froze in my paths.

"...Bucky?" I said trying not to yell.

He looked up and stared at me. My breaths was on hold, my heart was beating rapidly against my rib cage. He slowly stood up. I didn't hesitate to go up and hug him. He was shocked at the actions I did but quickly hugged me back tightly.

I pulled apart and looked up into his icy blue eyes. Home, it look like home. 

"You- wait how did you get here." I asked

"Through the window." His voice was perfect, but it confused me. The window.

"You used the window... the one 87 storys off the ground?" I say tilting my head and raising an eyebrow.

He shrugged as if it was nothing. 

"Why did you come here?" I asked happiness filling my voice.

"I saw you." He said looking into my eyes "I couldn't leave you again."

I smiled and I noticed he wasn't wearing Hydra cothes, he was wearing more or less normal clothes, dark jeans and a velvet shirt that complement his body over the top he was wearing a jacket. Before I could stop myself I blurted out "You look hot-I-I mean good, you look good."

Bucky's face went pink, so did mine, His moouth went to say something but then closed. He opened his mouth again before saying "You look like... you need to get dressed."

I looked down, he was right I was only in a towel. "Um.. right ima just do that..." 

Bucky looked at me again before, turning around. "You can get dressed if you want..."

I smiled and got dressed, I put on pj's and turn back around hugging Bucky from behind. He flinch but turned around and hugged me back.

"I missed you." He said

I look up to him and kiss him. Again he flinched but he soon cupped my face kissing me back. I ran my hands through his hair and he moved his hand behind my back and neck so I couldn't pull away.